Chapter 8: Map of Tears 2
"He treated you like that. You should have lost your temper a long time ago." Orange said.
"Yes." Xiaochuan replied gently, saying to himself.
The resolution should have been made a long time ago. Remember to give up. That's right.
It's time to wake up after being wrong for so long. The dexterous fingers jumped on the keyboard, and the sadness spread along the fingertips.
"It's you who made me sad all the time. I suddenly disappeared, suddenly appeared, and you disappeared. You told me to come to see me and pretended to be welcome as if nothing had happened. I don't know how much you understand.
I admit that I was really unhappy yesterday. I'm not happy that you care so much. Your attitude makes me even more confused about who you are? That's why I said it on purpose.
In fact, I should say this. You play with yours and I play with mine. Why do you care about me? Even if I'm crazy, I have nothing to do with you from now on.
Orange said that I should be angry. There are more than one such thing. I admit your kindness, and I can't forget the hurt you gave me.
You said you were lying to me from the beginning. Well, I won't care. I haven't even scolded.
I honestly thank you, because you at least made me warm.
You said break up, I promised; you said you wanted to be a friend, I promised; you said you wanted me to play, I promised; if you wanted me to be happy, I promised. I promise everything. Even if you lie to me, I will agree.
Orange says that I should lose my temper a lot of times. I think I should, but I won't.
I should lose my temper when you said you lied to me, I should lose my temper when you said you broke up, I should lose my temper when you said to be a friend, I should lose my temper when you said you wanted me to come to see you, I should lose my temper when I heard that it was not necessarily true that you came to see me.
OK, I have never blamed or lost my temper. What else do you want me to do?
Xiaoyu is right. I don't have anything with you, and I won't have anything in the future. I shouldn't have anything to do with you anymore. I shouldn't be sad about your kindness. Orange is right. When you say those words, I should be furious, care about the face and the past, and scold you fiercely. Xiao Meng said That's right, you're not worth waiting for me, it's not worth missing you; you're right, I'm looking for a person to suffer, and I deserve to torture myself; it's the most right thing to ask you and me for a red envelope in a short novel.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm acting. In fact, I don't love you. I just give you too many ideals. Orange said that you are not worth my love. Now you pose as a winner. I humbly lie under your feet and beg you to look at me more.
If it's really acting, I will be a good actor, because I'm so into the play, from happiness to despair, hell to heaven, I walk through it step by step.
If you drink Wangchuan water, can you forget who I am?
Nai Heqiao, I know you are not there, so I prefer to go alone.
Recently, she has become more and more like a little woman. She can't let go of the warmth she used to. Her heart is entangled and tear it up little by little. It hurts so much that she is numb. Tears will only rotate and will not fall.
I have no reason to cry. I shouldn't cry for you anymore. If I make up my mind, would it be better to go so far?
Tear your face, no matter who has loved whom, whether it is true or false, go back to strangers like this, and no one owes anyone. Isn't it better?
How can I put it down? Is it best to start a new relationship?
Go and love the person you love. I'll go to the person who loves me. Go left and right. Don't look back. Just go far away.
From today on, I won't allow any of your lies. Maybe I'm a too docile puppy. I can throw it away at any time and take it back for a hug. I will let you know that even a puppy will not allow more deception.
Thank you, Chengzi, Xiaoyu, Xiao Meng, Can Can, Xiao Xiao, Wei Xia, Xiao Xiong, Xiao Bai. Thank you to those friends who didn't remember my full name. Ken listened to my complaints and was happy with me when I was sad.
OK, I remember. Even if I can't put it down, I still want to put it down.
No matter who you are.
No matter who I am.
Remember that song, remember to forget
I suddenly thought of you before I was about to turn around
You smiled on the day we met
That smile
It's still very beautiful
It's a pity that that person often makes people cry
A city that is too dazzling to look at the stars
Just like your heart is not suitable for talking about stability
Thank you for making me sad
Learn to love is not obsession
People can't change things that can't be changed
Remember to forget
I remind myself
You are already
A back in the sea of people
Long time
I should have new memories
People can't decide who they will be sfor
But at least you can decide whether to give up or not
I admit me
I will still love you
But I will never touch this memory again
Remember to forget
After my you
After all, it's just an idol kind of encounter
It won't be easy
I have a lifetime
Enough to forget
People can't decide who they will be sfor
But at least you can decide whether to give up or not
I admit me
I will still love you
But I will never touch this memory again
Remember to forget
I remind myself
You are already
A back in the sea of people
Long time
I should have new memories
Remember to forget
After my you
After all, it's just an idol kind of encounter
It won't be easy
I have a lifetime
Enough to forget
I still have a lifetime
It can be used to work hard
I will definitely forget you"
There are many people reading the log, and more people returning to the log. So many people care about themselves, and Xiaochuan finds himself so happy. If you don't get it, just give up. Life should be so simple and thorough.
"Sister, although I don't know what's going on, I tell you not to be too accommodating to each other. No one in the world can't live without anyone. It's not that no one likes us. Why do we have to be sad for someone who doesn't care about us? It's not worth it, it's not worth it. Just look at everything indifferently.
Xiaochuan read Ning Shuang's message and made up his mind secretly in his heart. It will never be useful to compromise, so you should be strong.
The next day, I was dragged to sing and sang "Fairy Tale". If nothing happened, I was engaged because I was used to giving up or learning to forget. Xiaochuan is used to using a diary to record the sadness or happiness of every day.
"You are not my prince, and I am not anyone's princess. In fact, didn't everyone understand it long ago?
Keeping false lies is not my wishful thinking, and it is even more miserable.
My friend said that my song "It's a pity that it's not you" is really devoted. Yes, how can I not move after singing the song for half a year?
is sung to you and to me.
Unfortunately, it's not you. I will accompany you to the end, so the sadness condenses, the memories are frozen into ice, and we will leave separately in the future, and we will be sad.
On the way to dinner, I heard "Cannon" and complained with a wry smile that Cannon was everywhere, but he didn't even stay away from eating and playing games. I remember you once said that it was a monotonous note turned into complicated music, with a little sadness.
No matter how sad it is, it is time to learn to be strong.