chapter 32 I shuttle in time
"It's A Li, cheer up. I just heard Xiaoxue tell me. Angie looked at me with a sigh.
I think I feel a little connected with her now. Go, what kind of life, is she miserable?! If the landlord falls in love with eric, then she should be able to understand my mood!
I'm afraid it's more difficult for the landlord to fall in love with eric. Although the man is not very reliable, according to me, my sexual orientation is still relatively normal... Of course, it is not ruled out that he is a hidden gay, but eric is also a girl. Pooh, pooh, I don't even know what I'm talking about.
"A Li, come with me to the bathroom." Originally, everyone pretended to have forgotten the incident that they had just met Li Luo and Qian Rui. They ran to the video game city upstairs with coke and popcorn. Angie suddenly came to me and took my hand and said to me.
I felt that she was going to explain something to me, so I nodded and agreed to let them go first.
As soon as she got to the bathroom, Angie took out a box of cigarettes from her bag. I saw that it was ESSE. Korean-made, women's cigarettes, thin and long mint-flavored, even more than X Jiao smoked. She handed me one, but I didn't pick it up and touched one of my own Hongta Mountain from my bag. She helped me order it, and then ordered it for herself.
I have a hunch that she is going to tell me about her sister and our Xiao Xuexue.
Sure enough, she pulled me into a bathroom. Oh, I can't help it. There is no other place to go. The only place we often talk is in the bathroom.
But I really didn't see that Angie, a new good woman with a ladylike temperament, can also smoke. Although the woman who smokes this year is nothing, she does not look like the kind of person who can smoke like me.
"A Li, I want to tell you something."
"Can I guess that I'm talking about your sister Anya and my good friend Dai Xue?"
She took a gentle sip of the cigarette between her fingers with her index finger and thumb. I rarely saw a girl holding a cigarette like this. Once I read it in a book, people who take cigarettes like this are actually much kinder than ordinary people. It can be seen that Angie may really belong to the relatively simple type. She really has no intention. Although she doesn't want to admit it, she still has to say it. She is quite likable. Maybe it's because she is kind. This is the characteristic of a kind person. Just say what you have. In fact, it's not too big. Compared with those of us who think too much and die-hearted people, they will live much more freely.
"Hmm. You don't think you can guess Anya. She is only 16 years old now. What can she know? I hope you can persuade Dai Xue to let her and Anya forget about it. I'm afraid that if we reach the inseparable step in the future, it will be too late to talk about this. Her tone is very sincere, and I can also feel the seriousness of this matter. After all, she is a sister. If you indulge, you will indulge. You still have to find a way.
But she said that eric's age really shocked me. Oh, my God, he is one year younger than our young master. Xiaoxue is twenty years old, and she is only sixteen. Isn't there any generation gap between them? I'm really afraid of this society now.
"Xiao Xue won't really like Anya. She's just having fun. Maybe she's tired of playing for a few days, just forget it." I looked at her and was very worried. I sighed and comforted her.
"That's the best. In fact, Anya is not like this. There are only two sisters in our family. Others say they like our sons, but my parents think that our two sisters are the best. Anya is very beautiful. She is not the same type at all. She is the charming type. The more she looks, the more beautiful she is. Finally, she scares you. I have known since I was a child that my sister is more beautiful than me, so my parents always buy the best skirt and the most beautiful hairdress for her, so that she will be more beautiful and I will be happier. When she was in junior high school, she was still dressed as a girl. There were so many boys who liked her, not to mention chasing her. Her fourteen-year-old first love was given to her deskmate. I have seen that boy, who wears glasses and looks nothing special except being honest. However, she liked it very much, saying that the boy bought breakfast for her every day. After all, I am three years older than her, and I have experienced many things, which are much more open-minded than her. Too young love was sweet at first, but only I knew the bitterness later. No matter who hurts whom, as time spreads, we will not remember so clearly after we run harder and harder for life.
She said slowly, with a sigh in her voice.
