Chapter 69 Seal
In the face of such a situation, between life and death, Luo Mingyue clenched his fist, gritted his teeth, and made a fierce decision. He couldn't lose his separation, couldn't let alone let her leave him, let alone watch him lose her.
For this reason, he could only abandon them, the witness of love, the only one with all the memories between them, the child, how much he wanted him to come to the world, how much he wanted to see him in person. When he knew that he was going to be a father, Luo Ming had uncontrollable joy in his heart, and even sometimes He will imagine the appearance of this child. He wants him to come to this world more than anyone else and loves him more than anyone else. When he chooses to give up this child, he is more reluctant and heartbroken than anyone else.
However, no matter how reluctant he is and how heartbroken he is, he still can't stand the life without separation. He really loves her. Today, in his life, he no longer wants to give up the person he loves deeply.
Although he knew that she would hate him, would hate him, and even hate him to the bone, he did not regret it. He would rather be around than lose, even if it was with hatred.
"Li'er... Children, we will have... We will have children." Luo Mingyue's comfort, but Li Luo didn't listen to a word. Now, in Li Luo's heart, the person in front of him is her enemy. It's him who killed her child. It's him who robbed that little life. How can he be so cruel? All the closest relatives around her have been forced to leave her one by him. That It's a permanent separation. In the end, won't you even let go of your dearest flesh and blood?
Li Luo's cold eyes, with extreme hatred, flashed tears in his eyes, but they were extremely sharp, as sharp as a knife, muttering to himself: "You killed him... You don't want him... You are the murderer..."
Luo Mingyue looked at her eyes, and his heart seemed to be tightened, with deep pain. He hugged Li Luo in his arms and hugged her deeply. Her weak body had no strength to resist at all, and she could only let him hold her weakly. She closed her eyes helplessly and sadly, and a drop of crystal tears slid down, and her heart surged. The last burst of bitterness, silent crying.
The picture of the two hugging each other was faintly reflected by the projected sunlight, and a halo was sprinkled. The breeze blew through the window. The curtain in the hall was slowly blown up by the wind. There was a burst of loneliness. The feeling of annihilation hovered in the air and turned around. The palace people standing silently only looked at it quietly, and their hearts were all heartbroken.
In a blink of an eye, it has entered autumn.
In September, the cool weather, the inner courtyard of the palace is everywhere.
Red lanterns, red brocade and festive colors are hung everywhere by the palace people. The pear garden is also decorated with these festive reds. Wherever you go, the eyes are full of red representing auspiciousness and happiness.
Only the pear blossoms in the pear garden are still plain and elegant white, spotless.
On the bed in the palace, hundreds of quilts and hundreds of tents were also placed by the maid of honor. All these things were like dreams, as if they had returned to two years ago again.
Nowadays, Li Luo has been able to get out of bed and walk around. Since the birth, his body has been in a weak state. Although he has been drinking the medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor all day, his body has not improved at all. Instead, he has become more and more haggard. His face is getting paler day by day. When he wakes up, he seems to have become a person. He only knows how to practice all day long. Words, silent, indifferent, cold to people, sometimes can stay under the pear tree all day, doing nothing, just stand quietly under the tree, watching these pear blossoms fall, with a sad face, no one knows what she is thinking.
Sometimes you can't talk for a day. It's quiet and scary. It's incredibly quiet. I stand under the pear tree all day long, as if I don't have a soul. I don't speak, don't smile, but I don't cry. My face is particularly calm. Whoever calls her, No response.
Luo Mingyue saw that she was so depressed all day long. He was afraid that she would be depressed and get sick again. Therefore, in order to give her a trace of comfort in her heart, he issued an edict to the world to make Li Luo the queen of Minyue.
So, in the past few days, from the officials to the people in the palace, they were all busy with all this. The Mothers were very busy. Everyone in the country knew that their king wanted to be canonized as the queen.
Such a big happy event, everyone in the palace is happy, everyone's face is smiling and happy.
However, Li Luo didn't seem to be so happy, and she didn't feel happy on her face. When she learned the big news, there was only a moment of surprise on her face, and then she smiled calmly.
