Chapter 170 Farewell
The two hugged each other silently for a while. It was not until Li An cried in Xia Zhi's arms that Su Ying broke away from King An's arms and went to Xia Zhi to hold Li An in her arms.
King An also followed Su Ying. Looking at Su Ying's satisfied face, An Wang's heart also warmed up. Touching Li'an's little face, King An thought that if he had a child with Su Ying, he would treat him as a rare treasure and give him the best in the world.
"This child is very much like your sister, but he has been by your side as soon as he was born, and his stubborn eyes are very similar to you. If Su Ying's child and I had been born earlier, we would have grown up with Li'an.
"You know nonsense. Li'an is still so small that you can't see that his eyes are stubborn. Da Chu is only afraid of instability. Be careful." Su Ying couldn't help staring at King An an angry. His mouth was a little strange, but he was a little reluctant. The two were about to separate. Even if Su Ying still rejected King An in her heart, she couldn't bear to quarrel with King An at this time.
"If you want to go to Mobei this time, I won't stop you. It's just that Mobei is restless. Take Xiao Jin and Xiaoyin with you." King An waved his hand, and Xiao Jin and Xiao Yin knelt in front of Su Ying.
"If you put the princess in danger again, no matter what the reason is, I will pay the price."
The two responded quickly. When they looked up, their faces were full of tears. Xiaoyin couldn't help hugging Su Ying's thighs and cried, "Princes, it's useless maidservants to make the princess suffer like this! If it hadn't been for the safety king's stop that day, I would have jumped down to accompany the princess.
Su Yingzuo helped the two and said with a faint smile, "Isn't it a pity that I didn't happen to let you lose your life in vain? You have been following me for so long, and I haven't regarded you as a subordinate for a long time. If you want to leave, I will let King An let you go. If you want to follow me, I don't want you to be a dark guard anymore. Just follow me and be my helper.
Little Jin Xiaoyin still wanted to postpone it, but King An said at the beginning: "Since the princess has opened her mouth, it is your blessing. In the future, you don't have to be a dark guard. Just follow the princess. In the future, I won't care if the princess marries you or be her girl.
Little Jin Xiaoyin couldn't help smiling sincerely. Although it is extremely beautiful on the surface, it is actually dangerous to be a dark guard in Jingwei. All generations of Jingwei have been strictly selected and can officially join the ranks of Jingwei after layers of testing, which really represents the honor of martial arts practitioners.
Jingwei will retire when he gets old. Especially at Su Ying's suggestion, Jingwei has more choices after retreating, which is also the most welfare among the dark guards. It's just that Xiaoyin is a woman. Sometimes she thinks that she will die alone after retreating safely in the future, and it is inevitable that she will be sad. Now Su Ying has promised them that she can really be regarded as the benefactor of the two.
"Thank you, princess. Our lives will always be the princess. As long as the princess needs it, we will always be by the princess's side."
Su Ying couldn't help shaking her head. After all, this era is still servile. Isn't the two girl around her and those people in the house all their own masters? Looking at Xiao Jin and Xiaoyin, Su Ying couldn't help thinking of the girl in the Anwang Mansion, who had been with her since she was a child.
"I want to ask you one thing. Those maids in the royal palace, if you want to go back to the Su mansion, you can let them go back, and if you want to leave, you can send them away. Xia Yu has always been by my side, and Xia Zhi has suffered so much for my sister. I want to marry her to Lin Run, which is also the righteousness of our master and servant. She doesn't have any savings around her. Choose some good ones from my dowry for her.
"Don't worry, I will do it." An Wang touched Su Ying's temples, with a strong reluctance in his eyes, and finally let go and left.
In the eyes of King An, he didn't want Su Ying to see it and ran away quickly. When Su Ying turned around, she also disappeared from King An.
"Princess, since you fell off the cliff, the prince has been looking for you day and night, and the black hair suddenly turned white at that time. As soon as the prince got the news from you, he rushed over, but then he came back alone. I could see that the prince was really reluctant to part with you. Even if you blame the prince for marrying the Queen of South Vietnam, it's for the honorable concubine!"
Seeing Su Ying's face with pain, even if King An had told him not to mention it with the princess, Xiao Jin couldn't bear to separate like this. Even if the king and princess of An will blame themselves at that time, they will admit it.
"The noble concubine Rong has already dried up, and the prince just wants to make the noble concubine Rong happy through the last time. The prince has been well prepared for a long time. It's just a few days, and he will never let you suffer. Now that the honorable concubine is dead, the princess is the only one who cares about her. Even if the prince really does something wrong, the princess should forgive him.
Su Ying only felt that her heart was getting more and more painful. Obviously, what Xiaojin said was true, but Su Ying couldn't reach the hurdle in her heart. The hardships in her previous life told Su Ying to be careful again and again. Those hard days, which had been slowly forgotten, once again shattered Su Ying's confidence.
