chapter 45 No afterlife, don't lie to yourself

I will die, I will be surrounded by darkness, I will not wake up, my body will rot and gradually become one with my land.

I will be afraid. I forget them and everyone. I can no longer remember the face of the person I want to remember desperately. They are either tall or thin or short or fat. I will forget, I will forget it completely. Even if it is the end of the world, I won't know, because I'm dead.

This is what I'm most afraid of, but I can't stop it.

Go back to the dark world after death, so what about before you die? Will you be in a bright world before you live?

God bless.

I wiped the ashes with a veil and threw them into the trash can. I hope Xiaoyi will also forget that he once met a girl named Wu Mengmeng and that he wants to become her savior.

Forget it, the lost things will never come back, and don't live with memories. I admit that I'm talking to myself.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I will learn to sleep soundly, as if it won't be dawn again. I'm practicing in advance, death.

The next morning, 7:30. My aunt got up on time and asked me to have breakfast. God knows how angry I was when I turned on my mobile phone and saw that it was 7:30! I know that my uncle is going to work today. If he wants to go to work, he will have breakfast and then wake up everyone in the room like a nightmare, even if he is willing to sleep and doesn't want to eat.

I swear, I have slept at 7:30 and never got up at 7:30!

He walked to the table dejectedly and saw his little uncle sitting in a suit and reading the newspaper. He sat beside him in pajamas with messy hair and eyes that he couldn't open. My aunt is also struggling. She wants to sleep hard and pretends to pour soy milk for us to eat.

My God! If you go on like this every day, why don't you just kill me? Now I finally know why Xiaoyi will run to my house during the holiday. No, no, I'll pack up later and go back to live. It's no wonder that I'm crazy to live here with this perverted late-faced little uncle every day.

Fortunately, my uncle was not ready to find fault with us in the early morning, and his performance was relatively normal. I went out immediately after dinner. As soon as he put down his chopsticks, a re-released expression immediately appeared on the faces of the three of us. I don't know how the uncle, who had been deceived by our appearance, would feel when he knew this cruel and realistic truth.

As soon as others leave, we should go to bed, we should sleep, and we should wash the dishes.

I walked back to the room with my eyes closed. As soon as I lay down on the bed, the phone rang desperately. I picked it up, and Xiaoxue's anxious voice came from inside, "You're about to Su Su's house. There's something wrong with her."

"What?" I woke up from sleepiness and squeezed the phone, "What are you talking about? Make it clear, what's wrong with her?"

"I can't say it clearly now. Anyway, it's just coming soon." After saying that, she hung up the phone.

I'm still a little anxious. They won't be bored enough to joke with me about this kind of thing. Put on your clothes as soon as possible, put on light makeup, and said to your aunt and went out. After I went out, I was messy. Their rich people's courtyards were all repaired on the mountain. It was strange that I didn't break my feet when I went down to the foot of the mountain. If I had known it, I would have asked my aunt to drive me. Really.

I rubbed my hair angrily, but I still wanted to throw the ham and take a taxi.

As soon as I took two steps out, there was a loud horn behind me. I wonder why I'm in the way of you when I walk so wide. You have to press the horn so loudly. Bullying me, it happened that I didn't have a place to get up this morning.

As soon as I turned around, I saw a Volkswagen POLO followed closely behind. There was a man and a woman in the car, and the man was a little familiar.

My God, is it such a coincidence? I pretended that I didn't know who, and immediately turned around and walked to the roadside quickly.

Obviously, he has recognized me, so he didn't intend to let me go like this. He simply drove the car to me and followed me, not forgetting to honking the horn all the way.

I have scolded him in my heart. What a broken car? I don't think it's low-grade in this community. I'm so thick-faced, and I pressed the horn so loudly. It seems that I'm afraid that no one knows that there are also young people who are struggling to drive a car of 70,000 to 80,000 yuan in this luxury villa area.

The otherman looked at me calm. He simply rolled down the car window and put his head out and whistled at me.

God testified, how much I want to pick up a brick and knock him to death, Amen.

"I said, handsome boy, did you eat too much or something? You don't have to look for a beating in the early morning, do you? I couldn't stand it anymore. I stopped and stared at him and cursed.

Before he spoke, the beautiful woman sitting next to him on the co-pilot looked at me disdainfully, put her arms around his neck, and acted coquettishly, "Forget it, Jack, you have been teasing other beautiful women for a long time. Let her go for the sake of being angry. I'm hungry. Let's go out for dinner.

