chapter 50 death

It's so funny. Do you want to show off how much you love me or something?

Seriously, well, you did it! I admit that I'm so jealous.

Sometimes talking is like farting. If you say it, you forget it. You clearly said that you would give yourself a way to make a living. Why are you still so unfaithful? A Li, look up and look at me. Don't look at those two men. They are not good. They are not worth your crying, they are not worth your contribution.

Did you hear that?!

They won't be happy together. To be honest, think about how to be happy together? Isn't it? There is nothing to be sad about. Let them go. You should look bigger and bless them.

How about homosexuality? How popular it is now! You are not ugly, you can also go fishing for a handsome and rich T to play, right? At that time, I will also drag these two gays out to eat and show them. It's just that the two men love each other so much that you can also fall in love with women. Isn't "yesorno" educating us? Love if you want, you know! It's no big deal...

It's really not a big deal. It doesn't matter how dirty it is...

Yes, it doesn't matter how dirty it is...

Chen Yi held my hand, and I also pulled him tightly and walked into a small room in the restaurant. There was a middle-aged couple sitting inside the door, and I almost had a myocardial infarction. My God, what's going on? Those two shouldn't be Chen Xiaoming's parents, right? Why did you bring me to see his parents? We don't know each other very well. Aren't we acting on the spot? Is it necessary to be so high? And he also put on Li Luo's feet. Shouldn't he ask his parents to choose whether he wants a daughter-in-law or an uncle?

The world is too chaotic.

Chen Yi probably knew what I was thinking. He stared at me and introduced to the seemingly kind-looking couple, "Aunt and uncle, this is my girlfriend, and her name is Zheng Aily."

It's said that pretending to be my specialty. I heard the generation immediately say a sweet greeting, "Good morning, aunt, uncle."

His aunt saw that my eyes lit up and patted the chair beside him. "Come on, girl, sit on my side, I'll take a good look. Luoer, why are you just standing? Are you sitting?

I looked at it suspiciously and stood at the door, guessing his relationship with the two elders. It's definitely not his parents. I've met his parents. Is that?

"Hmm. Godfather and godmother. When did you come back?" Li Luoqian nodded and sat next to his godfather, Chen Yi's uncle, and began to ask questions.

It's really messy.

My mind was completely subverted.

To be reasonable, you must be reasonable. Chen Yi's father's sister is Li Luo's mother's in-law. That is to say, