chapter 11 floating

I shake my head.

"Well, I have to use this. It's over. I forgot to buy a straw. In fact, the advantages and disadvantages of the bottle can be reluctant, but you can play with nothing without a straw. You can't swallow that small pill abruptly.

If you really swallow it abruptly, you will definitely die.

I asked stupidly and naively, "Can I use another dollar to roll it up?"

Xiao Xue couldn't stand me and gave me a white look. "Do you think it's a K fan? There is still one dollar rolled up. Little princess, I really don't know how to talk about you. As she spoke, she walked to the front of the refrigerator and opened the door of the refrigerator. I took out a bottle of milk from it and shook it to me. Er, why did I forget that there was a tube on the back of each bottle of milk? It's really true. A Li, sometimes I really doubt whether this is your home or not. Why do I forget everything?

Haha, it would be great if you could forget everything. I can forget everything. I don't have to look for this broken straw to eat this kind of thing.

Su Su saw that the straw was also there. She took her exquisite little comb and combed the tin foil until the tin foil was very flat. Then she took out a transparent plastic bag from the inside of her fendi bag and poured two pure white pills on the tin foil and slowly roasted them with a lighter.

Xiaoxue and I danced so much that we were drooling, and we said that we were not addicted. Sorry, I'm really not addicted. However, it will still be appropriate excitement to drive everyone's atmosphere and play a leading role.

After baking, I carefully penetrated the tin foil from the small hole I dug up on the side of the bottle. I inserted the straw into the hole on the other side of the bottle, and the smoke from the baking pills came out of the straw. Before I finished it, Xiaoxue grabbed the straw and couldn't wait to take a sip, and the huge white smoke spit out of her mouth. I was about to ask her if she felt happy. As soon as her mouth turned, the smoke almost sprayed on my face, "Hey, auntie, you aim at the ground and then vomit. What should I do if I have pimples on my face? I was almost scared to death. That thing got a crazily pimple as soon as it touched my face.

I also caught the straw and took a sip. Wow, it feels so good. Suddenly, the whole person floated up.

I usually take a bite and take it as soon as it's good. Su Su and Xiao Xue are still sucking and sucking there. I don't bother to care about them anymore. I lay on the tatami and watched the huge and warm sunshine outside pouring on me.

Sometimes I think I'm a vampire. I will be very afraid of the sun and go to crowded places. He once stubbornly thought that he would be punished by God if he didn't often do something wrong. I will never be the most favored little daughter of fate. Is it because I'm not kind? I smoke, I take drugs, I swear, and I have no sympathy. Cowardly, cowardly, hypocritical, useless. Darkness, decadentness, decadentness have become all my sins.

I smiled stupidly, grabbed the sunglasses on the window sill and put them on for myself, and looked at the sun from the black fog-covered lenses, as if I would never be redeemed.

I don't think about who will save me in the future. He said from Li Luo's mouth, "I suddenly feel that I don't love you anymore." At first, I finally understood. No star in this world will shine for anyone, just like no one will become anyone's savior.

"Ha, it's fucking cool." Su Su fell next to me, and then Xiao Xue lay next to her, and the three of us slept in a row.

How beautiful this picture is. Flower girl, bathe in the sunshine. In fact, it is a girl who has lost her foot in the flower season and is far-fetched to bask in the sun after taking drugs.

How I wish I was a vampire, and I would be dissipated by the sun. Wash away all sins, God, will forgive me.

"Fuck, A Li, what the hell are you pretending to be? You still wear sunglasses. It's so funny." Su Su's face is also almost pale. I guess the faces of the three of us are almost white. She pounded the floor hard and made a funny look. But I clearly saw tears in the corners of her eyes, so clear.

Xiaoxue belongs to the calm type. After doing that thing, she closed her eyes and thought about things alone.

I slowly curled up into a ball, put my forehead against my knees, and gently hugged myself. I feel very floating, like sitting on a soft cloud. I don't know where to go and can't see anything. I have never felt that it will be better after sucking something. I will only feel more uncomfortable, especially in my heart. But why do you still smoke? I think of a good word called revenge!

Didn't Li Luo ask me to live a good life after leaving him? You can't touch cigarettes, you can't drink, you can't touch K powder, you can't touch sugar. Why do I want to listen to you?! If you ask me not to touch my mother, will I not touch it? I just want to touch it. Hahaha, I don't live a good life after leaving you. How I want Li Luo to see what I look like now. Look at how depressed I am, and see how I am dying. Look at what kind of life I have lived since I left you.

