Chapter 3

The night in the south is always brightly lit. In the busy streets, you will always see rich people swimming around in precious sports cars. Those young and beautiful girls were hugged by the rich to the luxurious star hotel.

So, the angry youth began to scold. Corruption, depravity, and so on. In fact, if the identities of angry youths and successful people are exchanged, will they still be so cynical?

Haolin is also such a cynical person. His first girlfriend told him that there was a powerful guy who wanted to support her, but she refused. So, after Haolin went to bed with her, he asked the other party heartlessly:

"What are the reasons why you are not a virgin?"

In fact, when he asked these words, he regretted it. But I can't take this sentence back. So much so that I can only watch my girlfriend force a smile and tell her several reasons why the girl is not a virgin.

Since then, Haolin's relationship with his girlfriend has gradually faded. The love complex is too serious. She had a pimple in her heart and had to bear to give up her love. In 2009, Haolin still played that self-righteous role. He, who was just born in society, thought of everything very simply.

This also leads to his hatred for non-mainstream. Because in his eyes, the non-mainstream is a group that does not abide by the moral bottom line and has no public morality. They are a group of rebellious teenage girls.

This is why he hasn't had much affection for Xiao Zhu since he first met him. Even disgusted. So much so that after getting along with each other, Haolin sneered at Xiao Zhu.

Fortunately, Xiao Zhu has a broad mind. These irrelevant blows are also ignored with a smile. In Haolin's eyes, characters like Xiao Zhu are very worthy of importance. Because there is more tolerance for young people.

Often this kind of person may fly to the sky in the last time. Just like when they were in the army, they were first-year soldiers, and there was a man who usually pretended to be honest and got an excellent soldier at the end of the year. Other self-righteous guys have nothing. The living example in front of him made him realize that he was low-key and high-profile.

But consciousness belongs to consciousness, and doing attribution is completely different things. At least, Haolin can't do this. He is very high-profile, and he is very low-key. He can't be recognized by others for doing anything in a low-key way. He didn't care, he just felt that he could be sure of himself. Typical petitizens live in their own circles.

Xiao Zhu stood next to Haolin and was ruthlessly hit by Haolin again. He scolded scolded:

"Get out of here, I won't argue with your paranoia anymore. However, non-mainstream is not as apparent. In fact, they are all pure.

"Pure, your uncle, a group of rebellious young girls, after they touch each other and do something out of the mark, is that still called purity?" Haolin despised it. Continue the work at hand.

Xiao Zhu shook his head and sighed in a half-joking tone:

"Haolin, I don't want to talk about you. Did you get trained badly when you were in the army? Was your brain kicked by a donkey? Everything has two sides. Don't kill a boat with a bamboo pole, okay?" As soon as Xiao Zhu finished speaking, he heard Haolin retort:

"Then you can go to the Diba ballroom to see what kind of life those non-mainstream girls live every day. Have you ever cared about your private life!"

"That's just a very small number of people!" Xiao Zhu turned his strange eyes and stared at Haolin, as if he were looking at a monster.

"Ai, Haolin, I found that you are also born in the 90s, but why are you so disgusted with this non-mainstream?"

Haolin whitened his eyes and stretched his body. He did it for too long in front of the computer. After seeing so many monsters, he inevitably felt a little tired in his vision and body.

"How to put it, my love complex is more serious." Haolin's expression suddenly became very serious.

"Generally speaking, you have to find a pure one to marry a daughter-in-law in the future. I want someone who is good to me, loyal to me, and doesn't betray me. I don't want to think about another man all the time after marriage. I became the shadow of that man. I don't want this kind of love. Therefore, only a virgin can be safe. Only then will it be pure."

"Serious psychological problems, serious love complex. How to put it, this kind of psychology is not allowed. A kind of pathological psychology. Think about it, if you have such a thought, what about women? Doesn't the other party have such thoughts? Besides, what era is it now? Your thoughts are too outdated. Finally, he found an opportunity to despise Haolin. Of course, Xiao Zhu would not let it go. While enlightening, he did not forget to attack him. But I didn't forget to enlighten.

"Are you a virgin yourself, aren't you? Then what qualifications do you have to ask the other party to be a virgin?"

"But..." Haolin was a little anxious. The handsome face turned red. He wanted to refute, but he couldn't find what to say and how to refute it.

Now this society is equal to men and women. Why do you care so much? Male chauvinism certainly doesn't work in today's society. Unless he is particularly powerful.

Haolin is just a grassroots. And it's also the worst kind of grass roots. In the legendary upper class, he is not even qualified to spy.

