Chapter 40

Since then, Haolin has run to the night eagle every night. Sitting in the corner of the bar, holding a can of beer, listening to the deafening music, watching those office workers twist their bodies on the dance floor, they can't help but take his thoughts to the tearless country.

It can't be regarded as depravity, it can only be regarded as anesthetizing oneself. In such an environment, you will gradually forget everything in the past. Go home and continue to sleep. Those troubles were all left behind and walked like a walking corpse again.

Maybe, the meaning of life has ended, and the meaning of survival is only to figure out what kind of person Shu picked up is.

One night, Haolin returned home and logged in to the QQ picked up by Shu. Using her number, I chatted with her QQ friends in the 'family' column. Everything about Shu picked up was slowly torn open from an angle. The visual angle made Haolin see the side of Shu picked up clearly.

A woman named Ye Zi, Haolin showed his identity, and there was no need to use Shu's identity to chat with her.

Do you know Shu Pick-up? I'm her boyfriend here. Haolin spoke directly on QQ.

The woman named Ye Zi was silent for a while, as if she was hesitant to reply to Haolin.

"Hello!" Two words were sent from the chat interface. Then he said, "What's the matter?"

Haolin saw that the other party took care of him, but the indifferent tone also made Haolin feel that she had a perfunctory attitude.

"I want to know about the whole life of Shu picking up." The other party's patience is limited. Haolin is straightforward. As long as he can know his answer, he doesn't want to have anything to do with 'Yezi'. As long as you know everything about Shu picked up, you won't be so aggrieved in the dark.

"I'm not picking up Shu. How do I know her life?" Ye Zi sent a few words, and his tone revealed a sense of boredom to Haolin.

Haolin didn't care either. He continued to ask: I want to know if Shu picked up at home and went back for divorce?

"Is it necessary for me to tell you? You don't know how to check it yourself!" There is really no need for Ye Zi to tell him anything about the question of a stranger. What's more, the stranger asked some information about his relatives. It's even more impossible to tell Haolin.

Haolin was silent for a while and saw that Ye Zi's QQ avatar was already black. I don't know if it's invisible or down. He had to type the word 'sorry' in a scoundrel.

When you meet Ye Zi, you can at least let yourself know something about what Shu picked up. He grasped the line of Ye Zi tightly and used it as an entrance to break through Shu's secret.

In the next few days, regardless of whether the leaves are online or not, Haolin will always send a few greetings and caring words. There are some things that can't be rushed. The more urgent it is, the more disgusted it is. This matter has to be done slowly. Let's not talk about the relationship first, at least let others have no antipathy. In this way, it is easier to inquire about some things. Now there is nothing left in Haolin, time and so on. It's a waste, and he doesn't care about spending more time looking for results on Ye Zi.

Therefore, Haolin insists on sending some greetings and caring messages every day.

A week later, the leaves were finally online.

And during this period of time, Haolin's feelings for Shu have risen to an inexplicable resentment. A ruthless woman betrays herself. Even if she is dead, she has to pull her back!

"Sister Yezi, is the business good today?" After sending several messages before, Haolin changed the name of Ye Zi. The word "sister" was added to the end of the nickname.

"Not bad." Ye Zi replied. Compared with the previous one, there is no nuisance in the tone.

"Oh, that's good. Have you been very busy lately?

"No, I'm not very busy!"

"I don't even see you surfing the Internet, hey hey!"

"I went to other places to get the goods. Less time to surf the Internet. How about you? How are you doing?

She asked about her situation!

The effect I want to achieve in the past few days has received a little reward.

"How to put it, it can be said to be good. It's just that sometimes it's uncomfortable to think of Shu picking up. What Haolin said is the truth. Inadvertently, he always feels a burst of heartache when he thinks of Shu picking up. In addition, there will be a strange anger, and I can't let go of what Shu picked up.

The leaves were silent again. After a while, another string of messages was sent: It's not worth picking up such a woman for comfort.

"What kind of woman is she?"

"What kind of woman is Shu picking up? How can I come to a conclusion! However, it's really not worth it. You are not her first man, nor will you be her last man. You should have known this when you were together, right? What Ye Zi said, Hao Lin was a little inexplicable.

Although Shu picked up was not a virgin at that time, Haolin really didn't think that Shu picked up would have such a personality. He stared at the computer screen for a long time before typing a few words:

"So is she married at home?"

"Is't she going back to Hunan this time just for divorce!"

