Chapter 62 Would Rather Destroy

"So that's who I am? I understand Junyu. Let me think about it and send someone to save A Zheng. I will definitely give you a satisfactory explanation.

He answered, stood up and walked out. After all, he looked back at me. His black eyes were indescribably calm, like the water of the Dead Sea.

I sat on the bed in a daze, and my whole body was as weak. The sound of the piano sounded in my ear. Originally, Li Mo walked in with the sound of a quiet piano. The silver mask flashed with ruthless light but could not hide the sadness under his mask.

"Full of love, love and satisfaction, turning into the autumn moon and cold winter, admiring the moon year by year; wind and snow, peerless people, together with rare birth and separation, there is nothing better than knocking on the crown of the year." With the long sound of the piano, the quiet voice is not in paragraphs, words, sentences... It's like being in the ice and snow.

"Would you like to hear a story?" He raised his eyes and fell on my face, like a dragonfly.

I looked at him in a frenance, crossed his blue figure, passed the falling peach blossoms, and landed on the high beacon on the walls of the eight directions. The faint voice slowly sounded, saying that it was a story, rather than a period of hatred.

At the age of 20 that year, I met the girl in an afternoon. She stood in a peach garden in snow-white clothes, as ethereal as a fairy, and her laughter resounded throughout the peach garden. Before that, he had always been lonely and immersed himself in family struggles every day. How he didn't like the faces of those people. Obviously, he could think of everything, but he pretended to be a look of a thousand miles away, and secretly poisoned innocent him.

He met her when he was chased and killed. After he entered the peach forest, because the peach forest was large and it was the season of peach blossoms, he was saved. But at that time, he was seriously injured, but he heard the happy laughter before he fell into a coma, so innocent. Before he fell into a coma, he heard a little girl's worried voice asking him, 'How's it going?' He opened his mouth for a long time before saying, 'I'm going to die'.

Who knew that the girl was not only not panicked when she heard the words, but also smiled and said, "How can she look like she is going to die? She is clearly strong!" After saying that, he picked some peach blossoms from the peach blossoms, crushed them with his hand and put some on his wound, and fed them to him. He miraculously improved, but with a little better, he finally passed out due to physical weakness. When he woke up again, the girl had left, and he was gradually getting better because of treatment, but he did not leave immediately. On the one hand, he had to wait until the little girl appeared again to thank him in person. On the other hand, he was not in good health at this time and could not give his opponent a opportunity to take advantage of, so he lived in the peach forest.

It has been half a month since he was hungry to eat peach blossoms and drink peach blossom juice when he was thirsty. This half month has been used to walk the whole peach forest and didn't see the girl until he left and couldn't see her again. Many years later, he took over everything in the family, but he didn't expect to meet her again. Although she misunderstood him about him because of something, they got along very well with each other. He was very happy, because when the situation was ripe, he would marry her home and we could be together every day.

But the good times did not last long. There were many drawbacks left in the family because of the battle for the throne, and his father was still worried when he was born again. Before he died, he had to complete the chess game. He completed the chess game step by step according to his father's wishes, but he knew the girl's identity at the most critical step, and because the girl was the key to the whole step of chess. He regretted it, but that step had been lifted and fell down and could not be taken back...

He told her all this and asked her to wait for her to come back, but she didn't forgive him. He decided to play the whole move at the fastest speed. He believed in his love for the girl. Although he did not guarantee how much the girl liked him, because he did not know the result, he took precautions and arranged it step by step, but he still miscalculated!

When he learned something, he hated it! I hate it so much that I lost my mind.

All this is related to his education since he was a child. There is no need to miss something that must be sacrificed, so let the thing that must be sacrifice fully and better play its value. He put up with it and pushed the chess game forward step by step, but he didn't expect that his heart would hurt more and more at every step. Finally, one year, he couldn't help going to the girl's husband's house as the master and saw her there. At that time, he wanted to hug her and talk about lovesickness, but she was very indifferent to him.

Yes! He hurt her and betrayed her for profit, so she naturally hated him. He is not surprised, because his education since he was a child told him that since he was destined not to get it, it was better to let her play the final value. Later, he continued to promote the whole chess game... That move was good! He walked step by step according to his plan, but his heart was dripping blood every day, because he couldn't bear to miss her, so he sneaked into the place where she lived and played a role that could see her every day...

