Extra Zhao Cheng 2
It's just that I can never replace my brother's position in my father's mind, because I can never really please my father. This man is wise and he can easily see through me.
This man, I will surpass him.
I admire him and hate him at the same time.
We can always only look at each other from afar. We are like hedgehogs. Once we get close, we will hurt each other.
No matter how tough this man is, he will eventually grow old.
Dan Hui has grown into a big girl, but no matter how long it takes, she still looks at me with horror. Nan'er likes her, and I can see how to fulfill them. Since Nan'er doesn't dare to speak, it's up to my father to open his mouth.
My father agreed very quickly. I can probably guess what happened in those years from some old people in the palace and Shuying's words. It seems that my father still feels guilty about the Nan family.
On the day before Danhui got married, I went to see her. For so many years, I have always wanted to know how much she knew about what happened in those years.
When she saw me, she was still scared. I smiled and asked, "You seem to have always been afraid of me!"
Her answer was very calm, and she said, "Yes, I'm afraid of you!"
"Why?" I still smiled, "I didn't hurt you!"
Danhui looked at me and said, "Do you still remember your brother?"
I was stunned for a moment and didn't answer. Does she really know anything?
"In fact, when my brother was alive, he had long seen that your kindness to him was not really good, but his kindness to you was really good. It's just that you didn't cherish it. I looked down on you at that time, not because of your background, because my own background was not better than you. My mother was just a She is just a humble maid of honor. I look down on you because you have failed your brother's kindness, but you still have to pretend to be grateful. Brother Zhi always said that he lost too much, and you will gradually get better. We need to be better for you!"
She paused and continued, "I don't know if anyone has told you that your best brother is not as happy as you think. He was poisoned when he was a child, and it didn't take long before he was poison. When he was poisoned, it was worse than death. Even so, my brother has never resented anyone, so he is willing to resist all his suffering. In fact, you have much more than you want. Your mother, the Empress Defei, is still worried about you when she dies!"
"I know that my brother's death must have something to do with you, but because my brother said that we want to be better to you, I didn't tell the matter, because once I know the truth of the matter, I'm afraid that the Empress Jin will not be able to bear it. This patience has been so many years. Today, I will tell you all about it. You can kill me or imprison me. I just want to tell you that even if no one accuses you, can you escape the judgment of your own conscience? For so many years, have you ever thought of your brother?
Her words stunned me for a while. Since she hasn't told the matter for so many years, she won't do it now. Even if she says it, with my current power, even my father may not be able to touch me easily. I don't necessarily kill her.
Dan Hui successfully married Nan'er, but I felt relaxed. Because I don't have to face those eyes of the trial anymore, but as Danhui said, can I escape the trial of my conscience?
Ha ha, didn't the father kill his brother? Even if my conscience judges me, I will not regret what I have done.
I went to that woman. For me, she is just a woman. However, this woman's unruity is really beyond my patience. She is jealous and even kills me and other women's children. At this time, I will think of Zhao Zhi. I laugh secretly. This woman Are people here to avenge you?
After all, my father is getting old day by day, but he hasn't missed Jinfei for a day. Some people in the palace say that Jinfei is the Empress of the South in those years, and Shuying is the close maid of the Empress of the South. I think this thing is true. So, what is the father's feelings for the German concubine?
What on earth was I born for?
My father is seriously ill. After all, I still have to serve soup as a filial son. For so many years, there has been no one around him. I don't know if this is his punishment for himself.
My father looked at me and said, "Do you hate me?"
I smiled hypocritically, "My father is joking. How can my son hate my father?"
"But I hate you!" He said, "Because you killed my beloved son!" How did he know?
I didn't deny it and said, "Then why didn't my father kill me?"
"Because of guilt, guilt for you!" He said, "I'm sorry for your mother, but for me, my son is my son, and so are you!"
"Your resentment is very close to you. Why do you resent me for dropping my son with you and then leaving you out of the palace!" He looked at me. Although his body was weak, his eyes were still as sharp. "Actually, my original idea was that I had never thought of taking you and my son off the bag, making you an ordinary person and making him a favorite prince. My son was born poisonous, and only my blood could become a medicine. Yin, if he is outside, and I will save him with my own blood, I will definitely be suspected by others, and the only thing that will not be suspected is that I will use my own blood to kill my own child, and in this way, he will become a prince. If not, he will only die!"
"I'm not close to you because of my guilt. When I see you, I will remember that I'm cruel to you. I don't know how to face you!"
After his father finished speaking, he coughed violently. When this man said these words today, was he weak after all?
It's just that after so many years, I'm no longer the original Zhao Cheng who was obsessed with details. Now Zhao Chengxin is more ruthless and harder.
It's just that we can't forgive each other until death.
After I ascended the throne, the first thing I did was to clean up the power of the eldest princess, and then abolished the back position of Suihe and put her into the cold palace.
It's just that although Danhui's life is my only hidden danger, I didn't hurt her because of Nan'er. After all, I still need someone who can talk. I believe that that secret will definitely rot in her stomach.
My father has been paying attention to the whereabouts of Jinfei. Before his death, he still thought about the news of Jinfei.
Jinfei has children and lives a happy life, and he just died alone in the Zijin Palace.
Ironically, the day he died was the day when Concubine Jin's eldest son got married.
Even after I ascended the throne, the information still came continuously.
Concubine Jin's daughter inherited the position of saint of the Yue family. I know clearly what new country Jinfei and the king of Qin have brought back new specialties.
I don't hate this woman. My mother lies in a cold tomb. Why can she be happy? She promised to take good care of me on behalf of my mother, but why did she abandon me in the end?
It's just that I'm still afraid of the power of the King of Qin and the relationship between Jinfei and the State of Wei, and I don't want to lose my country because of my personal hatred.
My life is bloody and dark, and there is little sunshine. It's just that when I look back on the rest of my life, I will be like, what I originally wanted is the most ordinary warmth and affection.
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