Chapter 61 I'd rather be defeated

At that time, I met Jun Yu and began to sink from a straight back. In the end, love hurt others and myself, and there was no way to look back.

I opened my eyes tiredly, with a bitter taste in my mouth. The familiar fragrance of peony flowers around the tip of my nose, and there was a faint peach fragrance. This is why I opened my eyes, because I haven't smelled it for a long time, a month... two months... No, it's three months. Since the collapse in front of the Golden Dragon Hall that day, we haven't seen each other for three months.

First, it's better not to see each other, and second, it's better not to fall in love, so that you won't be sad. Suddenly thinking of this sentence, I remembered a woman who once persisted in love and had no regrets. She could not meet each other at life or death, but she loved her without regrets.

"You're awake." A familiar voice sounded in my ear, and there was a moment of trance. Jun Yu's much thinner face appeared in my sight, and I was shocked.

Junyou reached out and touched my forehead, turned his head and shouted outside, "Your eyes are godless, or as usual, go to the imperial doctor."

"No! I'm awake." I thought my voice would tremble with excitement or be extremely hoarse. After all, I heard him say that he seemed to be in a coma for a long time, but the sound was clear and clear, even more transparent than before.

Jun Yu stood up and looked at me and said, "In this way, you can take care of your health. As for A Zheng's matter, don't worry about it."

I waved to Mu Xin to help me up and said coldly, "What if I insist on it!"

"You're welcome."

I looked at him amusedly and shook my head and said, "Have we ever been polite to each other? If you are so polite to me, you will not take my painstaking and will not ignore me and my child. It can be seen that there is only one person in your heart. I'm different from you. I have everyone in my heart. After saying that, he lifted the quilt and stood up, but the body that had just woken up had no strength, but it collapsed to one side in an instant.

Jun Yu suddenly turned around and held me and said angrily, "What on earth do you want?" I looked up at his eyebrows and laughed: "What do you want? Should I ask you this sentence? Junyu, have you ever thought about it from my perspective? If you find her, where am I going? Drive me away? Or do you want a queen?"

He trembled and then lowered his eyelids and said, "I will definitely give you an explanation to satisfy both Wu and you."

I leaned against the bed behind me and pushed him away and said lightly, "No, only I know what a person wants, so no matter how you treat me, I am not as satisfied with the present. Although you hate me, I still want to stay here. As for that woman, hum! Keep it until the next life. You'd better meet her soul when you die and let her find you early in the next life and be with you. Otherwise, I will definitely find you and occupy you.

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The right cheek suddenly became paralyzed, followed by a hot pain. Jun Yao gritted his teeth and closed his eyes and said in pain, "You jealous woman, I'm sorry for you. It's not her. Why do you treat her like this?"

I looked at him coldly: "You are sorry for me, but only by slandering your beloved can you be punished! Junyu, you seem to have weaknesses all over your body, but in fact, you don't have any weaknesses like solid steel bars all over your body. I have been sleeping with you for two years. How can I not know? Don't think that I'm Xiuyuan, and don't think that I'm generally ignorant of the other two affiliated small countries. I can see and understand your means clearly, but I'm too lazy to fight with you. If I really want to do something, do you think you will be so easy?

Jun Yu smiled, swept the previous injured look, and looked at me and said, "It seems that my acting skills are really not good! You actually saw through it!" It seems to be a little decadent.

Now it's my turn to look unbelievable. I actually exposed the true face of this ultimate dark man by taking retreat as progress. However, this look is only for a moment. Because I exposed him myself, I must be confident or have other intentions.

I was taken over and covered my body. I hid my trembling hands and feet and turned to Fangcao and said, "You all go down. I want to talk to the emperor." Fangcao and others looked at me worriedly and had no choice but to retreat.

There are only two of us in the bedroom. Jun Yu sat on a chair on one side with a ruthless smile on his face. My face is also extremely calm. The two of us are like hedgehogs full of thorns. We will only put away the fierce thorns when we like each other or act, but at this time we will try our best to guard against it. Once we get close, we will both lose.

I said, "After all, how can I cooperate?"

He was stunned and then said, "I want to get four countries, you know."

"Then you have found the wrong person. I like you, but I won't destroy my country, destroy the peace of the four countries, and destroy the stable life of tens of millions of people in the world for you."

