Chapter 45 Broken illusion

But when the two of them were inevitably tired of taking care of a small baby, I told Jun Yu to ask him to transfer Mei Yulanqing to take care of Xiao Mufeng. Junyu looked at me and said, "Do you want to buy a few more?"

I shook my head and smiled, "No, just take care of me if you have a vague heart." He nodded and stopped talking. After a while, he put down the book in his hand and said, "I will marry you next month."

I was stunned and then suddenly looked up and said, "Are you going to ascend the throne?" He smiled deeply. His smile was cold and boneless without a trace of temperature, just like an Arctic ice field that would not melt for ten thousand years. You can write to Wu Guo.

I looked at him in a daze. At this moment, he was not familiar to me, and the strangeness scared me. Hearing the word 'Wu Guo', I only felt a bang in my head and looked at him with trembling lips: "What are you talking about? Why can I not understand?"

He sneered and said, "Weiwei, you and I know what you are, and I know better than anyone how you came from. What kind of person Huangfu Xiuyuan is... The opponent often knows himself better than himself.

My brain was blank, and this feeling of extreme distrust almost made me lose my mind: "I, I didn't, I didn't say anything. I have never contacted my family since I came to Vietnam. Besides, I just want my father to wait for them to be safe..." Suddenly, I was stunned, and Xiaobai was standing in front of me grinning and threatening him.

The moment I saw Xiaobai, I finally understood everything! In fact, Junyou is talking about me. He is talking about Xiaobai! But what can I justify! Because Xiaobai is me, and I am Xiaobai. No matter how I explain my relationship with Xiaobai, I can't explain it clearly. Because only I can understand Xiaobai's language, and only the second brother on Kunlun Mountain knows it. The second brother will know the eldest brother, and then Xiuyuan will know it.

Jun Yu is right. What kind of person Huangfu Xiuyuan is! There has been no movement for so long, isn't it just preparing for a rainy day? And the purpose of my marriage to Yue was revealed, and it finally worked. I thought they had given up on me!

If you have figured it out, you won't feel wronged. In fact, there is nothing to be sad about. If I were standing in the direction of Jun Yu, I wouldn't trust me as a princess. What can I ask of him? No matter how naive and harmless my performance is, I am just a princess sent by the enemy. A victim of political interests is just a temporarily available pawn.

I grinned and turned my head to prevent him from seeing the tears that were about to fall in my eyes. I whispered, "In this case, please send Mu Feng to the palace."

He looked at me in silence, and his cold eyes were cutting me like a sword. You think Mother Wang is just here to take care of you.

I smiled and said, "No! Does the prince think I'm really as naive and cute as I show? I have a lot of ideas and know how to buy everyone as soon as I get married, right? Chunyu is exactly the servant of the royal palace, and even the Chucheng beside the prince. Didn't the prince see it for a long time!"

He looked at me gloomyly. I raised my head, and the warm tears shook gently. My eyes were slightly itchy. I wanted to vomit and cry loudly. Xiaobai ran over and hugged my arm with his small claws, and then grinned at Jun Yu.

Jun Yu didn't look at Xiaobai at all, but looked at me coldly, as if he was going to freeze me completely. Is this the real you?"

I laughed and said, "The prince actually knew it for a long time, didn't he? Don't you want me to say it myself? In fact, you and I both understand that I am the princess of the State of Wu. Although I am canonized, I am the same responsibility to the State of Wu as my father Hou. Besides, I'm also the prince who asked for marriage. What will happen when you come here? You should have realized it long ago, right?

He took a step back in disbelief, as if he didn't expect me to say so, or as if he didn't expect anything to happen today. That expression is so real, but I and he both know that people like us are actors and can win Oscars internationally.

So, he looks just like he doesn't trust me, and I don't trust him. Although I have never seen the real Junyu, it can be seen from the way he can convert Mu Feng with a dead baby under Shenfu's eyes that he definitely doesn't look like he didn't expect anything now.

He closed his eyes in pain and waved his hand tiredly, "You can't go from tomorrow."

I looked up and smiled, and tears finally came out of my eyes. OK!" After saying so much, the goal finally came out, just to find a reason to ban me, but why can't you tell me directly? I will understand you! Why do you hold a knife and gouge out my heart in person? So cruel and not at all.

