Chapter 68 Small birth

Xiao Su Qingqiu's tears fell, and the pillow tears were happy. Thinking about it, he became haggard, and the flower hit the silhouette wound. Who was drunk when he fell to the ground?

The shadow of the remnants of the flowers is still a dream. Li Luo stood under the white pear blossoms of the tree, with a light shadow, swinging a continuous thought, and gently picking up the falling flowers. Under the beautiful pear tree, he whispered and singing its withered fragrance. A drop of sour tears fell from his cheeks and left. He was left alone, standing under the tree, and the spreading thoughts flew and withered like this tidbit.

Looking at the pear blossoms flying all over the sky, it was particularly calm in my heart, as if it didn't exist, as if nothing had happened.

Suddenly flashed in my mind those unforgettable fragments, those beautiful and happy that have been lost, but also accompanied by pain, tears, sadness and sad past.

In those past, every picture seems to have him. In this life, I'm afraid he is doomed to escape this fruitless disaster.

Tears fell slowly again, but it was accompanied by a burst of abdominal pain. The white and pure pear blossom slid down from Li Luo's hand in an instant. Li Luo stroked his abdomen with one hand. The sudden pain made Li Luo's forehead sweat coldly. She slowly squatted down and fell to the ground in pain. Her eyebrows were deeply wrinkled, and her face looked extremely pale and pale. There was no trace of blood on the ground. Beiya clenched her bleak lips tightly, and the blood suddenly spread into her falling mouth. A smell of blood made her more and more painful. Her eyebrows frowned deeper and deeper. A pair of dry and blood-stained hands tightly grasped the tender green grass on the ground, and her slender nails were deeply pinched into the soil on the ground.

Li Luo gasped with difficulty and shortness of breath. She lay on the ground and groaned in pain, and pain came from one after another in her abdomen. Gradually, dark red blood slowly flowed out from under her body. She almost fainted in pain, and her consciousness gradually blurred. Finally, she fainted in pain.

In a coma, Li Luo, lying in the bed, squinting his eyes, but he could vaguely feel that there seemed to be many people around her, panicked and busy. In the bright room, there were people going in and out. His footsteps were chaotic and flustered. There were dry bright red and dazzling blood stains on the bed. In the basin, the white towel stained red blood. The trace slowly spread away like red ink, and the ground was wet and stained.

In the haze, Li Luo heard a familiar and anxious voice, which could be recognized even though she was in a daze.

The man next to the bed grasped Li Luo's pale and weak hand tightly. His face was panicked, anxious and scared. He nervously held Li Luo's hand and wanted to pass the warmth of his palm to the cold Li Luo at this time. Luo Ming frowned deeper and thicker. He looked at the person on the bed and looked at the white and weak Li Luo at this time. , her heart couldn't help but tighten. She held his heart tightly and learned that she fainted in the pear garden. He immediately left the government, threw down the memorials, left everything, and rushed to the pear garden. Seeing her pale face, covered with blood, she lay quietly in the bed, her breath was weak, and his heart suddenly collapsed.

He has never been so afraid. Luo Mingyue was seeing such a separation for the first time. The inexplicable panic, fear and pain spread all over his body, as well as his heart. As a king, he enjoys everything and lacks nothing around him. He should not have such a feeling, but the pain is so clear, and the voice in his heart I'm telling him that he can't lose her. He's afraid of losing her. He's afraid that he won't have her by his side anymore. He's afraid that he will never see her again, no! No!

The people around her are still busy, going in and out, and their footsteps are chaotic. They are panicked and anxious. Li Luo wants to try to open his eyes and see the people in front of him, but in the end, there is only a vague shadow in his eyes. However, this shadow makes her extremely familiar. She knows and grasps her tightly. Who is the person in the hand? She knows who is anxious and worried at this moment. She knows the reason why the people around her are flustered, and she knows what's wrong.

The doctor's words quickly flashed through Li Luo's mind.

"...Please take care of your body. Don't be too excited or angry. Keep your mood stable. Don't cry too sadly, so as not to hurt your body and lead to the fetus..."

These are what the doctor had told her at the beginning. There was a trace of panic in her heart, but she was indeed more afraid. Li Luo took advantage of some consciousness at this time. In a trance, Li Luo half squinted at the blurred shadow and tried to say something, but it was extremely light, and his words were intermittent: "Save... Save the child. ...Child...you can't...something...please...please...help him..."