"No, I love this world, how can I be willing to destroy it! I just got it with some shortcuts. From the first time I met you on Kunlun Mountain, I knew that you are the only one in the world who can help me get the world. How predestined and matching we are?

I said, "You are so despicable!"

He said, "This is not despicable, but just a means." After a pause, he said, "Do you know how I lost her? It's because of these great rivers and mountains! In order to unify the world, I personally sent her to others. Do you know that feeling? I loved her so much at that time, but in order to fulfill my father's last wish, just because the emperor loved her as much and was addicted to her beauty, so I could send her there. I still remember that I told her that I would unify the country as soon as possible and pick her up...

She is a woman as intelligent as you, but she should not be addicted to his goodness to her. When I led the soldiers to kill the enemy at the border gate, I heard her accept him and gave birth to a child for him. Do you know... How heartache I am..."

"What do you want me to say! Junyou, how much do you deserve that day? You sent her to someone else. How do you want her to live in the hands of that person? Turn around and ask for complete, or do you plan to make that person like her so much that you can love her? Or do you fall in love with you as stupidly as me? I suddenly found that the scene in Junyu's mouth was somewhat similar to what it is now, but I don't know how much Xiuyuan likes me.

He looked at me with a flat expression and said, "Later, when I took people to the imperial city, I saw them standing side by side on the wall. At that time, I had lost my mind and didn't see the tears in her eyes, so..."

"So you killed her?"

"No, I didn't kill her. It was the man who killed her." He lowered his head and hugged his head and whispered, "He pasted a rune paper on her... It was a rune full of curses and grievances. As long as she burned all, she would never be born. I was very anxious at that time, and it was also at that time that time that the child she gave birth to was mine, but she was abused and killed by the man, and she was born. He has been tortured until now, just to one day frustrate her ashes..." He told this incident intermittently, as if he regretted the decision that year.

Yes! No matter how much I regret, I will never come back! The woman is dead and can never come back. Even if he finally found all over the world's secret men to empty the national strength and reluctantly recalled her soul from the realm of nothingness, but he didn't know where she was until now that she has lost three lifetimes.

Although the man was killed by him, he used a secret method to preserve his soul and reincarnated like a normal dead man. He lost that century-old battle miserably. He lost the country and lost his favorite person. Since then, he has been depressed and has been secretly looking for the two of them.

Three lifetimes! What a beautiful word, what a sad story. I looked at Jun Yu with a sneer and said, "Do you want me to sympathize?"

He shook his head and said, "I gathered the method of three generations and finally recalled her soul here in this life, but because she forcibly gathered her soul at that time, she forgot everything. Fortunately, I secretly destroyed it when the man was reincarnated, otherwise he would be reincarnated with memory like me."

I said, "I've said so much nonsense and made up such a touching story... I want to sleep, but I still say that. I can't do anything."

"You just need to write a letter to the second son of the blood-cold emperor Fu on Kunlun Mountain, and I will naturally have a way."

"What can I get?"

"A Zheng--he is outside now. For you to stay in the heavenly prison for three months, his lower body has almost festered because of infection. If there is no treatment, he will be paralyzed in bed for the rest of his life."

"You--!!"

He smiled faintly and said, "I'm not a good person. I'm satisfied and just want to find her. Even if you don't give me blood, I will have other ways to wake up her sleeping memory. But before that, I have to get the world and share it with me when she comes back, right?

I turned my head angrily and said, "The blood in my heart is completely fabricated by Shen Weijun to get rid of my conspiracy. Only when you are blinded by the way to find that woman can you see it."

He was stunned and then said coldly, "I said that I still have a way without your heart's blood. Don't worry about this matter and don't involve innocent people."

I stared at him, innocent? How could he say these two words so easily? Where is Shen Weijun innocent? I was almost killed by her many times, and now he has made such a vicious woman innocent...

"Good! OK! OK! She is innocent, what about me? I live well in the Fu family, but I was pushed in because of your conspiracy. Junyu, am I also innocent? If it weren't for you, I lived well on Kunlun Mountain with Xiaobai. If you said you love people all over the world, wouldn't I be one of the people in the world? Why do you have affection for people all over the world and her, but you are so ruthless to me alone? Although he controlled his tears, he still couldn't stop, because of grievance, because of the innocence in his mouth and because of his persistence.

His persistence hurts me, and my persistence hurts not only myself but also the people around me.

He said, "I'd rather live up to one person than to live up to the world, so..."