How long should she wait for this wedding? Shouldn't she be happy? Shouldn't you be happy? However, after experiencing all this, Li Luo's heart inexplicably calmed down and could no longer return to the original simplicity, persistence, and simple love. If two years ago, many things had not happened between them, and Li Luo had not experienced those unforgettable pains, and there was no entanglement. The life and death, perhaps they can go back to the past. Until now, the scene two years ago can be clearly seen in Li Luo's mind. The one that only belongs to them, in the Acacia Valley of the Yue family, the night of the white robe is the elegant man who makes Li Luo fall in love in this life, and also makes her live a life. The wounded person.
He gave her sweetness and sadness, but these are no longer important.
A few days later, the canonized hall came as scheduled, and the whole country celebrated together. The whole dynasty was full of literature and martial arts, and all of them were happy.
On that day, Li Luo believed that she was the most beautiful and happiest bride in the world, with a phoenix crown, a golden flower, a pearl, a golden jade yao, a green eyebrow, a little pink, a little pink, concealed her haggard and pale face, and her whole body is extremely noble. This dazzling beauty, this special face, only belongs to To her alone.
Li Luojing sat quietly in the hall, and their wedding was held in the Anhua Hall, the bedroom of Luo Mingyue.
This is the first time to come to this palace, covered with a bright red cover, sitting quietly in the couch waiting for her husband to come.
Li Luo smiled softly. How familiar this scene is. Two years ago, she was not the same. In such a quiet night, she sat alone in the wedding room and quietly looked forward to her husband. At that time, she was full of happiness, and the shyness of a woman, waiting for her husband to lift the red lid above her head, and Together, she drank the wine that represents life and will never be separated.
At this moment, beside her, on the golden tray, it was the two cups of wine, which were filled by the quiem cups in the palace. The room was still as arranged as two years ago. The couch was covered with longan, lotus seeds, peanuts, and red tents. She sat calmly. Although all this looked the same as at that time, at this moment, her heart The situation has long been different from the past. Things are different, and everything has already become different.
Thinking about it, the door was gently pushed open, and the dull footsteps came. Through the red cover, it was faintly visible that the man in front of her was coming to her step by step. She knew that the person she was waiting for came. This time, he did not leave her.
The figure gradually approached her and finally came to her. Luo Mingyue gently lifted the Xipa with his hand, and a white and plain face reflected in his eyes. On this day, he had been looking forward to it for a long time. Now, she has finally become his queen. They can finally be together forever. Zi's hand, grow old with her, and he can finally hold her hand until he is old.
Luo Ming smiled rarely, sat beside her, and looked at him with a faint smile. This was what she had been waiting for for a long time. This time, he did not deceive her, abandoned her again, and left alone.
He is dressed in a red auspicious suit, which is so beautiful. His appearance has been deeply in her mind. His handsome face, straight nose bridge, thick eyebrows, slightly long eyelashes, elegant lips, and clear eyes like stars are all the most familiar to her. Li Luo couldn't help gently caressing him. The cheeks and fingertips touched gently, cold and subtle, but the eyes couldn't help bursting with tears, crystal clear and clear.
Luo Mingyue frowned slightly and sadly reached out to wipe the tears that slipped off her cheeks. This day is what she is most looking forward to. This day is the day of her wedding. It only belongs to her, full of red auspicious clothes, Feng Guanxia, in front of her favorite person. She should be happy and smile. What's wrong with this? Why do you cry? She wants to be the most beautiful bride in front of him. Even if it is only one day, she will show her most beautiful moments and let him remember the most beautiful self at this moment. She thinks in her heart and turns her thoughts. She barely shows the most beautiful smile in front of him.
"What's wrong? Today is our happy day. We should be happy. Why are we crying? A gentle and low voice sounded in Li Luo's ear.
He gently shook her hand, his words were gentle, and the warmth came from the palm of his hand. Li Luo felt his warmth.
Li Luo looked at him and shook his head gently.
Luo Ming looked at her like this and couldn't help laughing. His eyes were full of doting: "Fool, you will be my queen in the future. You are the only one who can stand side by side with me. We can always hold hands like this and grow old together. We will have many children. We will be happy. Trust me."
Tears flashed in her eyes, and she nodded gently. These words are still so sweet to hear now.
However, she made it clear in her heart that no matter how sweet the words are and the real promises are, now it seems that it is too late, and there are too many things between them.
Only today did she know that no matter how she persuaded herself and told herself that she could forget those pains, but these were just deceiving her heart. She thought she could, thinking that as long as she put down everything and put down the past, she could really be with him.