Seeing that Li Luo had some reaction, Luo Mingyue's hand grabbed it more and more. He said, "No, Li'er, you'll be fine. Believe me, I won't let you have a hard time!" The familiar voice came again, and Li Luo wanted to say something to him again, but he couldn't beat the weakness and weakness of his body. Finally, he fainted again and lost consciousness.

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Wake up again, as if it had experienced an extremely long and dark century, and the time and space seemed to become chaotic.

Li Luo slowly opened her eyes and adapted to everything around her. However, she seemed extremely tired and powerless.

Here is still the pear garden she is familiar with. In the dark room, Li Luo didn't know how long she had been asleep. She only felt extremely pain all over her body, as if her whole body had been drained. She was weak, as if she had dispersed. She didn't have the little strength. She wanted to get up, but her body didn't listen to it anyway. Her whole body It's like a collapse.

After waking up, her face was as white as paper, and her lips were bloodless. She wanted to call some maids to serve her get up, but when she opened her mouth, she found that her voice was dry and could not be heard at all. Inadvertently, she reached out and stroked her abdomen, but Li Luo was shocked and her heart beat violently. She Some people didn't believe it, and her breathing began to become short. Originally, her slightly bulging lower abdomen did not exist overnight.

No! Impossible! Child, the child must still be there! Li Luo forced herself to think so. She supported the bed with both hands and stood up hard. Although her body was accompanied by pain, and although her whole body was weak, she still gritted her teeth and supported herself up.

She didn't believe that her child left her like this. She didn't believe that such a fresh life left her overnight. She didn't wait for his birth or his arrival. Before that, Li Luo had been looking forward to the arrival of this child. Maybe she would give herself this sad person. Life adds some color. However, even this small request, God refused to give it to her, and still let her live in this gray life without any sunshine, no light, and no warmth.

The little life in her body, in those three months, she could feel his growth bit by bit and feel his existence. Every time he stretched out his feet, slept, and every movement, she could clearly feel it clearly, because because of his company, she did not Despair, in the pain again and again, in the parting again and again, in the crying again and again, no matter how much pain she endured, she always thought that she could survive, because she still had this little life that needed her. However, today, his departure is finally unacceptable to leave, which is incomparable for her. The great excitement and blow taught her how to experience it. Now all the people have left her one by one, and the child has died before he could come to this world.

Li Luo leaned against the bedside, gently stroked his lower abdomen, and sobbed in a low voice: "Child...my child..."

Li Luo sat quietly, in a trance.

The sun shone through the window and tilted into it. The originally dark room suddenly became much brighter. Outside the door, the footsteps were staggered, and he walked towards the bedroom with some panic and anxiety.

Li Luo looked up in a trance, and the magnificent figure suddenly appeared in front of Li Luo. Her very familiar face, figure, a dark robe, and her originally worried face, but when she saw the sober Li Luo, her face turned to joy.

He quickly stepped forward and sat on the edge of the couch. His original sad face finally dissipated a lot. He looked at the sober departure and couldn't help hugging her and hugging her tightly. For days, he was always worried that she would leave him. Today, when he saw her waking up, the silence in his heart could finally disperse a little: "You You know, these days, I'm always afraid that you won't wake up. I'm always afraid that you will leave me and not be with me. Seeing you wake up today, I can finally let go of this worry.

He gently moved away from her, saw her pale face, and his heart was worried again.

"You just woke up, hungry and weak. Look at you, you look so pale. I'll ask the imperial dining room to make some tonic for you, and let the palace people bring it to you. Now don't move around, let alone get out of bed, just have a good rest." His eyebrows were gentle, and every sentence revealed a word of concern, not a word about the child.

Li Luo seemed to have not heard a word, staring straight at him with a bleak face.

Luo Mingyue looked at Li Luo's expression. Seeing that she didn't say a word, she just looked at herself. He frowned slightly and asked in a low voice, "What's the matter?"

Li Luo still stared straight at him, with watery eyes, and crystal tears couldn't help sliding down her cheeks. Her voice was very light and soft, with a whimper and hoarse sound. She looked at Luo Mingyue and said word by word, "I hate you."

Luo Mingyue looked at her, but there was not much reaction. There was only endless pain in his eyes and deep helplessness.

Luo Mingyue knew the meaning of Li Luo's words. On that day, Li Luo fainted and his life was in danger. The imperial doctor asked Luo Mingyue to make a choice between Li Luo and the child. For him, these two are the most important in life. Both of them and him are the most precious in life, and now But he is asked to make a choice. For him, losing any of them is extremely cruel and painful.