"Did the man get tired of her and hurt her cruelly? She thinks that men all over the world are fucking liars. Just don't believe in being gay anymore. If so, I swear, that's what Xiaoxue said to me. Now I feel that her reason at that time is like a lame excuse.
"It's almost the same. First, the man was kind to her, and gradually she fell in love with the boy. It turned out that she bought breakfast for the boy every day and went downstairs to his house to wait for him to go to school, but the boy still thought she was annoyed. They broke up on the second day of their relationship and let Anya roll far away. At that time, Anya was pregnant, and she cried so much that she almost fainted. She carried the child's medicine alone behind my back and everyone behind my back. Slowly, her voice choked and her eyes began to moisten.
Yes, I know what medicine flow means, and I know how much courage a 14-year-old girl has. Maybe she didn't know the pain before taking the medicine, but it's a miracle that she didn't commit suicide after that! That's not just pain, it's destruction.
"I can't understand why she made her own decisions without consulting me, and I can't imagine how she let the child flowed out of her stomach alone in the bathroom. I only remember that my parents went on a business trip out of town at that time, and only we were at home. She said that she had a stomachache and went to the toilet for an hour. I felt something wrong, so I went to the toilet and knocked on her twice, and then I heard a huge muffled sound inside. I felt something was wrong. I asked my neighbor's brother to open the door, and then I saw her pale face, and her white nightdress was covered with blood. The neighbor's brother had her period. He was very embarrassed and left in a panic. At first, I thought it was her menstruation. When I saw the bloody thing in the toilet, I couldn't help it and vomited. She lay on the ground, and her hair was completely wet with sweat. I saw that there were torn blood stains on her lips. Her nails were tightly pinched into her thighs, as if she was looking for a way to relieve the pain in her body. She said to me, 'Sister, don't do this to him. He is my child.' After saying that, she couldn't hold on and fainted.
Angie cried silently, and I also cried. I also thought that I once had a child who was abandoned like that. So how lucky is Sister Lu's New Year? A mother with such courage survived. I don't know anything. Isn't it good to live a happy life?
Nian An, our children have lost their lives before they open their eyes and see the world clearly. Therefore, with all their wings, you must be healthy, happy and live safely in this world. Is it okay?
"After that incident, she was ill for a long time. I shed tears every day, I don't want to eat, and my body becomes very weak. So the family asked her for a period of leave to rest at home. At that time, I had just finished the college entrance examination and took care of her at home. I asked her to talk to the boy again, or ask him to give an explanation anyway. She still shook her head. In addition to shaking her head, she was in a daze and rarely spoke, becoming taciturn. One day I went out. She was alone at home. Someone called her and said that the boy was beaten at school, saying that more than a dozen boys beat him at the door of the classroom, and said that she would continue after school. She didn't want to rush out of the house with a pair of shoes casually. At that time, it was not long since school was over. She called me on the way, and I was so worried that I took my friends to the school gate to wait for her. As soon as I hit the school gate, I saw the boy that Anya had always liked holding another girl's hand and slapping her in the face. She was dumbfounded and stood still. I was also stupid. I stared at the man who hit Anya, took the other girl's hand tightly and left. My friend reacted well and beat the man and the woman he was leading. I went to Fuanya. She leaned on my shoulder without a tear. She said, 'Sister, I'm tired.' I'm good. Shall we go home right away? She nodded obediently, and I stopped a taxi and went home. I asked her, why did that man hit her? She said that the girl the man was holding tightly just now was the man's current girlfriend. A group of people at school took a fancy to his girlfriend and beat him up. When she rushed there, she was so angry that she slapped her girlfriend in the face first, and then she didn't expect that the man's backhand slapped her in the face. She said that she was very tired, very tired, and no longer believed in love. I asked her to rest first. To be honest, I felt like I was dying. How can my proud sister be drained of all her vitality by such a man? And the drug flow, how painful it is. How did she bear it alone? I have seen the process of an adult drug flow with my own eyes. She is almost dying, and I can't believe that all this will happen to my sister. But you can't help her share the burden. You can only let her suffer alone.