Chapter 088 and Tihua 1

With a stroke of plum fragrance, the scenery becomes autumn blue. Worry about the rain and shameful spring people are independent and unconnected on the ground.

The dead branches and leaves are endless, and the clouds are sacrificed in the evening and the rain. The firewood gate in the north of the fence was broken, and Qiu Si sang in the wind at night.

It's solitary and sad. I returned to the palace, closed the room and soaked myself in cold water, making my mind clear. The sun falling from the window made my arms white, and there was a drop of red palace sand here.

Even if you leave, your heart is inseparable; the moss covers your tears. At the end of the brilliant spring, there is only unforgettable. I don't blame anyone and don't hate anyone. It's just me who resent. People can risk their lives, but behind this time, if it's not happiness or despair, because there is no second time to let people choose. If it is happiness, the sun and the moon accompany each other; if it is despair, it can only be allowed to go wrong until death is destroyed.

My heart is full of sulking, unable to shout or angry. I gritted my teeth and beat the water angrily, splashing tens of thousands of splashes, ticking on the ground, mottled and unsighted. Relax, how can I relax, I can't relax, I can't relax! Only when I really put him down will my heart be spacious, but I'm too afraid of being empty.

There was a knock outside the door and I heard Nian'er calling my name. I quickly calmed down and dried my body and opened the door in good clothes. I saw her holding a bowl in her hand, slowly smelling of medicine. I frowned gently and was puzzled. Nian'er went into the room and put the bowl. She hugged me happily and said, "You're all right. I've been sad for months because of that!"

"This is an opportunity given to me by God, and I can't bear to leave like this." I glanced at the medicine on the table, "Who sent it?"

Nian'er turned around and brought the medicine bowl to me, and the faint smell of medicine rushed into my nose, which made me take a few steps back. Somehow, the smell of this medicine always makes me feel unsimple. Nian'er smiled and said, "This is the ginseng tea that the emperor sent us to make for you. He said that he wronged you because of the little son of Donggong and made you wander outside. When he saw that you didn't look well, he told the Shang Pharmaceutical Bureau to do it. This is really the holy grace of the emperor. Which palace person in this palace received this reward!"

My body is stiff, and my footsteps can't move. I looked at the bowl of so-called ginseng tea, and my worried heart gradually calmed down. I smiled and took the bowl of medicinal tea: "Thank you for your kindness!"

The medicine is astringent and bitter in the stomach. I drank this bowl of bitter water, and tears came out of my eyes. Nian'er looked at me and asked carefully, "I just went to Chengqian Hall to find you, and everyone said about your future. You have always been obedient, but now you have shed some tears. Is it because of the bitterness of medicinal tea or the bitterness in your heart?

"Life is a pool of bitter water. If there is no bitterness, how can you taste the sweetness?" I said. Now, I can only comfort myself like this, believing that this suffering is originally destined by heaven.

Nian'er took the medicine bowl, shook my hand with heartache and said, "I have to go back to the pharmacy first. When I send tea tomorrow, I will ask Song Fengyu for more time to complain for a while."

I stiffened the corners of my mouth and said "okay" with a trembling throat. After Nian'er left, it was silent again, quietly chilling from the bone. At that time, I should have died and come back alive. Is it really a mistake? With a moment of happiness, but I touched the wall separated from each other, it was not only Li Shimin who made me so sad. Li Yuan, this time I decided to disappear.

Although I haven't been working in Shang Pharmacy for a long time, I knew that this medicinal tea was not simple as soon as I smelled the medicine. And tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or even several days, everything will accumulate more and become a disaster. The same goes for poison, and it dies as soon as it goes.

I patted my face, covered my paleness with some rouge, and smiled at myself in the bronze mirror, which looked very ugly. I stepped out of the palace. Although I pretended to be nothing happened, I was still stunned when I stepped into the gate of Chengqian Hall. Seeing that the palace people inside called me, I strode in.

"Don't take charge of the matter. You were not here just now. Princess Qin asked me to see you and said to you: Chengqian Hall will welcome four new masters into the hall in 15 days. I hope you can arrange everything in the hall to avoid mistakes." The palace man lowered his head and said the order of Princess Qin. Hearing this, he felt cramps in his heart. I nodded and walked slowly to the apse.

Welcome four new masters into the hall, Wei Wei, Weinizi and Yan Jingwen, and one more... I dare not imagine that it's me. Li Shimin is cold to me, and Li Yuan won't let me live. How can this person be me... Mo Xiran, what should you do now?

The promise is always illusory between water and sky.

He once said that he would not let go for any reason. Take me to see the flowers; take me to pick the stars at night; take me to find the art of long life. I promised not to leave, not betray, and protect forever.

Are these all gone with the wind?

