chapter 10 rot with me

"Did you lie to your father that you wanted to buy a Rolls-Royce? Otherwise, how can you deal with the trouble he caused?

"His parents knelt in front of me and begged me to save him. Ali, you know I love him. Even if his parents don't ask me, I will desperately protect him out. Su Su rubbed my long hair, and I felt her cold fingers trembling violently. "I remember that the winter when I first arrived in Beijing, I met a boy who looked like him in the subway station. His name was Li Xiaobei. Do you think it's a coincidence? The white down jacket he was wearing was almost the same as the one I bought for Li Nan at Levis. He stood in front of the subway station, quietly listening to the headphones, with his hands in his pockets, and his whole body huddled into a ball. I'm almost sure that he is Li Nan.

"I ran over desperately, hugged him fiercely from behind, and cried his name. But he turned his head and asked me with a smile, 'Girl, do you recognize the wrong person?' I said get out of here, damn Li Nan, even if you turn into ashes and become scum, I will know you. He straightened my head and let me see his face clearly. He said, "I'm sorry, girl. My name is Li Xiaobei. You really recognized the wrong person." I looked up and looked at him carefully. There was a small mole on the bridge of his nose, which Li Nan had never had. I just believe that I have the wrong person. I apologized and let him go. The subway also came. We both got on the subway. What's more, we both got off at the same station and stopped the same taxi. As a result, we lived in the same place, so we went back together by car. In the same community, he is on the fifth floor of Unit 6, and I am on the fifth floor of Unit 3. We can see each other when we open the window. At that time, I just learned that Li Nan was getting married. Then, Li Xiaobei and I fell in love.

"Then why did you break up? Is Li Xiaobei bad to you or not your father's appetite?" My eyes are still in the sky, and they are already red. The street lights went out, and the new day has just begun, full of hope. But it has nothing to do with people like me who have been living in despair.

I hope, I haven't looked forward to it for a long time. It's too empty to catch. It's better to be realistic.

"Li Xiaobei is very kind to me. He is even a hundred times better to me than Li Nan. The family is also very good. On the day of our love anniversary, I drank too much and kept shouting Li Nan's name. He said that he thought I had forgotten Li Nan for a long time, but he didn't expect me to remember it. He said that in fact, he knew it in front of the substitute at the beginning, but he was willing. He said that he was tired and asked me if I could forget Li Nan. I told him honestly that it was impossible. I can't forget Li Nan all my life. Even if I am reincarnated, I will remember him in my next life. Then he left, and I never saw him again. That day, I just learned that Li Nan gave birth to a big fat boy. That night, I thought I was going to die. The world, all of a sudden, is fucking broken. It's hazy and dusty, and I can't see anything clearly. I also know that Li Nan and I are really finished.

"Lier. Sometimes I think fate is a magical thing. You said that no matter how much they love each other, they won't be together if they are not together. I haven't had a chance to be together in my life. Suddenly, I was so far away, just like falling in love was a thing in my previous life. You said that Li Nan and I don't love each other. We love each other. Why doesn't we be together when we love each other? I'm sorry, I know it's useless to say these words now. After all, his son is so old, and it doesn't make sense for me to say these words again. Su Su let go of me and turned over.

"Li'er. I don't know if Xiaoxue told you, in fact, Wilson..."

"Don't fucking tell me, you have to cooperate with that beast to lie to me that he still likes me!" Su Su was rudely interrupted by me before he finished speaking.

Baby, didn't we just agree not to mention him? How can you keep your word like that beast? THE BUL SAID THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS LOVE ME IN HIS LIFE AND ALWAYS BE WITH ME AND NEVER BREAK UP WITH ME. AS A RESULT, HE EVEN HIS BEST FRIEND WOULD NOT BREAK UP, AND THE G CUP UG IT OUT OF HIS SOUL. I GUESS HIS FOREVERLOVE IS PROBABLY irritable NOW. Only I'm stupid to take it so seriously.

I will always remember that that winter, he stood under the huge sycamore tree at the school gate. There were almost no leaves on the tree, and there were bare branches left, lonely and depressed. Still smiling and nodling

, his voice was gentle, "Xiao Li, I suddenly don't love you anymore. Shall we break up?"

I suspected that I had heard it wrong at that time, because he couldn't joke with me about this kind of thing. Honey, didn't you mean forevertogether? How can you quit halfway? It gave me all the sunshine in my life and then suddenly pulled away fiercely. How can I deal with the darkness that subverts me alone?

You might as well kill me. Really, kill me, be cool.

"Some time ago, something happened to his family. It's just that no one told you." Su Su's voice was low, and I knew she didn't lie to me.

But if you don't believe it, you won't believe it. Even if he really loves me, I don't believe it. Because when I think of him and Qian Rui rolling around, I will spit out the bile.