At least we have lived together for more than a year. Why are we so cruel? Have you been good to me this year? Just think of me as a puzzle game in boring life? What's funny is that I have been happy about it and stupidly asked if he also likes me a little bit.

Actually, haha, it's just his move. And what he uses is not my feelings, but what I like him. It's ridiculous: "Junyou, you and I don't have to pretend anymore. The words on the wall were actually my premeditation at the beginning, but I didn't expect to be used by you.

He suddenly opened his eyes, as if his eyes were about to run out. After a long time, he sneered and said, "So it. It seems that I really underestimate you. Wu Guo is the second person I taboo except Xiuyuan.

I wiped my tears and smiled, "Very good! So you have to be careful in the future. I want to live with you.

He said, "Well, you don't have to go to the palace to thank you." I was stunned and then stared at him angrily, "You can't stop me from visiting the virtuous concubine."

He sneered and said, "Isn't it like you're so close to my mother's concubine? So, needless to say, you are not allowed to step out of the peony garden from today until I ascend the throne. After saying that, he turned around and left. So decisive, there is no room left for me.

I suddenly raised my body and staggered out, fell down and got up again. My knees and wrists were covered with blood, but I didn't feel any pain. No, it's not! As a virtuous concubine, I just want to be loved by her. I'm wrong, brother Junyu, I'm wrong, I haven't done anything... I haven't done anything~!"

There was a sound of footsteps at the door. A Zheng came out and stood in front of me with a pale face, looking at me with trembling lips and said, "Weiwei, tell me that what you just said is not true, not true. You're not using me, are you?" He picked me up from the ground and shook my arms tightly.

I cried and shook my head, and tears blurred my eyes: "A Zheng, I really haven't done anything. I haven't contacted Wu Guo, really." I stood firmly with his body. Xiaobai jumped over and lay on me and comforted me with his claws.

I cried, "I know, I know, but I really like Junyou!" Ah Zheng let go of my hand and took a step back in disbelief, as if he had been seriously injured, and his face was gray. He said, "So what you just said...?"

"It's all angry words, it's all angry words. He just wants to lock me up. If I don't follow him, he will definitely find a more painful way to hurt me. I just want to protect my love for him. I just want to like him silently. Why did you make me a princess?" I squatted down and hugged my knees. Why? Why do you marry Junyu, and why do you have to be emperor? Just because he wants to get more effort to find that girl!

"Do you want to sacrifice me for her? Oh, what a cheap person!" I always thought that I was very delicate. I was loved by my father and cherished by my two brothers. People in the world were afraid that my father also spoiled me. The fifth master specially closed down to develop elixir for me. The emperor gave me Xiaobai because of my father. Except for a mother who didn't like me, I have always been smooth in my life. I have encountered ups and downs, that is, when I was 12 years old, I went to Kunlun Mountain all the way and was blessed by God... It turned out that Jun Yu was the person who had a fateful bond with me, and he was sent by God to hurt me...

"Not yet." A Zheng half knelt on the ground and held me in his arms, hugged me tightly, sprayed his warm breath on my neck, and whispered, "I knew you were not using me, I knew..." His voice trembled uncontrollably, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

But at that time, I didn't remember to take care of him. He was full of satisfaction, but he was so ruthless and resolute that he didn't look back at me.

That night, I was announced to be banned, and Xiao Mufeng was also taken to the Baixiang Garden to look after by him. Everyone was far away from me, and only the evening and hidden were still by my side. The servants of the royal palace saw me with resentful eyes and thought that I was the princess they feared, but their princess betrayed the prince.

What a hateful person I should be. I betrayed my husband for my own country, but in fact, I have never done anything. This is the disaster of no manhood. For the woman who could not come back, he suffered countless disasters, and this is just the beginning.

Since then, Junyou hasn't come to see me once. I don't understand why he locked me up since he hasn't ascended the throne. Is there anything wrong with the State of Wu? But I have no one to ask. Xiaobai has been sleeping all day since that day without looking at me.

I don't know what's going on. Is it wrong to like Junyou? But what can I do? Who can control my heart and who can control my thoughts? In the past few days, I don't know how I got here. I sat on the swing in the yard all day, swaying and didn't want to go down. I thought it would be great to swing myself back to the State of Wu...