Chapter 10: Are you still there? 2
How long does it take for one person to leave from one city to another?
How long does it take for a person to leave from a person's heart?
How long will it take to escape from sadness when you leave alone?
Xiaochuan didn't know. Xiaochuan only knew that the distance between him and her was a 30-hour train. Once he traveled, it was impossible to meet. But he and she was only six-hour train, but no matter how close the distance was, they could not meet each other.
A few days before leaving, Xiaochuan almost couldn't help but want to escape, escape from his own life, and escape from that sad love.
Twenty-four-hour train, Xiaomei once said that she wanted to sit with Xiaochuan, but now she can only walk alone, 24-hour travel, 24-hour hard seat.
I don't want to leave. Xiaochuan meditate on his wishes every day. Time is always fast and he wants to leave in a blink of an eye. Sad or happy, what's the difference between a person's life?
Nostalgia for that ancient place, Ogawa never denies that he loves every place and every inch of land there. I miss you so much that I don't want to leave. I want to delay for a few more days. Even if it's a day, I can look at it very close to Xiaomei.
Maybe it's for the land I've loved. It's beautiful and happy.
I won't be sad or happy for Xiaomei anymore. This is a promise for myself. Simply, completely, throw away the missing and lose the missing.
Thank you or I'm sorry. I always have to say goodbye. From then on, the two of them have been strangers. Xiaochuan put the two people in the article. The ending was that Xiaomei loved the person Xiaomei loved, and Xiaochuan was lonely.
It's real, isn't it? It's not fake at all, but Xiaochuan doesn't want to admit it. He knows everything.
The corners of your eyes will no longer be wet. You won't cry, will you? Whether it's listening to Cannon or Liang Jingru's sad love songs.
I still laugh heartlessly with the people in the group every day, but without your voice.
In fact, you still have a lot of things to do, don't you? Make-up examination, level two, writing. There is no time to be sad, and there will be no more sad for anyone.
is just a new writer, and there is still a lot of writing to write, so you have to work harder.
A chaotic New Year, a blank holiday.
Thirty thousand words, a month, I'm not very bad, at least a thousand words to type every day. Ogawa smiled bitterly.
Isn't this good?
The life when you go back will be very busy, club, work, write, and study. Everything needs to be arranged.
OK • A person's Valentine's Day.
Wasn't he alone on Valentine's Day that year?
Valentine's Day on the train will have more flavor. Valentine's Day without you, Valentine's Day without a lover.
This is actually good.
A person's train, twenty-four hours, a lonely journey, a wild journey. Xiaochuan likes to look out of the window alone, precipitate the past in his heart little by little, and erase the memories little by little.
The neighbor is a family of three. The parents took their little daughter. The little daughter kept making trouble all the way. The couple always coaxed them patiently. Xiaochuan's nose suddenly soured, and the feeling of homesickness suddenly surged up.
I'm really not a good child when I go home this time. I didn't help my parents share the housework. I don't know if my father's hand will hurt if it is stained with cold water. The weather is still very cold, and my mother often wears so little. Will she catch a cold and cough get better? When they are alone outside, how much white hair has grown? Although I am an independent child, I never tell my family anything, but I will still worry about whether they have eaten well, whether they have taken good care of themselves, whether they have lived a good life, whether they have...
Tears fell down like this, scratching your cheeks, homesick, right? It's rare to feel it. It turned out that he was still a child. Xiaochuan held back tears and drew an arc at the corners of his mouth.
Twenty-four hours of hard seat, hard and sad, Xiaochuan gritted his teeth and stood up. The couple in the seat was very sweet, happy Valentine's Day, lonely self.
The difficult journey passed quickly, from one city to another, very fast and slow.
It's so simple to stay away from you, just a train and a journey.
The consequence of the hard seat is continuous yawning and soreness all over the body, but it is much better than those standing. It turns out that I am not very bad. Ogawa smiled slightly.
The computer stayed quietly on the table. No one had turned it on. It was covered with dust and was as dark as his heart. Xiaochuan turned on the computer and knocked down his mood hard. He was sad and tortured.
"Sisters and sisters are not single anymore~
I'm the only bachelor left in the dormitory~
Valentine's Day was on the train~
No lover~
Get used to the days of being alone.
There is nothing left between you and me.
Friend•~
It's too extravagant, so I gave up.
So the world is so quiet that I forget you and myself.
Tired, don't let me be sad anymore. Maybe this is my style, and I will never get rid of it.
Saturday is the birthday of the lunar calendar. I'm going to Ma'anshan. I don't like this city. I still love the distant black land.
I'm very sad to see the monk's article. In fact, I like the black windbreaker very much, but your article is so sad that it makes me want to cry.
I think I can't tell what's true, what's fake, and emotions.
So I can only forget and write the sadness in the article.
Orange said that the article is strange and sad, sad, and the water flows for a long time.
Haha~ That may be the result I want.
Qiyao's article is working hard to write, and life is like a play, but it still needs to be performed
Every day here doesn't seem to be free,
So, I want to get used to being lonely.
Forget you, forget those who are sad.
People who are sad, please be happy, because we can still snuggle with each other.
We are cold, so we snuggle up to each other.
We are not beautiful, but we can be enchanting.
Cluttered words, messy mood,
I'm still me,
You are still you
No one remembers who it is
Not better
Forget you, forget yourself
Forget Sichuan water, drink it, I can't forget who Xiaochuan is.
Is it possible to change the name to Lele to be happy?
Haha~~Joke on the river~~~"
Finally, he returned to this place. He wandered alone without a warm embrace. After all, he and she had no fate, and they separated. Whether to leave or perish, Xiaochuan has no other choice.
I have known the ending for a long time, I have known everything, and I have known for a long time that the end of sadness is to be separated.
Ogawa can only smile bitterly and laugh at himself for being a fool. He knows the story to the end, and he knows that he is sad to carry it to the end. Who remembers whose sadness? Who owns who?
Are you still there? Xiaochuan always wants to ask.
The expected silence, no one asked questions, no one answered, no one was there, really.