Chapter 55 to forget

The indifferent face is so anxious that the eyes seem to have lost something as important and important. Lan Ge walked quickly in the depths of the pear garden and kept looking for the figure of Canglan. However, this sea of pears, which was originally as beautiful as a fairyland, is so far away at this moment. How can it be easy to find the person who is lost in the depths of memories?

Memory, the memory hidden in the deepest part of people's hearts. I always think that many things will grow old with the years, but when that heart is in the past again, everything that has been forgotten will break through the reincarnation of time and return to the present again.

Reality, dreams, no one knows which one is more painful. But wandering on the edge of the two is the most painful. I can't tell what kind of mood it is. Cang Lan just feels that she seems to be back and is really back.

Pear blossoms fell like snow, flying over her body, in her hair. Gently raising his hand, the slender and white jade hand looks more and thinner at this moment. The flying white flowers fell between their fingers, which were obviously real, but they were taken away by the wind the next moment and became a short illusory.

Those fluttering petals formed a confused figure and appeared in front of us. It was a long time ago that I was the most familiar playmate.

"Sister Lan, look how beautiful this pear flower is, just like snow."

"Sister Lan, if one day we cultivate into immortals, the whole world will be full of pear blossoms, so that our family will not be the only pear valley."

"Xiao Lanyao, that's all for today's story. I have to sleep. You take all those little demons to play."

"Sister Lan, although I am jealous that you are younger than me, my sister knows that you will definitely not look as good as my sister in the future."

"Ran'er is the smartest and the best in the world. After I become an immortal in the future, I will also take Lan'er to heaven so that Lan'er can play with the immortals in the sky."

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If the picture you miss can become real, how lively and warm the fantastic Sydney Sea should be at this time. How happy the people here should be. They look forward to the future and enjoy the comfort of reality. But when he reached out to catch someone, those phantoms disappeared, leaving only a white petal in the palm of his hand.

"I'm back, how about you? Where are you now? Will you come back? The smiling face is so painful, but she tries to make herself smile. She just wants to face the people she used to be closest to, even if she owes those people, she will never be confused.

The person who came slowly behind him stopped and looked at the figure silently. He did not take the first half of the steps.

The wind was cool, and the fog on the ground wet the skirt, but she didn't know it. It's hard to move away from staring ahead.

"I remember what I said, and I always remember that as long as I am one day, I will always be with everyone." The tears that couldn't hold back came out again, "But... But why, why has it become like this now, why has everything turned out of the past, why?"

I obviously want to cry, but I dare not cry. Before coming to this place, she had tried to separate this place from the pear valley, but when she was immersive, she found that all the preparations were superfluous.

The man behind him has been standing quietly, and his eyes are like the only warm color in the white pear sea. Even though he is arrogant and cold at ordinary times, there is also a rare gentleness at this moment. But the person he wants to be warm is too far away from him.

"I just want to be alone for a while." As if feeling something, Canglan raised her hand to wipe away her tears and looked back slightly and said indifferently to the people behind her body. The man hiding in another place was slightly stunned, but his eyes also shifted to the distance. Only then did I find that a touch of white clothes came in the pear blossoms.

There will be no one else except Lan Ge.

Maybe it's a feeling or hearing something, Cang Lan just feels that there is someone behind him. That's a strange feeling, and you will know it as long as it exists. But Canglan did not know that the person who came was Lan Ge.

Finding Canglan Lange was also secretly relieved and silent for a long time before standing side by side with her, as if to watch the sea of pears in front of her.

The snow-white pear blossoms float quietly, and no one wants to break this quiet time. Neither of them spoke, nor did they know how to speak. There were too many things in their hearts, and many things could not be said.

For a long time, Cang Lan slowly withdrew his eyes, but did not look at Lan Ge. He blinked and said to himself, "Lan Ge Xianzun also came here to watch pear blossoms?"

Lan Ge smiled bitterly, "Yes, suddenly there was interest. I don't know that the owner of Canglan Palace is also here. Sorry to bother you.

Cang Lan smiled gently and laughed insincerely. Then he asked, "This is all immortals. How can I disturb you? It's Cang Lan who took the liberty."

"Why should the lord of the palace be so polite?" Lan Ge's eyes have been far away. "As long as the palace owner likes it, Xuanyue Valley is free."

Canglan laughed again, took that sentence as a polite way, was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Xianzun also likes pear blossoms?"

Lan Ge said, "Pear blossoms are as white as snow, fresh and elegant, and naturally I still like them." After a pause, he said, "I just saw that the owner of Canglan Palace was so devoted to seeing pear blossoms. He should also like pear blossoms."

Cang Lan looked at Lan Ge slightly from the side, "How can I like it?"

Lan Ge slightly restrained his eyebrows.

Cang Lan smiled and still looked at the pear garden in front of him. "Pear flower has existed in my memory from the beginning, so I'm just used to having it, and I don't understand what it means to like."

