Chapter 9: Are you still there 1

Once again, after reviewing Tonghua's "Desert Ballad" and "Song in the Clouds", Xiaochuan suddenly wanted to cry, for himself and for the characters in the book.

It's not the first time to read these two books, nor is it the first time that I feel sad for the people in the book, but this time it's particularly profound.

The bright-eyed and smiling, extremely smart woman, Yujin or Jinyu, finally had her happiness. The dazzling honeysuckle was tied with lovesickness. When she was hurt, she decided to leave. Even if she lost a person's love and lost a piece of happiness, she had another piece of happiness, a person who cherished about herself. Jin Yu, how lucky you are.

Meng Jiu, who was dressed in white like snow and was spotless but gentle, looked at his haggard heart and heartbroken. When he fell in love, he did not dare to love until he lost it and regretted. Love that you dare not dare to love is actually more hurtful. I hurt her, and the mistake is irreparable, and I have missed it all my life.

Suddenly fall in love with the high-tempered man, greedy for that little young and frivolous, dare to love and hate, willing to rebel against the supreme emperor for her. Power and fame can't keep Huo's love. As long as you can give Jin Yu happiness, what if you give up the world?

Jinyu, you will always have your happiness.

Yun Ge, a woman who once loved to laugh, a once cheerful woman, a once intelligent woman, a once a happy woman, lost a smile, lost the person she loved, lost the only concern, lost the person who loved herself, lost the reason to survive, and lived is more tortured than death.

Perhaps Liu Fuling's love is deep, but there are too many things to do. In the end, it leaves Yun Ge with scars and pain, but it has also brought the greatest happiness to Yun Ge and remember it all his life.

Meng Yu, his love is true, but his desire is faster than love. Yun Ge hurt once, and it hurts. Two people who want to love torture each other, and it hurts even more. If love is used, it is no longer called love. He can never deny the wrongness of his love. He would rather bear the pain than let Yunge be injured. He will save Yunge's life even if he dies. Even if he loses dignity, as long as Yunge is happy, it will be enough. Full of love, pity, infatuation, and finally turn into the pain of drinking alone.

If you know that you are the murderer who sent your favorite person to a dead end; if the closest person calculates you and makes you lose everything; if pure love suddenly becomes a transaction of profit; if the person you love betrays you; if the person you love is separated from life and death; if it was just the past; if it is... . If it is... Too many if... Countless if it is;

It's just that there is no such thing; it's the sadness of memory; the pain is condensed in the lungs; little by little, it freezes into ice; the cold is piercing, the heart is painful; tangled, entangled, colic, broken; it can never melt again in a lifetime;

Sadness condensed into ice, and I couldn't find the smile in my eyes at the beginning. Yiren was alone and haggard and homeless.

Ogawa also remembered his previous articles, and he also dreamed of finding a man like water and turning himself away with tenderness.

"I remember that when I watched the Rogue Sword Heart, I loved the man like water, liked his smile, liked his belief, liked him to fight for love, and could protect the person I liked. I never mind his height. I just looked forward to have such a man like water to accompany me. I have no regrets in my life. It's just that when I read the Xingshuang chapter later, I didn't want to accept the ending. In order to keep his promise and believe, the sword heart left his loved one, which was a little sad.

My body temperature is lower than that of ordinary people. Maybe my heart is very cold. Suddenly, I find that I am longing for a warm embrace, which can cover me from the cold wind, the haze, and the warmth of my greedy embrace. Whether it is when I am injured or cold, I hope to have a good person like water, no I don't need sweet words, I don't need any affectionate sea, and I don't need any vows. As long as I can feel warm, I don't have to wait every day, it's enough. I won't cry alone until dawn, and I won't let me torture myself indifferently. I'm not a swan, and I don't want any Prince Charming, just I want to find a person like water, gentle and gentle as water. He can support the sky for me, know my stubbornness, know my weakness, and know how painful my tears are.

Now I listen to the music in Howre's moving castle, soft music, sad and happy. I like the ending. The ugly duckling has also found his own happiness. In fact, love does not have to be words. The love in action is more touching and will make people feel happier~"

Are you still there? Ogawa asked softly.

If there is no answer, that person will not hear the answer. Therefore, you still need to be strong.

It is Ogawa's dream to escape to Xiaomei's city alone and be a real lover for a day. Hand in hand, go to the amusement park and sit on the Ferris wheel together. From sunrise to sunset, I play crazily and eat ice cream together. You take a bite, I take a bite. Look at each other happily and kiss each other sweetly.

Make a snowman together, leave that little happiness in your memory, ride the roller coaster together, scream and laugh hard. Use all your strength to have a good love, even if the next moment is the end.

We can still be together, it's just Xiaochuan's wishful thinking. What about meeting each other? How to speak? Xiaochuan began to be timid. He was obviously afraid, but he wanted to work hard, and finally gave up.

Turning around and leaving, there is nothing to say. Seabirds and fish love each other, and it is always blank.

We can only leave. We can't love each other anymore. The wrong time, the wrong place, the wrong person, tears drip gently, draw a map of lovesickness, say love, in fact, we still have to leave.

[Thank you, goodbye]

Once again, leave these four words for Xiaomei, including all the reluctance and all the nostalgia. It's not good to wave the sword to break the love thread and miss each other. Isn't it good to let yourself leave more memories?

The winter vacation passed quickly. Ogawa did not realize his dream and said goodbye to Xiaomei. Maybe this relationship will end from now on.

The day before I went back, it snowed heavily in Ogawa's hometown, but I couldn't stop Ogawa's return train. I wanted to leave, or I was even more reluctant to leave. I missed the city and wanted to stay longer.

On the day I left, there was still heavy snow outside, snow all over the ground, a train alone, a lonely trip, and a long journey on Valentine's Day. I don't want to leave, but I have to leave. I can't bear it. I'm full of reluctance.

Leave, escape from love, and lose the opportunity to meet Xiaomei. From then on, it was just that without love, we were strangers and the most familiar strangers. Even if Xiaomei stands in front of Ogawa, Ogawa will pretend not to know each other and pass by. We are not each other's end.