Chapter 168 Confession Continue
Chapter Summary: Fu was not injured but was taken away by the shadow guard who suddenly appeared. It turned out that Changsun Junyou was also in Liaohua City. Mu Feng was indeed taken away by him, but Xianxian followed him by himself. Changsun Junyu suddenly confessed affectionately. Can she really forgive him?
"Now that you think about it, if you look at all this from the beginning, it seems to go back to a hundred years ago. However, at this time, Huangfu Xiuyuan has stepped down, and the world is only one step away from the unification. In the end, who can become the emperor will have a result in less than a year. He held my hand with a slight dampness in the palm of his hand.
"wei, I'm really tired, really tired! But let me willingly hand over the throne, I have worked hard for a hundred years, how can I be worthy of the brothers who died with me? I can give up giving the throne to Yu Qingshu, but I must really fight with him. If I win, the world is naturally mine. If he wins, I will quit. Even if he wants me to die in the end, I will guarantee your future. Don't leave. Mu Feng still needs you.
"You..." I opened my mouth and found that I couldn't say anything at this time. Maybe the feeling in my heart was so complicated that even I couldn't figure out my chaotic thoughts.
Jun Yu raised his head, his tears were dry, his eyes were black and bright, and the mark of corruption flashed between his eyebrows. It was like an eternal shame, appearing between his eyebrows from time to time, and then turned into a brand, reminding him of what had happened in the past, and then tormenting his heart. Even if there is no grudge together in the future, he will still remember the past when he dreams back at midnight, and then his heart will be twisted.
He reached out and touched my face with a smile. The smile is so bright, the eyes are as bright, and the red marks twinkling in the middle of the heroic eyebrows, just like what I saw at the beginning of the year, with the coldness of rejection for thousands of miles, and nobleness in the beauty. Just when you think he is not bad for you, you want to reach out and touch him, you will find that he always makes people feel far away. And.
"Stupid girl, even if I am still the emperor in the future, Mu Feng is also your child." It seems that he is still very confident that he will finally sit on the throne.
He is the eldest grandson Junyu! He never does anything meaningless.
Continue the confession.
"I still remember that at that time, I had no choice but to send you away, and then rushed to the battlefield with all my heart, just wanting to destroy the State of Wu early and then take you back. But suddenly one day, I heard the staff whispering. They said that you were far away from Huangfu Xiu and had children. Do you know how much my heart hurts when I hear such a cruel thing? Almost in an instant, I spit out a mouthful of blood, and then my eyes turned black and fell to the ground.
After I woke up, they knew that they could no longer hide from me, so they told everything about you in the Wu Palace. At that time, I still believed in them very much. After all, they helped me fight the country wholeheartedly, so I couldn't doubt them. Besides, they do control all the movements of the Wu Palace... Do you think I can choose not to believe them at that time?
"Have you never even doubted it?" I looked at him coldly, and the trace of pity that had just risen in my heart disappeared in the blink of an eye.
"Yes! There really is!" Jun Yu hugged his head in pain. He whispered, "At the beginning, I killed the enemy crazily almost every day. I was so tired that I lay down and went to bed. One day when I came back from the battlefield, I saw a man who was eavesdropping on the staff in front of the tent. I happened to be seen by passing back to the camp. I asked him what he heard. He said that the staff came together to deceive me and asked me to be careful. Although these people are single-minded, they will never let a woman affect your heart if you care so much about a woman.
"What did you do?" If he believed at that time, he felt that things would not develop like that later.
As if he could see what was in my heart, Jun Yu smiled bitterly and said slowly, "I was stupid at that time! His brain was straight. As soon as he finished speaking, he was slapped directly by me. At this time, the staff heard the noise outside and came out. I asked them with a gloomy face if they had lied to me, but they said no, and then someone killed the man with excitement.
"There is no proof of death, and they will be more fearless when they do things." I sneered.
Jun Yu's face suddenly showed shame. You must have known what happened later. I finally got to the city of Liaohua, but I saw you on it. I was really angry and worried when I saw him threaten me with you. I don't know what that madman will do to you.
But weren't you very angry with me at that time? Don't you think I betrayed you and him?"