How can there be such a bitch as Li Luo in the world?! At the beginning, you said that you didn't love me anymore, and I admitted it. No matter how painful and sad it is, no matter how fucking it is, I gritted my teeth and survived. Oh, you are happy with the bitch now, so you spread rumors everywhere to disturb my life. He also pretended to call me to care. I didn't call you once after I fucking thought about you after we broke up. You can harass me even if I change my number. It seems that you are really careful. Are you really full and have nothing to do? Are you looking for stubble to play?

"Is something wrong with his family? Is his father dead or his mother dead or is his parents dead? If that's the case, I'll immediately set up a table of champagne to celebrate. It's more exciting than the return of Taiwan. It's awesome!"

"Zheng Ae Li, don't do this. Everyone feels bad, so why do you have to? His family collapsed, his father ran away with a lot of debt, and his mother seemed to have been bought into the kiln. I just heard about it. I don't dare to guarantee whether it's true or not.

My God! His mother was bought into a kiln? His mother has grown into a shabby figure, which is a few tons heavier than that of Sister Furong before she lost weight. I don't know which kiln wants to change his business, or whether the market is in a downturn and there is no salesman. She is so visionous that even his mother wants to go. I really admire it!

"What are you afraid of? Qian Rui's family has a lot of money. Are you afraid that you can't afford to support him?"

"Xiao Li, there are some things you won't understand." Su Su's voice was even lower, and she felt that she was blaming me.

I laughed, "Okay, I'll take it as if you understand. Su Su, what do you think happens after you fucking figure it out? Li Luo didn't betray me with Qian Rui. They didn't live together. Can these be changed? Hasn't there been any harm to me? Obviously, you understand all these things, even more than me. As long as they do it, it will be an unparalleled harm to me. There is no reason.

"Yes, I know you have a hard time because of Li Nan. However, he has never betrayed you, and his love for you has always been loyal. You are much happier than me. You can't imagine how much pain I have suffered. I think about what Li Luo said to me in the past, but now he may have done more to Qian Rui. I think it was too simple in the past. I naively thought that it was harder for him to cheat than to go to the sky, but I didn't expect a G cup to pull his nose away. Tell me how funny it is. My room used to be full of things from him. He gave me Hello Katie's limited water dispenser, Doraemon's shopping bag, plush slippers and nail clippers, which are not old things. Even if it has been so many years, it hasn't been damaged. No matter how I fall, it won't break. Therefore, everything he gave me was stronger than the love he gave me.

If he doesn't love, he won't love. If he doesn't love, he will withdraw the ticket in advance. What about me? I'm still in love? Why don't you ask me first?

Squeaky, and the phone suddenly vibrated. I grabbed it and saw a string of numbers on the screen. The text message said, "Get up and go to the toilet."

Damn it, who's all night? His mother was so bored in the morning and asked me to get up and go to the toilet. Fortunately, he was awake. If he fell asleep and was woken up like this, the guy who texted him made it clear that he was looking for death.

"Who is it?" I quickly replied to the short story.

"Landlord." He also came back quickly. Yo, is this boy excited today? Why is there a number later? I raised the string of sandalwood beads on my left hand and looked at them for a long time. He made up his mind to ignore him, threw his mobile phone and was ready to sleep in the rising sun.

I don't know when Xiaoxue came over barefoot and lay down between us. The appearance of the shawl was very scary, and his face was pale.

"I can't sleep." She said.

I hugged her from behind, "I'm sorry."

"Little fool." She pressed my hand and couldn't hear the emotion in her tone. She didn't blame me, but she was afraid that I would be taken advantage of.

Thinking like this, I feel much more comfortable.

"If you can't sleep, just get up and eat candy. Anyway, it's okay. All the people in favor lie down. Oh, yeah." Su Su probably also panicked about that thing and jumped up from the ground and waved her little hand.

Didn't you say that all the people in favor lie down? What's wrong with you standing up?

"Do you want to eat or not?" Seeing that we didn't cooperate with her too much, Su Su grabbed the messy hair angrily, "Why are you two lying down?"

I squinted at her, "You don't let those who agree lie down. Are we still squatting against you?"

"Grass. At least help. Didn't you make a bottle?

"That's it." Why did I forget this? I let go of my hand that was still around Xiao Xue's waist, and quickly ran to the kitchen to take out the pulsating bottle that was dug out by me to show everyone the results of my diligence.

I saw that Su Su and Xiao Xue's expressions were messy, but they didn't attack.

"I said, Lizi. Do we have any other plastic bottles at home? Sister, I'll do it again. Su Su, who tore the tin foil, couldn't stand it anymore and asked calmly.

I shook my head.