Su Ying has no feelings for her husband in her previous life, but Su Ying trusts him. Even if her father has a bad temper, Su Ying still relies on him, but it is these two people who gave Su Ying the most fatal blow. When Su Ying needed comfort and help most when something happened to her child, it was the cynicism of these two people, and the indifference and disgust of these two people made Su Ying no longer have the courage to face it.
Although the child is in poor health, it is the only pillar of Su Ying. After his death, Su Ying fell down in the dark. It is not so much physical strength as that she has completely lost the courage to live.
After coming here, the Su family gave Su Ying the most reliable family affection, and King An gave Su Ying the best feelings, giving Su Ying the courage to face all the difficulties. But when she saw An Wang's smile, all Su Ying's courage turned into bubbles. That feeling of heartache reminded Su Ying of those forgotten memories. Even if Su Ying knew what King An meant to her now, Su Ying did not have the courage to face all this again.
Now Su Ying just wants to hide and find a place to hide herself. Although she is very selfish, Su Ying has no choice.
Su Ying sighed, but she didn't have the courage to say one more word. The sad expression was completely wrong with Su Ying, who was usually confident. Even Xiao Jin felt that she had done something wrong.
Xiao Yin pulled Xiao Jin and motioned Xiao Jin not to say any more. Xiao Jin also felt that he was wrong. How can it be the outsiders to talk about the matter of the two people? They all see what the princess has done to the prince. Since the prince also agreed to the princess to leave, he thought he had their plans. Why should he say more? Xiao Jin couldn't help regretting the impulse just now.
Just as several people were distracted, Wang Tian pulled La Suying's sleeve and said, "Sister, let's get on the boat. That boat is so beautiful."
Pulled by Wang Tian, Su Ying finally came to her senses, nodded and got on the boat. Along the way, Su Ying sat quietly at the window and looked at the scenery of the sea. The dress in the room was also prepared according to Su Ying's usual preferences, and even the food was prepared for Su Ying. Su Ying couldn't help smiling bitterly and still owed King An.
Li'an also seemed to feel Su Ying's unhappiness, and she was no longer noisy after being held by Xia Zhi. Su Ying has been sitting quietly, and Xiao Jin Xiaoyin and Qilang quietly accompanied her without saying anything.
Seeing that Su Ying didn't eat much, Wang Tian took the snack and said carefully, "Sister, eat a piece of dessert. I just ate a piece. It's delicious."
Su Ying turned her head and looked at Wang Tian with a careful face, but she felt a little guilty. Since the two children were with her, they were no longer regarded as their own children. Now it's because of my absent-mindedness, and the child is also careful. I really am a dereliction of duty. Su Ying couldn't help touching Wang Tian's little face and looking at the childish and sensible child, Su Ying couldn't help but feel sad.
"It's really delicious. You can eat more. It's just that dinner is coming soon. Don't eat too much."
"Xiaotian has eaten, sister, let's eat one. Xiaotian has never eaten such a delicious snack.
Looking at Wang Tian with a pure face, Su Ying took the snack in Wang Tian's hand and took a bite in her mouth. It was exactly the snack she had always liked to eat. Su Ying took two bites, but felt that the taste was a little strange, not as delicate as Xia Yu usually made.
Xiaoyin said, "Does the princess feel unaccustomed to eating? This was made by the prince himself. In the past, the princess liked to eat snacks made by Xia Yu. After the prince came back, she made it herself. Originally, the prince wanted Miss Xia Yu to follow the princess, but Miss Xia Yu thought that the princess was dead and was tired of dying several times. She was locked up by the prince to save her life. I have already lost my strength to toss around like this. Now I'm afraid there is only half of my life left. Otherwise, if Miss Xia Yu does it, I'm afraid it will be more delicious.
Thinking of Xia Yu's stupid girl, Su Ying only felt sad, but asked, "Why didn't anyone tell me? Why didn't he tell me?"
Xiaojin shook his head and said, "The prince won't let us tell the princess. He said that since the princess wants to leave, let the princess go out happily. The prince said that you have worked so hard for him for so long that he is sorry for you.
Su Ying only felt sad in her heart and held her hands tightly, but she couldn't say a word.
Qilang sighed silently and said lonelyly, "If you want to go back, it's still time..."
Su Ying skipped countless thoughts in her heart and finally shook her head.
"If you go back now, I'm afraid it's not good for me and him. It's better for the two of you to calm down and think about how to face it in the future than to go back and be relatively speechless. If you are predestined to meet, why force it if there is no fate? I didn't expect that I would be so free and easy. It would not be a blessing if I knew how to let go.
Xiao Jin and Xiao Yin couldn't help but say, "Princess?"
Su Ying smiled and said, "Qilang, you saved me several times, but it's even more inconvenient to go out in the future. I came up with a way, but I just wronged you."
As soon as Su Ying said this, the people in the room were shocked. Dr. Xue and Xiao Jin Xiaoyin both grew up. Did Su Ying think?