Looking at the words typed by Ye Zi, Haolin felt weak all over and was about to collapse on the chair. She is really married, and it may be true to have children. Otherwise, there will be no photos of children in her space. The name of the photo is Xuan, Baby, right? Xuan, hehe, her child's name is Xuan! What's the name of Xuan? Xuan, it's a good name, but it's a pity to have such a mother.

Haolin thought about it and asked Ye Zi, "Does she have children?"

"I don't know about this. Anyway, she came back for divorce. After Ye Zi typed a few words, QQ immediately became black and white again.

"Is it offline?" Haolin asked. For a long time, the other party still had no reaction. It's really offline. It's to avoid my problem! Alas!

Shu pick it up, Shu pick it up, do you have any principles as a person?

I know that Shu picked up a husband. Moreover, I went back to Hunan because I went back and got divorced. Just know that you have been cheated by Shu picked up in disguise!

That bitch really cheated me!

Picking up the mobile phone left in front of the computer, Haolin wanted to call Shu. However, after the tight dial, it hung up.

I said I didn't contact you. Why did you call her number again? They told me not to be stupid. Why did you call her?

Haolin can only hold his mobile phone and look at the computer screen in a daze.

Since Shu picked up and left, being in a daze has become a compulsory course for Haolin every day. When I go to work, I will send the wrong materials because I miss Shu picked up, and I will lose my mind when I walk on the way home from work. When I get home, I will involuntarily touch the things I used with Shu picked up before.

Tightly is to retrieve the original memories. But when those sweet and familiar feelings come to mind, there will be a sudden sad ending that will erode Haolin's heart, and the feeling of happiness will turn into boundless hatred in an instant. The huge hatred can't wait to destroy everything about Shu picked up. Then, free yourself.

Should I destroy her whole family and then end myself?

He wrote many such logs in Baidu space. Since I had a strong hatred for Shu picking up, I have had this kind of hatred.

Shu picked up and left for his own reasons, but it was more because he was lonely at the beginning that he found himself, right? Now that I have found a better person than myself, have you left mercilessly?

All kinds of ideas are enriched in Haolin's head, which was originally a stupid head, which was disrupted by these tedious things. So, every night, he has insomnia.

This kind of day lasts until December 25th.

In the afternoon, Haolin summoned up the courage to call Shu and asked, "Why did you leave?"

Shu picked up but didn't answer.

Seeing her silence, Haolin asked: Do you have children or not?

"No!" Shu picked up the computer and basically spoke in a roaring tone.

"Have you ever slept with Niu Shuai?"

"No!"

"Sun Xianwei is your monitor, right?"

Shu picked up and was silent.

"Okay, it's the default. I don't know why you are such a person. I asked myself that there was nothing wrong with you, but why did you do this to me? Am I not good enough for you? You said you didn't feel safe with me. I don't know what kind of security you are talking about. I go to work, get off work, accompany you, and sleep every day. In addition, I have never done anything out of place, have I? Why do you say I feel insecure? Is it because I'm a part-time worker? Haolin was very excited. He couldn't control himself. He walked on the roadside, and passers-by stared at him with strange eyes. He didn't know it at all.

"I don't know." Shu picked it up and answered simply.

"Then I'll ask you, you have an affair with your netizens. I'll ask you whose home you are in on the Internet. You said you were in your hometown. When you saw me, you asked me. You said it was your brother. Ha ha, I also laughed at that time. But now, think about it, are you mentally ill or after suffering from some harm at the beginning? Do you feel better if you want to hurt others? Your psychology has been distorted. You know, your psychology has been distorted. You are not normal. You are not a normal person!" Haolin criticized Shu for picking it up. Disappointment filled my heart. However, there is no way to change the current situation.

"You said you would be with me forever. It's all TM fart. You kissed me on the morning of December 12th. You don't go home at night to fool around with your monitor. Do you think of yourself as a pheasant?" Haolin became more and more excited, and he cursed loudly on the road. The unpleasant words came out of his mouth.

"You're crazy!" At the other end of the phone, Shu picked it up and scolded.

"I'm crazy? Are you crazy?"

Haolin stopped talking and was silent.

"I ask you, have you ever loved me?" He tried his best to quench the anger in his heart and had a trace of expectation for Shu to pick it up. I hope she can give herself a satisfactory answer. Only in this way can I really leave. There will be no more ideas. Leave forever.

"Yes!" Shu picked up and answered without hesitation.