Li Mo's story stopped here. I turned my head and looked at him and said, "What's the end? Why are you here?"

He smiled faintly and said, "The ending..."

Later, he found that he could not live without her, but at that time he found a very cruel fact that the girl fell in love with one of the chess pieces and the two of them lived a happy life. After many visits and investigations, he learned a big secret that was enough to destroy the girl's secret. He told the girl the secret, but the girl seemed to know it for a long time but was willing. At that time, he hated it even more...

No! It's jealousy. He is so jealous that he can't wait to let the man die and the girl die!

However, what hurt him the most was that the girl had a man's child, and he finally couldn't help it! Remember that there is such a thing in family education: when you can't get something, destroy it! Instead of being entangled in unbearable pain, it is better to destroy it. As they destroy together, we will destroy together!

I was shocked by the madness that broke out of his silver face, but he said lightly, "I destroyed her with my own hands, but I failed to destroy that man. He didn't have her in his heart at all. Everything was just taking advantage of it, but she loved stupidly and sacrificed for her love! That's ridiculous!" At this moment, the end of separation is not the gentle man, but a man possessed by hatred, with blood all over his body.

I said, "You haven't said why you are here?"

He glanced at me. When he told this story, his hands kept touching the piano. The sound of the piano fluctuated with his story. After tension, it eased, and then gently lingered at his fingertips. The sound of the piano sounded slowly, and blood dripping on the string fell on the piano rack. Only then did I find that his fingertips were broken unconsciously, which was a little puzzled. As a pianist, the cocoons of his fingertips should be very thick, right? But why is it broken?

"Do you still have hatred in your heart?" Because hatred can make people lose their minds and make people feel no pain when they break out.

He still lowered his head and slowly stroked the piano, as if he could not feel the pain of cutting his fingertips at all. The bright red blood beads trembled when the strings trembled, lying on it like a living elf. With the sound of the piano, the red blood scattered into a mist evaporated in the air.

"How can it not be? I destroyed my favorite with my own hands. I thought I would be as ruthless as my ancestors and continue to live a ruthless life, but I found that it didn't work at all. I was thinking about her and that man all the time. If it hadn't been for him, she wouldn't have fallen into this chess game. In fact, what I hate most is myself..."

I said, "Yes! Because you are unable to change, stop the whole chess game, or control it. If you don't contribute to the waves, you will die. How can you bring her back to your side when you finish this chess game?

He was stunned and then looked up at me like a knife.

I didn't look at him and continued, "At the beginning, you thought she also liked you, so she was so sad, but you didn't expect that she would fall in love, didn't you? But are you sure that she likes you too? You are too selfish to think about her from the beginning.

"No, if she didn't like me, she could have left me at the beginning!" As he lost control, the sound of the piano stopped abruptly.

I had no choice but to shake my head and suddenly think of Xiuyuan. At the beginning, I also thought I liked him, but in the end, I found that it was just a passer-by-by encounter. The person I was destined to be not him, so I would not feel sorry for him or be sad for him.

I turned my head and looked at him and said, "If you really like someone, you will think of me like this. His cold words will hurt me, not sad. Do you understand? You are just the beautiful scenery you met when you were young. You won't stay forever but will stop temporarily... It's just that you haven't seen through it all the time, which ruined her and hurt yourself. I finally understand why the tune you popped up is so ethereal, but I always feel that I have lost something, because you have an inadvertible hatred in your heart. It seems that the music is light, but in fact, it took many times to find a little feeling.

Just because I didn't know the sound of the piano, I only listened to the surface at that time, but forgot to listen to the core. Because I didn't know the voice of the pianist, I was inevitably blinded by the fake appearance. The world is full of fakes. Everyone wears their own masks. After wearing them for a long time, they forget their original self.

He pushed the guqin in front of him to the ground, staggered up, looked at me and said, "You won't understand!" How can you understand!" After saying that, he quickly turned around and left, and the mysterious figure swayed, which was so similar to what I had been hurt by Junyou before, but he could only live in hatred, hate himself and the man in his life.

In my world, what I have encountered so far are tragedies. Everyone plans to stage tragedies that are different from others for their own purposes, but the results are surprisingly consistent, hurting others and being hurt by others, and my current drama is a two-sided drama. Blade, no matter what you do, you will get hurt, because I fell in love with Junyou.