Chapter 4

In the evening, Xiao Zhu invited Haolin and Xiao Lei to the canteen for a delicious meal. Haolin, who was satisfied, was very happy to talk to Xiao Zhu about things that had nothing to do with work.

Haolin's thoughts are also extremely lame. Xiao Zhu is a very pure and righteous post-90s generation. After graduating from school, I was sent directly to Foxconn. After that, I went to work and slept after work. Repeat your life every day. The only way to have fun is to surf the Internet.

Xiao Zhu's realm of surfing the Internet can be said to have reached the state of selflessness as internal skills experts said. He can stay at the Internet cafe for a few days and nights without sleeping. This is the first time that a real person has reached this realm in addition to TV around Haolin.

"I said, pig, I will use the Internet less in the future. It doesn't mean anything. Look at you, brother, I was asked before that there was nothing poisoned. Brother is a living example in front of you. Stop playing games. Otherwise, your life is over. Well, for the sake that we can play together these days, I will teach you a good way to find women every day, so that you don't have to think about the game. Haolin smiled evilly. Seduce Xiao Zhu.

Xiao Zhu flashed his confused eyes, stared at Haolin inexplicably, and chewed Haolin's words carefully. For a long time, Haolin's 'unfathomable' words were recalled by Xiao Zhu. His face turned slightly red, and he said angrily with some embarrassment:

"You are a piece of garbage, a scum of society. In addition to looking for a woman, it is a pure five-good young man like me.

Xiaolei still stared at the novel with an obscene smile on the side, smiling happily. I don't care about the things around me. Occasionally, I hear something interesting and say a few words.

The life of migrant workers and the way of survival of ants are staged in a similar way every day. There is no big pursuit, just want to have a happy life. Occasionally, I make a joke with a sleas. Enjoy it. It also degenerates.

In the middle of the night, there is nothing to do. Haolin still occupied the computer, could not log in to his own number, and began to use other people's numbers to find his target. The means are inferior but also more effective. If you spread fishing nets, you will always catch fish.

The next day, Haolin woke up from the rental house. In the dark room, if you don't turn on the light, you really think it's night. This is a room that doesn't see the sun all day because he is on the night shift. For the convenience of sleeping.

He doesn't like sunshine. Put yourself in the dark world and listen to the quiet feeling. The sound insulation effect of the room is not very good, but the effect created by the dark world is quiet in Haolin's heart.

Quiet feeling that there is only one left in the world. Listen to your own voice. Recall your own purpose. Only in a quiet environment can you think about your goal and future. So as to make a series of plans.

All illusions during the day. He thought he was pretending. He thinks he is definitely not that kind of person. He also thought that his mind was very pure and could follow the Taoist incompetence. I am indifferent to everything.

He joked with his colleagues, and he felt that it was something he had to show. Looking for a girlfriend is also to behave the same as my colleagues.

In fact, many times he also doubts what his thoughts are. I can't clearly understand what kind of person I am. Perhaps, as I thought, I suffer from mild schizophrenia.

Get up, sit in front of the computer with trousers as usual, and take a look at the Tencent website first. Let's see if there is any major news. Then, I began to log in to QQ and chat with some familiar friends.

In the dark room, with the fluorescence of the computer, the room is slightly brighter. After Haolin opened QQ according to the past practice, a small speaker window immediately popped up.

Friends request information.

Additional information is:

"Niu Shuai asked me to add you."

Looking at this message, Haolin was puzzled.

Niu Shuai?

It seems that the relationship between you and Niu Shuai has always been bad? How could he ask this woman to add him? Moreover, Niu Shuai doesn't have his own QQ!

With seven questions, Haolin still agreed to the other party's request for addition.

"Do you know Niu Shuai?" Before the other party could send a message, Haolin had already made a question in his heart. He forgot that he used to send messages randomly with someone else's Magpie Bridge in the warehouse.

"I know, he asked me to add you!" The other party casually sent a few words.

Haolin looked at these words and was stunned again.

"But Niu Shuai doesn't know my QQ number!" Haolin doubted. He didn't deliberately get close because the other party was a woman.

"How do I know? He sent an email on the Magpie Bridge and asked me to add you. QQ shook for a while. After displaying these words, it was then sent:

"Do you work together?"

"Yes, we work together." Answer truthfully. He tried to hollow out his mind about how the woman could add his own memories.