The plain play with water actually attracts fish and birds to avoid it. The flowers in Chang'an Palace fade with the dust, and where can they get lotus flowers? Looking back, I look forward to the flowers. Yan Jingwen is also an extremely helpless woman. Wei Kui and Wenizi, and the flowers bloom, whether the sister's love is in danger of the deep palace. And I was just a desolation from his sigh, and I couldn't miss him or be relieved.

The backyard of Chengqian Hall always has flowers regardless of the season. After a cluster of red and pink peonies, I vaguely saw someone coming. I was determined to look in that direction. It seemed that it would take hundreds of years to get to the front of me. After a gust of wind, the pink petals scattered a few petals, were swept into the wind, and rushed to his black boots and shoes. And he did not have any pity and stepped into the mud. Is it unintentional or disdain?

I bowed myself: "Your Highness!"

I secretly watched the stride feet coming straight towards me, and the figure fell on me, and the faint musk was as if depressed. With a cold arm, Li Shimin actually lifted my sleeve, and his face was covered with frost. There was nothing on my arm. I withdrew my hand and retreated in panic. Li Shimin hooked my waist and forced me to look closely at him and exhaled like frost: "Maybe I guess, but I still want to ask, why is it gone?"

I was as shocked as thunder. I didn't dare to breathe. I looked deep into his eyes and saw only a depth. He is all done when he is drunk...

I opened my mouth and couldn't squeeze a word. Li Shimin's eyes were sad and disdainful, and the corners of his mouth smiled bitterly: "This time, I will never be soft-hearted. I won't let him go... and you!" Never in such panic, I suddenly hugged him: "Have you ever thought of what happened since you came back from Changsun Mansion?"

He suddenly pushed me away, as cold as frost: "How could I not remember! Didn't you come out of the East Palace in the morning? You don't have to say anything.

If you remember, why don't believe me! He turned around and left, and I followed him in a hurry, but was left in place by his cold eyes. Originally, I thought that as long as he remembered, everything would be solved, but I really didn't understand why he left cruelly again, just because I was angry because I saw Li Jiancheng privately?

Looking at the yard where he had disappeared, his thoughts flew wildly and couldn't accept it for a while until someone called me. I came to my senses and was the maid who often assisted me. I asked what happened, and she said, "Don't be in charge of the matter. Although the new master was accepted 15 days later, a new master has lived in the temple. Please don't be in charge of the matter and assign the palace people in time."

"Is there a new Lord in the temple? Why don't I know?" I wondered and asked.

She suddenly blushed and lowered her head and whispered, "Yesterday, Your Highness came back from Changsun's mansion and was drunk... Drunning and lucky with a maid of honor. Your Highness asked the emperor today to bring her into the Chengqian Hall with the other three new lords.

"You...what are you talking about!" I was dumb and surprised. I was the only one guarding the Chengqian Hall that night. How could a maid come out? That is to say, the fourth woman accepted is the maid she said.

Mo Xiran, what should you do and how to explain and save it!

I handed a palace book in front of me, and I was absent-minded. I casually opened and drew two close maids and two handy maid eunuchs. Then I glanced at it and saw the name of the new owner on the list, and I was immediately redrawn on the wound.

It's clear.

I closed my eyes and said indifferently, "Let these people take good care of the new owner without any negligence."

Okay, accept the four masters, I will try my best to arrange this matter properly. Oh, this has become an unchangeable fact. How can I struggle to resist? It's just that I'm aggrieved. In addition to being at a loss, I can only do my best to make him happy and work for him. I haven't missed my appointment to stay in Chengqian Hall.

It's just that the agreement he said gradually blurred and disappeared.

I can't ask for too much. Li Yuan only gave me a few time to play medicinal tea, and it won't be long to end this painful sobbing.

These days, Nian'er really delivered medicinal tea on time every day. She didn't know that there was something else in it, and she smiled every time she saw me drink it. And Song Yi hasn't seen him these days, I'm afraid it's because of this medicinal tea. How could he not know anything else in this medicinal tea, but the Shangyao Bureau looked at it with thousands of eyes. Even if he was Shangyao Fengyu, he could only sew it.

I don't know who gave the order in the room of the palace. No one has sorted it out for a year, and everything has been put in place. This day, I took the jade bracelet sent by Song Yi to me and went to the Shang Pharmacy. When I saw him arrive, he was checking the medical list in the pharmacy. I stopped outside the door and looked at him quietly. Suddenly, I heard him coughing twice, and my heart suddenly felt pity. In a year, he has lost so much weight and his face is pale.

At this time, a medical assistant came to the road and entered the pharmacy with a bowl of boiled medicine. Song Yi raised his eyes and suddenly fell on me at the door. He looked at me and smiled gently, and his voice was not as soft as water as before, with a layer of hoarseness: "Why?"

I came in and smiled and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time. If you don't come to see me, I will come to see you."

He smiled bitterly and understood the meaning: "I can't bear to see it, just because I want to be better to myself, and I don't want to lose my soul again."

There was emotion and sadness in my eyes. The ending is the same as a year ago, so it's better to let the pain be completely experienced a year ago.