It is cold and indifferent. Such a tone is as cold as this wind.

"Is it?" Lan Ge smiled faintly, and the corners of his mouth twitched a little, "If the owner of Canglan Palace doesn't like it, why is it better to find the place where it exists and get rid of that habit?"

Cang Lan's eyes were stunned, and his eyes trembled slightly, barely showing a smile to look at Lan Ge. The face that lingered thousands of times in the dream and read it thousands of times in his heart. The distance that can be touched by reaching out is more strange and far away than a thousand years ago.

"Canglan also wants to change, and also wants to get rid of those bad habits, thinking about it for a thousand years." Cang Lan muttered, and his voice gradually trembled. "But there are some habits. It's not easy to develop it, but it's more difficult to change it than to cultivate it."

Falling in love with Lan Ge is a habit she has developed. However, it is much more painful to get rid of this habit than to develop it.

The meaning of that sentence seems to be understood. If she can no longer love, she will choose not to love. On the side, he avoided Canglan and smiled and said, "If it's really painful to change it, then... then..."

What about that? What can't he give her, and what qualifications does she have to continue to sink for herself?

Lang Ge couldn't go on, and Cang Lan didn't know what he was thinking. Because at this moment in Canglan's heart, Lan Ge has already forgotten her and forgotten her cleanly. So she won't believe that a person who forgets herself can still feel her mood, let alone understand the pain in Lan Ge's heart.

It's just that Cang Lan is still waiting for him to say what he wants to say.

Lange sighed deeply in his heart, and then turned back to meet Canglan's eyes, but he was stabbed by something deep in his heart, barely showed a faint elegant smile, and said lightly, "Then forget it."

He made her forget a thousand years ago. A thousand years later, he still chose to let her forget.

"Forget?" Cang Lan lost her smile and said, "Yes, maybe I really should forget. Some memories are just a kind of torture, but also a kind of self-stucking."

Looking sideways at the endless sea of pears in front of you, are those pear blossoms really pear blossoms in the valley? Canglan knew that it was just like that the pear blossoms in the valley were not so indifferent and ruthless.

She knew that she should have forgotten it as early as a thousand years ago, but she was still stubborn and unwilling to forget. She tortured herself with the remaining memories. She knew that the person would not come, but she was still willing to wait. Until the end, when her soul was about to disperse, she was still waiting foolishly. Those humble memories only belonged to her past. When I finally saw you, I found that the kind of waiting should have been buried with the pear valley as early as a thousand years ago.

From the moment when Canglan chose to use the centrifugal formula in heaven, she had chosen to forget. Although she was saved by Xingma, she would also save that memory. However, since then, Canglan has not deliberately thought about this person, and sometimes even she doesn't know where she put Lan Ge, or has gradually forgotten it.

Xuanyue Valley reunited again, the same sea of pears, the same people, everything returned to a thousand years ago. Whether this is a thorough decision or a new beginning, all this process will be cruel. But Canglan is still willing to choose to stay and clarify many doubts, even at any cost.

"Will there be anyone who wants to forget?" After a long silence, Canglan asked again.

Maybe this answer is too simple for Lan Ge, so he did not hesitate at all. He turned to face Canglan and said two words seriously, "No."

Those two words are really too direct, and the corners of Canglan's mouth still have an indifferent smile, because in this way she will feel that she will not look very embarrassed.

Canglan can't figure out what such a thoughtless answer means. Looking at the pear blossoms falling in front of him, Cang Lan was in a trance.

"Where's the palace master?" Lan Ge, who had been silent and calm, finally asked a question. Is there anyone who wants to forget?

"Some things are not a matter of whether you want to or not, but whether you can do it or not." Canglan glanced at him gently and was silent in his heart for a moment. "Even if there is, Canglan doesn't think it's the best way to forget. If you keep that person in mind and let him slowly fade away, and finally meet him, he will be like a stranger. Isn't it better?"

In fact, no one can say that they really forget. Some memories are deep and can't be completely forgotten. The only thing they can do is to fade away. Later, when facing those things or people, they can also face them lightly.

The surprised Canglan in Lan Ge's eyes looked in his eyes, smiled lightly, withdrew his eyes and said lightly, "I want to stay here alone for a moment. I don't know if Lange Xianzun can allow it?"

Lan Ge came to his senses, smiled and said, "Naturally." But then he seemed to remember something, and then said, "But in front of it is a flying stream, the terrain is steep, and it is a forbidden place in Xuanyue Valley. Please don't go forward."

Canglan gently "um" and closed her eyes as if she didn't want to talk anymore. Lan Ge looked back slightly at the woman beside him, was silent for a moment, and finally turned away.

With the departure of Lan Ge, the man who had been in the pear blossoms hesitated for a moment before disappearing alone in the jungle.