Chapter 15 Early Winter

After Haifeng and I came back from Jinshan Beach, our relationship quickly warmed up, almost like glue. In addition to the two communications a week as usual, online QQ chat has gradually become a part of our lives. And every weekend, we will meet each other - although the theme of meeting is basically not vulgar, such as shopping, eating, watching movies, visiting the park and so on, we enjoy it.

In the meantime, Haifeng wrote a poem in a letter to me, saying that it was based on the Tibetan poem I wrote, "Love is hard to open in my heart" -

"The river of love is so hard to wade,

The gentlemen are enthusiastic and do not look back.

Sprinkle all the money to get drunk,

Who is busy all year round?

The blue bird is courteous,

I'm not guilty of my infatuation,

The wax torch turns into ashes and never regrets.

After reading it, I was moved. The seven words "Love you for ten thousand years without regret" hidden in this poem are like a cup of mellow wine, which makes me drunk... But I don't know why, every poem written by Haifeng is slightly sad - some people say that "poetry communicates people's hearts", is it because it is cheerful and happy on the surface. The sea breeze with a bright smile hides unknown pain in the depths of his heart?

Since Haifeng's Tibetan poetry is so good, of course, I can't be too shabby as a talented man. Therefore, after thinking hard for a long time, I added this sentence to her reply:

"stubbornness and love,

Youzi Mu Zicai.

Return with it,

Live hand in Lao Huai.

Like Haifeng, I also hid words in this poem. If Haifeng's Tibetan poem is given to me her ** naked love, then what I promised her is a long-lasting vow...

I am a person who will not hesitate to choose love between bread and love, because I think that bread can be obtained as long as you strive for it, and true love can not be obtained by "struggle" alone... Therefore, for me, as long as I can be with the sea breeze, even if there is no house to cover the rain, it will become a kind of romance; And as long as I hold the hand of the sea breeze, I won't care about losing the whole world...

Time passed quickly. In the continuous interaction with Haifeng, I unconsciously stepped into the ranks of the third year of high school.

After the third year of high school, I obviously felt the pressure of the college entrance examination, and my spare time was almost squeezed by heavy studies. Thanks to my penultimate English score, I became the key care of the "gorilla"... Therefore, the number of times I met with Haifeng inevitably became less. It's rare, and even communication and online chat are also greatly affected...

However, even so, I still adhere to the habit of writing letters to Haifeng in the English class of "The Orangutan" - although the "Aungutan" paid special attention to me in class this semester, after I introduced the tactical idea of "untic warfare", I leaned against the dark operation in the table belly, but I don't know if it was because I did a real job for my disguise or because of the "angutan" old man's "old eyes dizzy", I have been repeatedly praised by the "gorilla" for "listening carefully in class" and other reasons...

Maybe Haifeng has also become very busy because of the pressure of the college entrance examination. She hasn't replied to my letter for two weeks... To be precise, she has no news at all in these two weeks. Not only did she not reply to my letter, but she is also completely missing on the online QQ, and no one answered her home. It was his parents who picked it up, and then I hung up immediately when I was nervous... Nothing should happen to the sea breeze, right? I couldn't help worrying so much that I even decided to go to her school to find her if I couldn't get in touch with her again. In the faint, I have an ominous feeling.

This Saturday, I went to the Internet cafe and went to the Internet for a while to see if Haifeng was online. Unexpectedly, as soon as my QQ went online, I received a short message from Haifeng:

"Breaking the waves, let's meet tomorrow. I'll wait for you at the place where we can watch the sunrise together at 1 p.m. in Jinshan Beach."

Huh, there was finally news from Haifeng. I felt much more at ease, and Haifeng's date made me happy. I was about to reply to her, but I found that she was not online... It seemed that this short message should have been sent to me by Haifeng when I was not online - I looked at the time of her text message, but it was only earlier than me. It's been half an hour... Alas, it's really a coincidence.

