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Chapter 41 (Finale)
"Then why did you leave?"
"Because you don't feel safe with me."
"Is that it?" Haolin didn't give up.
"That's it." Shu picked it up and asked, "What else do you have to do?"
"No more." Haolin's heart is like ashes.
"Then I'll hang up." As soon as the words fell, Shu picked up and hung up the phone neatly.
The beep voice came out. Haolin finally gave up.
Originally, I wanted to continue to ask her when she would get along with their monitor. After thinking about it, I just forget it. There is no need for that. She doesn't love me anymore, and she is so satisfied with even the simplest reason when she leaves. Is there any other way to keep her by her side? It is inevitable for her to leave. The nearest building is the first to get the month, isn't it? Even if you are a famous flower, you still have a good hoe. Can you dig down the corner of the wall?
Haolin lost his soul and staggered, just like a drunken person. It's just that the look without any emotion makes the bright-eyed person see at a glance that this guy is absolutely disappointed in love.
Have you been dumped by a woman? Being dumped by the first woman you don't like?
Why is that? It's not logical at all! Is it because she found a better man and abandoned my spare at any time? Why are there such women in the world?
Haolin walked all the way back to his rental house, and a lot of problems came to his mind.
Shu picked up and has been in love, and she can't be his last man. When he broke up with his ex-boyfriend, there must be a guy who hurt her heart and made her no longer have any hope for love. Therefore, for men, she has a kind of ambition. When she finds that the other party is in love with her, He kicked him away, and then he could continue to look for the next goal and satisfy his distorted psychology.
The psychology of Shu picking up must be distorted, it must be!
Haolin roared in his heart.
He couldn't believe that he had met such a woman. However, the facts are right in front of you. There is no room for reversal at all. It is also an indisputable fact that she is with his monitor. I was completely played by her.
The feeling of paying, in Shu's eyes, may be a joke.
"Haha, myself, it's also a joke in her eyes!" Desperate smiles, in the dark rental house, cold laughter filled the whole house. At this moment, those vicious cannibal thoughts that always wrapped around his heart like demons crawled out of his mind or the depths of his heart. In an instant, his whole body was controlled by this vicious idea.
Kill her. Everything about her will be destroyed!
Kill her and everyone around her!
Kill her, you have written down the address of her home, go to her hometown, and kill all the people related to her!
Kill her, kill her•••••
The vicious idea finally devoured all the reason. Like a walking corpse, Haolin walked out of his rental house again.
He walked muddle-headedly. Walking on the street, vehicles coming and going galloped by, and he did not give in. The driver had to step on the brake, and the rubber tires rubbed black and long marks on the ground, and then listened to the driver's abuse. He was indifferent.
When he passed by the crowd, he bumped straight into people, bumping into some people in exchange for a group of people's abuse. He doesn't care.
Kword!
Where is the knife!
He is looking for it. He wants to buy a knife.
She took the knife and found Shu to pick it up, resulting in her life. Find an opportunity to ask her out and end her life! Those demon-like voices in his heart deceived Haolin, making him lose his mind and just looking for a place to buy a knife.
Grocery store.
He walked in with no expression. He went straight to the place where the kitchen knife was sold, chose a one-foot-long fruit knife, and walked to the checkout.
The boss looked at him. He looked depressed.
"How much is the knife?" His voice was cold. It gives people a feeling of cold.
"No for sale!" The boss grabbed the knife from his hand and put it back on the shelf.
He didn't leave at the door.
"Go quickly!" The boss drove away Haolin.
Haolin didn't understand why the boss was like this. He turned around and looked for the next store.
The second time, Haolin encountered the same result again. The boss didn't sell him the knife at all. Moreover, some bosses regard him as a psychopath and want to call the police.
The third time, when the boss saw him holding the knife, he directly snatched the knife from his hand and put it on the shelf again, saying that he would not sell it.
Over and over again, no boss sold knives to him.
Why? Even these bosses bully me and won't even sell me a knife?
It's just a knife. I'm not without money, but why can't you sell it to me?
He walked on the street in frustration. Continue to look for stores that can sell their own knives. However, except for the grocery stores I saw before, there is no place to sell knives in the whole city.
Aren't there many people selling knives on the roadside? Why can't I touch it today?
Haolin thought and continued to look for the goal.