After reading it, I think you will be happy. Haven't you always wanted to torture me like this? The wish has been fulfilled. Celebrate well with Qian Rui.

"Xiao Li Xiaoxue, why is Li Nan always pulling his son around in front of me? Can you let him leave? I don't want to see him again." Su Su screamed, covered her head with a pillow, and kept shaking her hands.

I guess this person didn't estimate the amount, and it's too much.

"No, I don't have that ability. In front of me now are Li Luo, Qian Rui and their sons wandering around and asking me for New Year's money. You go to Xiaoxue. I continued to hug myself tightly.

"Xiao Li, call me." Xiaoxue kept screaming on the phone and touched my arm. I reached out to catch it and glanced at the number, which was strange. I happened to see the beads on my hand, and there was a vague bottom in my heart, so I picked it up.

"Hey, Xiao Li."

Wow! It's a coincidence that it's so good. I was thinking that you wanted me to know my happy life now, so you called. How can I bear to be so in love with my heart?

I took off my sunglasses, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and my voice was hoarse, "It's me."

"Xiao Li, don't be angry, you are not in good health. I really just want to know how you are doing? If you live a good life, I swear I will never call you again. But you have to tell me the truth, okay?"

Hahaha...

I held up the phone and laughed. Look, what's going on? It's so bloody, so shocking, so people want to die.

I stood up with the phone and walked to the kitchen. When Su Su and Xiao Xue stepped on the ground, they almost stepped on them. I went to the kitchen to get a knife, then went to the bathroom, locked the door, and my long hair was scattered randomly. I looked at my terribly thin face and the bulging collarbone from the mirror.

"Li Luo, are you sure you want to listen to the truth?" My voice began to become as light as my body.

"Xiao Li."

"I'm doing very well. I'm doing very well. I can smoke at least two packs of cigarettes a day, so I am very energetic. Especially now, I just ate 'sugar' and I'm more energetic. Don't you think I'm fat in the future? I'm less than 80 pounds now. I really want you to see if my current figure is OK. Of course, it's definitely not as good as your figure. After all, it's a G cover. I'm even reluctant to be a B cover, which really makes you too faceless. I know all about it." Like drinking too much, I muttered alone without any order, and didn't give Li Luo a chance to talk on the other end of the phone.

"What can I do? I know I can't compare with Qian Rui. I grew up watching her. Except for her figure and family background, I am worse than her. In fact, she is similar to me. And you certainly don't know that she has slept with many men. Do you think I'm poisonous and bad that everything can be slandered? But you don't think it's important, do you?"

I put my mobile phone at my feet and turned on the hands-free.

I was so painful that I held the edge of the toilet with both hands and suddenly vomited violently.

There was also a voice on the phone, "Xiao Li, listen to me, Qian Rui is very kind to me. Xiao Li, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?"

Qian Rui is very kind to me????!!!

When I heard this sentence, I wanted to laugh a few times to express my approval. But before I could laugh, I almost spit out my whole stomach. My face was attached to the cold toilet, and my body knelt on the ground, showing enough ugliness in every move.

Is Qian Rui right for you? She is also white every year. Did she fold 1,000 stars for you on Valentine's Day or gave you the sweater she knitted by herself at Christmas? Or has she already shed a child for you? Or has she replayed it once or even more?

So, what is Zheng Ai Li? It's nothing, isn't it?

I was afraid of being on the ground and finally cried, "Li Luo, I'm going to die. I'm really going to die. Don't call me again. Grab Qian Rui and live a good life. I'm happier than her. She needs your love more. She hasn't suffered much since she was a child. She is still young and needs someone to take care of her. She is sometimes capricious. As long as you follow her, everything will be fine. She is a child and likes to be narrow-minded. In fact, she doesn't have much temper. Do you hear it? Treat her well. Don't call again in the future."

Yes, she is still young, just one year older than me. She hasn't suffered much. I'm used to suffering. When she is wayward, I'm not here, and I always need someone to accommodate her instead of me. She is my best friend in the end, and you are my favorite boy in the end. In addition to blessing you, do you really think that I will draw a circle to curse you? That's all a joke, kid. I'm not happy. I can't pull you both to be unhappy.

God, you see, I'm actually a kind child, so can you let me die early and get rid of it?