Yes! I did think so before, but what else can I do if I see you tied up by him? Besides, if you are like that, can I think about something else? You know, although I was impulsive at that time, I calculated almost everything very clearly before doing it. Only when facing you, I almost repeatedly miscalculated. As soon as I saw you tied up, my head suddenly became empty and there was no plan. I rushed up with a mouth of worry..."
"But you don't know, just because of your worries, it accelerated my death!" I closed my eyes and didn't want to look at him anymore. His words reappeared the past, making me feel as if I had returned to that day in Liaohua City. My whole body was covered with runes and paper, and then burned to ashes little by little.
"I'm sorry, I really didn't know things would turn out like that. If I knew there would be such a day, I would never send you away." Jun Yu stretched out his hand to hug me and held me tightly in his arms. The strength made me almost breathless. There was a burst of pain in the chest where I was stabbed by a hidden weapon, and I gritted my teeth and said no words.
"Actually, I've always wanted to tell you that even if I didn't know you were her at that time, I liked you." The belated confession was too late, and I forgot how time staggered to this day for a long time.
He let me go. I raised my head and looked at him with bright eyes, a little stunned. Did he fall in love with me at that time? But it's too late! Everything came too late!
"I'm afraid, because I owe you to my previous life, so I can only like you but not confess to you. Do you remember that day when the flower stream was built? When I saw that you were hugged by Yu Qingshu, your lungs were about to explode. At that time, I knew how much I loved you and couldn't live without you.
"So you asked for me when you knew you couldn't be responsible for me." I looked coldly at Jun Yu with a wry smile. How bad you should be."
"I know! Therefore, since then, my heart for looking for her has faded. When I often sit alone in the study, I inadvertently think of you, and I always feel that your shadows will coincide little by little, and then distinguish between each other.
I was shocked. Did Junyou already feel it at that time?
"Originally, I gave up and focused on planning the throne. Later, one day after ascending the throne, a secretor suddenly found me and said that there was a clue."
Jun Yu said here, and I almost took a breath of cold air. What a Shen Weijun.
"Because my mind has faded to find her, I have devoted most of my energy to how to plan the river, and all my manpower and trained shadow guards have been sent out. I felt like I had never seen this person, but he claimed to be a secret man and told me that there was a way to find her. You know, I have searched for three lifetimes and two generations for her. It's okay if there is no clue. If there is any clue, I can't give up.
It is not difficult to hear from Jun Yu's words that if Shen Weijun hadn't suddenly intervened in at that time, we might have achieved the right result now. But the things in this world are so coincidental that some people don't want you to be good.
If you don't have that blessed life, you can't blame others. Everyone has to fight for their own happiness, right?
"You also know what happened later. I also gave Huangfu Xiuyuan that poisoned wine. At that time, I just felt that he was wrong and didn't know his identity. Besides, you were depressed at that time, but you liked his piano sound very much, so I let him approach you..." He sighed again, which made me feel a little hateful. Obviously, it was others who took the opportunity to sow discord every time that led to today's result, but I put all my fault on him.
Isn't this... a little unfair to him?
Junyou doesn't know that my heart has turned a thousand times. He continued, "You don't know. I want to see you, but I dare not appear in front of you. I miss you very much, really. Just as you refused to give your blood, I was quietly relieved. I don't know what will happen if I lose you after finding her, but I know I'm absolutely unhappy. I was so happy when I knew you were pregnant! But in anger, I can't pull my face down after all.
Later, I felt ashamed to see you, so I often went to the bed in your palace to look at you after you were asleep. Sometimes it was a night, and every time I left before you woke up. You always say that I don't care about you. In fact, like you, I watch our child grow up day by day. Sometimes when he is in a good mood, he can still hear weak fetal movements. I felt so happy at that time! But what happened later was almost unexpected. I didn't predict it. I really didn't expect those things to happen.
What we said in a quarrel was completely angry with you. At that time, I was really confused by you and unspeakable, but my heart also hurts. In fact, in order to protect you, I will imprison you in Fengling Palace, so that those annoying women will not trouble you and you can raise the fetus at ease. Later... many things were out of control. In addition, during that time, Huangfu Xiuyuan sent troops to interfere with the border, and Shu and Zhao secretly contributed to the flames, so I had to start arranging this move in the world. Jun Yu sighed secretly and was very deaciated.
What happened later became more and more out of control, especially Xiuyuan's glass of poisoned wine. He didn't expect it, and I didn't expect it.