What he didn't know was that when he passed the grocery store, after the shopkeepers looked at Haolin's expression, everyone knew that he must have encountered a problem. Everyone knew that there would definitely be a problem if he sold him a knife at this time. Therefore, no one is unwilling to sell knives.
Imagine that a person with a lost and depressed expression, completely like a walking corpse, has a desire to commit suicide at a glance. Sell a knife to him and find death!
Therefore, no store owner intended to sell knives to Haolin. Around Foxconn, he turned around and didn't buy a knife.
No knife? Don't sell knives? It doesn't matter. You are a woman. I don't believe it. Without a knife, it can kill you!
Haolin thought of this and called Shu again.
However, her phone has been turned off!
She won't answer my phone? By the way, she is still at work at this time! Thinking of this, Haolin began to call her place of work.
After Shu picked up and connected, he heard Haolin's voice and scolded impatiently: What do you want to do all day long! Are you annoyed?
Haolin listens. The heart devoured by the darkness beat again. In an instant, he was eroded by his own vicious thoughts. It became more and more intense, and the hatred for Shu picked up became stronger.
"Dandan, can you find some time to talk about it?"
"I'm not free!"
"Dandan, I love you. I just want to see you for the last time. Isn't it okay?" Haolin begged.
"No, I'll tell you, don't call me again. That's it!" After saying that, Shu picked up and hung up the phone again. Just like last time, it's straightforward.
She won't see me. What should she do? Haolin began to get into trouble.
Pick it up and hit it again. However, when I first said that I was looking for Shu to pick it up, I heard the other party say that Shu was no longer picking up.
She really didn't answer my phone.
Actually, what's the point of people like me living in the world? It's better to die.
Why does a simple relationship become like this? Why does a person become as cold as a demon from hell?
A lot of why, Haolin kept asking himself, but the only questions that answered him were the speeding vehicles and the crowds around him.
That's a busy figure.
Why haven't you been looking for your own life in such a busy life? I thought I had found my own happiness and could live with her safely for a lifetime, but no one expected such a thing to happen. One person was killed halfway, but he would let Shu pick up and give up to him?
It's pathetic! Why did the previous vows suddenly collapse? Why does the love you always believe in always deteriorate in the end?
Starting from Lin Xin, I have been dedicated to her. It seems that I can also be regarded as her first love, right? But why can't you wait for three years? Three years is a long time? It's just a flick. Why is she looking for a boyfriend in these three years? Why isn't she a virgin? I love you so much, is that all I get back? I have always believed that it is a sacred love. Why does it become so cowardly in real life? Can't stand the baptism of time, the destruction of human feelings, and the test of life?
Shu picked up, what kind of woman do you belong to? Why did I meet a woman like you? I came out of the shadows, but why did you hurt me unconsciously? Is it because I hurt you in my previous life, and I want you to hurt me in this life and use my life to return your previous life? If it's really like that, I'll give it back to you now!
If that's the case, I'll pay you back now!
Lin Xin, maybe I hurt you in this life. I shouldn't have said that. I love you. I'm sorry, but Shu picked it up. I just want to live an ordinary life with you. Is this also an extravagant hope? Let you hurt me like this? Is it true that I owe you in my previous life?
But what do I owe you!
It doesn't matter whether you owe it or not in the previous life. Today, I will give it back to you, and I will give it back to you! What I owe you in my previous life has been paid back in this life. I don't owe you. You can pay me back in the next life!
At this moment, Haolin has been walking on a jump bridge. Like a walking corpse. There is a constant entanglement in my mind about the past and this life. Until the last words in the bottom of his heart were finished, all sentient beings jumped!
"No, someone committed suicide!" The crowd around Haolin panicked. The overpass is not high, and jumping down is not enough to be fatal. What can be maintained is the momentum of forward. This posture, which has been learned in the army, has always been a posture that is not easy to use. At this time, he jumped up.
Like other comrades-in-arms, it is a very standard action. It's just training, and the other is death.
The galloping truck was too late to brake, and the roaring horn sounded, with a slight crisp sound. A piece of bright red splashed.
It doesn't matter whether I owe it or not in my previous life. In this life, I'm gone. In the afterlife, I hope I can really find the true love that belongs to me! Goodbye, my relatives. Farewell, all the concerns in the world!
"Someone committed suicide, call the police!" After a while, the scene of the incident was full of people. On the ground, blood is dripping, adding another irrelevant tragedy to this fast-growing city.
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The end of the book