Although I'm a little disappointed that I didn't touch Shanghai Feng, it still makes me happy when I think that I can see her tomorrow - but I think it's a little strange. Since Haifeng wants to ask me out, how can he just leave a text message on QQ? If I don't come to the Internet today, won't I miss it?

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On Sunday afternoon, I came to Jinshan Beach as scheduled.

The cool autumn weather in October makes me feel very good, especially the closer to the place where the sea breeze asks me, the more happy I feel. Far away, I have seen the sea breeze standing at me and the place where she watched the sunrise last time, but what suddenly made my good mood suddenly deteriorated was that next to her, there was a tall and thin boy standing side by side with her, and his right hand was still holding her shoulder...

I'm a little at a loss. Who is the person next to the sea breeze? Why are they so close? Why did the sea breeze ask me out and take him with me? With these questions in mind, I walked over:

"Sea breeze, I'm coming."

I saw the shoulder of the sea breeze tremble, and then she turned around, but did not face me, but whispered:

"Breaking the waves, you're finally here."

"Yes, I saw the text message you left me on your QQ. The beautiful woman has an appointment, and I will come even if it is far away." I tried to pretend to be relaxed, but I couldn't help looking at the man standing next to the sea breeze. He was wearing a pair of glasses and the book was barely curly enough to get the word "handsome". Of course, there was still a little distance from me, but the school emblem of "Fudan University" pinned to his chest stung my eyes. "Sea breeze, Who is next to you?

"Do you remember the brother who taught me roller skating that I told you about? It's him - Fang Ningyuan, the eldest brother next to my childhood sweetheart. Maybe it's because the sun is relatively big today. The sea breeze wears a pair of trendy sunglasses, against her long flowing hair. It is indescribably cold and beautiful, but the sea breeze wearing sunglasses makes me feel strange.

"It turned out to be the eldest brother next door," I was a little alert to the particularly emphasized word Haifeng. "I thought it was really your brother who taught you roller skating."

"I have always called him brother Ningyuan since I was a child, and I used to regard him as my own brother." The voice of the sea breeze is very light, and there is an emotion in the tone that I don't understand.

"Before? What about now?" I felt a chill in my heart, and my tone was surprisingly calm.

"... Brother Ningyuan has always taken good care of me, loved me, helped me tutor, taught me to skate, and often sang to me." The sweet voice of the sea breeze was extremely harsh to me. She said in a reminiscence, "With him by my side, I always feel safe and happy. I didn't feel it before. Well, but last semester, he spent very little time with me because he was busy with the college entrance examination, so I began to feel lonely, and then I met you.

The sea breeze paused and went on:

"After knowing you, you brought me a lot of happiness. I once thought I liked you. However, after the college entrance examination, Brother Ningyuan had a lot of time to be with me. Finally, I found that..."

"Enough!" I interrupted the sea breeze a little rudely, and my heart ached uncontroll. "You should have something to say when you ask me out today, right? Just say it..."

"...I want to say...I'm sorry..."

Haifeng bit his lips and said the words tearing my chest. I touched the corners of my mouth and tried to squeeze out a smile, but I couldn't laugh:

"Aren't we still having a good time this summer vacation? Didn't you also write a Tibetan poem saying that you love me? Why is it like this all of a sudden?"

"...I can only say that I gave that poem to the wrong person..."

"Did you give it to the wrong person?" I finally laughed, "So it is. It's good. Now everything is coming to stone. It's good..."

I looked at the sea breeze, and then at the Fudan top student named Fang Ningyuan standing next to the sea breeze. Suddenly, I felt like a ridiculous clown. I came here to listen to the sea breeze's "I'm sorry", and then I was relieved in pain...

"I think I should go," I feel that I shouldn't stay here anymore. Fang Ningyuan's sympathetic eyes cast against me as a winner make me very impulsive to rush to castrate him. If I stay here again, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself - it's time to leave and fall to pieces with a Heart, find a place to try to re-part...

Although this day was a sunny day, it rained heavily in my heart...

On this warm autumn day, I entered winter ahead of schedule.