Damn it, it seems that there will be a fight today! I have to call Xiaoyi as soon as possible and ask him to help me, otherwise I really have no obvious chance of winning one-to-two.

"Honey, you don't know that this beautiful woman likes to tease her." Shameless Chen Xiaoming, oh, not Chen Yi. She kissed the woman heavily on her face, as if she were provocative, and winked at me.

I opened the door of his car and shouted, "Get out of here!"

Anyone who knows me or has a little insight knows that I am very grumpy, especially when I'm in a hurry.

Chen Yi raised his eyebrows and said, "Come up." I said that he is a master, and a master will not eat me.

I laughed and said, "OK, I can go up. Let the non-mainstream sister next to you get out of here first.

When the woman heard me describe her so badly, she screamed, "Who do you think is the non-mainstream? Damn it!"

"Didn't you hear what I said clearly? What a bitch?! Don't pee as you look like. Your hair is dyed like a straw, and your teeth are more pier than Sister Feng's. Don't you lose your grade? No one is inferior to you. But you can also see what kind of men are around you. Driving a car of tens of thousands of yuan is as arrogant as 25,000 to 80,000 yuan in this kind of community. You don't think it's embarrassing, and I think it's embarrassing. You, non-mainstream, I advise you to ask the man around you to buy decent clothes as soon as possible. I won't say Chanel Dior Burberry, you have never seen before. You can always afford it. Oh, it's you, too. It's not suitable for you to wear school clothes because you are born a bitch.

I heard Chen Yi smile.

It is said that he has a thick face. I'm afraid he's the only one who can laugh when he hears being teased by us.

The woman sneered, pulled the door and rushed down and raised her hand to slap me in the face. In fact, I thought of it when I scolded her, because it was obviously not a fuel-efficient lamp when I saw her clothes. Then again, with so many women around Chen Yi, I didn't see which one was safe, not including Angie's words. Originally, I was not easy to mess with. Of course, I was not afraid of her. I accumulated so much combat experience in high school, which was not fun. When she stretched out her hand, she directly held her wrist and slapped her first. The slap directly hit her face and fell to the ground without getting up.

Well, I admit that I tried so hard that even my hands were numb.

Chen Yi looked at the woman with no interest. The moment I saw him looking at the woman's eyes, I felt chilled. Even if it's a bedmate, even if there is no emotion, even if it's a joke, even if you don't reach out and hold her. I shouldn't have looked at it with that joking look when someone slapped me.

If I were that woman, I would probably have the heart to die.

To be honest, I have some sympathy for her now, and I feel that I have just sat too far. Obviously, he was angry with Chen Yi, but he was angry with others.

"Baby, you scolded, beat, and got angry enough. Get in the car, good boy."

I glanced at the woman who was still sitting on the ground. She looked at Chen Yi in surprise, and she probably didn't expect him to say this. I stopped looking at her, opened the door and sat on it.

He started the car, and I quietly looked back. Just now, the woman was still motionless.

My heart hurts.

"What, do you think my car is not good? It doesn't matter. What kind of car do you like? I'll change it later.

"Cut~ I like Bugatti Veyron. Can you afford it?" I was not in the mood to talk nonsense with him. I rolled down the window of the car and took out a cigarette from my bag to light it.

"I'm not kidding you, Audi's Lotus and R8..."

"All's it! You don't need to show off your wealth to me. I know you are a rich second generation. That's enough. Send me the XX community. Hurry up. I'm in a hurry!" I know why, the woman's eyes were deeply imprinted in my heart just now. I just feel upset and don't bother to listen to him say what he has.

He was not angry and continued to ask me, "Have you had breakfast yet?" The noodle restaurant behind West Street is good. Let's go together.

The chicken and duck didn't bother to talk at all. He pointed to the roadside and said, "You can park the car, and I'll go down and take a taxi by myself. I won't bother you. It's troublesome if the ears are not good.

He continued to ignore me, "Does your boyfriend and I live in the same community? It's really conscienceless that I didn't send you out in the morning.

"I'm sorry, I'm not the non-mainstream sisters who change around you every day and go home with men casually. My aunt lives there, and I've been living there all these days. But now I know that you also live in that community. Don't worry, I will definitely go back tonight. Also, will you send me? If you don't send me, I'll jump out of the car!"