I don't know why my thoughts drifted randomly to a dream-like place. There was elegant jazz music, and the upper class took the beauty's arm and tasted the wine gentlemanly at the magnificent party. Money is a number for them, and the night groom is very normal for them.

Do you have power?

There is no such Haolin.

He laughed at himself and pulled his thoughts back from the illusory dream. He realistically erased all the fantasies about the life of upper society in his mind. Like a thumbtack, always know where you are. I also know how to correct my position.

If one day you can really get into the upper class, it's not too late to think about how to enjoy it. However, this is definitely not the time to dream.

"Well, I can only blame myself for being too pure." Haolin lowered his head and smiled bitterly, as if he remembered something again, and said:

"Actually, I also think this idea is wrong. I broke up with my first girlfriend because of this damn love complex. If it weren't for this love complex, I guess we have all the children now.

"However, I don't know what to say. In fact, this is not pure thought. In fact, the mind is very lame. I don't know why, the woman who always can't let go is not a virgin. It's a paranoid love complex. I guess if I continue like this, I'm afraid I'll be a bachelor all my life. Haolin listened to Xiao Zhu's half-joking teaching, which was very useful.

People who changed shifts for dinner came back from outside one after another. Their laughter spread far away, and people could hear their conversation in the corridor in the warehouse.

Are you going to eat?

Haolin asked himself in his heart. Every day is like a manure-making machine. In addition, he feels that he can't do anything.

Xiao Zhu didn't see Haolin's face a little unnatural. He smiled and looked at Haolin, who was finally fought by himself, and said with some regret:

"Don't think so much. Just change the love complex. Your first girlfriend left. You still have your life in the future, don't care so much deliberately. You always think about your girlfriend, but you are tortured by the love complex. Don't you think it's too tiring for you to live like this?

Haolin also smiled, revealing his sworn teeth, and touched the back of his head with some embarrassment:

"I'm too tired, but I don't know what's wrong. I just can't let it go."

"It's normal, but don't always think about what's wrong with women. As long as she treats you well, that's fine!" After saying that, Xiao Zhu moved his eyes to the computer screen and said:

"Look, in fact, there are quite a lot of beautiful girls here. It's just that you don't care. What's wrong with the non-mainstream? Not every non-mainstream is impure.

Haolin looked at Xiaozhu. His mouse shook irregularly. The cursor moved with the mouse and clicked on the avatars of those beautiful girls. The more attractive photos were displayed from the album.

Haolin no longer doesn't listen to him as before. Without refuting, he sat in his own position. His eyes are a little dull.

He is still thinking about his first girlfriend.

It's a pity. He still remembers that when they first met, they slept in a hotel in the city, and nothing happened overnight. At that time, he felt as pure as white paper. There is no stain, and there is no messy thing written down.

The second time I met my girlfriend, I still stayed in a hotel. The two of them lay in a ** for one night, separated by one person's position, and nothing happened.

The third time was when the girl arrived at Haolin's house, the two slept in a **, and nothing happened. However, the relationship has changed from one person's distance to hugging and sleeping.

At home, several buddies who grew up with Haolin asked him:

"Have you done it with your girlfriend?"

Haolin said happily in the depression:

"No, she won't let me touch her."

"Brother, you are stupid. If she doesn't let you touch it, she won't touch you. Well, let's say this. If you don't touch her, she will never come to you after you send her away this time. But, after you give her, she will follow you."

Haolin still remembers that this was said by Xiaojun. Perhaps, it was Xiaojun's words that led him astray and wrote down a must-learn method for his pure life as white paper.

The girl stayed at Haolin's house for three days. For three days, hand in hand. Only hand in hand. Finally, the girl wanted to go back, and Haolin was a rogue and sent her home.

That night, they spent the night in the hotel in the county. The two of them are still lying on a **. During this period, unlike the previous times, they had sex.

From that time on, the girl was very kind to Haolin later. Stick to Haolin.

So, the next day, Haolin was so complacent that he couldn't help feeling aggrieved and asked in front of her:

"What are the reasons why you are not a virgin?"

When he asked this, he wanted to slap himself a few times. He also budgeted that when he asked this, the relationship between them had come to an end. They are finished.

Haolin can't hide the words in his heart. There is no city government and no scheming. Everything is on your face. When he was in the army, the captain was a reckless man. Then his comrades-in-arms said that he was naive and childish.

However, Haolin still feels uncomfortable holding everything in his heart. If he doesn't vent it, it's easy to get sick. Therefore, he has been childish until today.

He talked about his own privacy to Xiao Zhu. Haolin really didn't consider what step the relationship between them had reached and whether it was worth saying it himself. Therefore, what he did at this time was still very naive. I haven't even thought about whether I should say such a thing at my age.