After thinking about it for a long time, it seems that there is only one thing. Isn't it just using their Magpie Bridge number to send emails randomly? Maybe I accidentally used Niu Shuai's Magpie Bridge number to send it to this woman's mailbox. Only in this way will this woman say that Niu Shuai asked her to add Haolin.

"Ha ha, I know what's going on." Haolin grinned in front of the computer and typed a few words with a smile. I am very proud. Finally, someone took care of themselves. It's not easy. I sent hundreds of messages, and in the end, only this one person took care of himself.

There is a lot of effort, but the harvest is not directly proportional to the effort. At least Haolin thought that he had sent hundreds of messages, and at least dozens of people had added himself.

It's a pity that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. Hundreds of messages, in exchange for a consolation award. It's also a blessing in misfortune.

How can Haolin let go of an opportunity to meet a woman like this?

He is obsessed with QQ, chasing the other party for her short number and all the contact information.

It can be seen that Haolin's face is actually relatively thick. Generally, women don't pay attention to such people. But a woman who can take the initiative to add a man's QQ may not be much better than Haolin.

This is just the result summarized by Haolin in the later stage.

Perhaps getting the other party's short number at the beginning is a wrong start. There was no deterrent mistake, so that after making a big mistake, I went to the fire pit step by step. Knowing that it was a pit, he also jumped down step by step.

The two chatted on the computer for nearly an hour. Later, I felt that it was very uncomfortable to type directly, so I just made a video call.

The moment when the video is connected. Haolin's head was a little dizzy.

He scolded in his heart: Oh, my God, I met a monster again. Is there a realistic version of Journey to the West these days?

And the girl opposite is wearing a yellow explosive head, a top mixed with yellow, white and black colors. The most abominable thing is that she still has a lollipop at the corners of her mouth.

The most hated non-mainstream costume in his life appeared in front of him again.

However, I can't care so much anymore. We have been chatting for so long, can't we directly attack others? Therefore, it is a pity for Haolin to type on the QQ chat interface:

"I'm going to work now. If you are free in the evening, let's meet. Anyway, it's just a few steps away. It's not urgent." Haolin hurriedly turned off the computer. I forgot to ask whether the other party is on the day shift or the evening shift.

Looking at the time, it was only six o'clock in the afternoon. At this time, it's a good time to sleep. But now it doesn't work.

His stomach is already protesting against him. If you don't eat, your stomach will get angry and then get sick. This is not what Haolin wants to see.

Stepping out of the dark room, Haolin sorted out his mood again. Make yourself in the same state as before work, and turn yourself into the Haolin who can hit Xiao Zhu at any time, and his joys and sorrows are shown on his face.

He is no different from people with schizophrenia. When you are alone, you are alone, and when you get along with friends, you are alone.

He felt that this was a cover for himself. Make yourself look unreliable in the crowd. When he is alone, he doesn't need to pretend to show anyone, so he is the most real self at that time. Put yourself in a dark room and play games. But in his mind, he forced himself to say to himself: Work hard, work hard. In fact, I didn't work hard.

The narrow living space comes from the tedious things at work every day. All kinds of pressures have piled up, which have overwhelmed him. He also asked himself to code 6,000 words in front of the computer every day. It's 500 yuan a month for the trial contract. In order to relieve the pressure of life.

All signs show that all the pressure is also given to him. He forced himself to write 6,000 words every day, but every time he reached the end of less than 1,000 words, he would go to sleep because of sleepiness. Or chat with friends on QQ. I forgot what I should do. You can't stick to your goal.

He once told himself that he couldn't do this. But every time I surf the Internet, I repeat what happened yesterday. And I also warned myself in my heart that I would never do that from tomorrow.

It can be seen that Haolin's willpower is completely beyond his control. He can't control his own actions at all. Therefore, he is more inclined to be the real him when he is at work. After work, he is just a neuropath who can't take care of himself.

Slightly.

Get used to the way of swiping cards. You can't swipe your card every time you don't get to the point. You won't enter the door of the warehouse until a little. This time is very accurate. In his life, only the time period of commuting is the most accurate. It is also the only thing that he has always adhered to and has not abandoned.

He doesn't know what kind of world he lives in. I don't know what I should do in my life. What to do and what to do.

The self-righteous goal is just a dreamy empty flower. Judging from the current situation, Haolin will not be able to complete it for a lifetime.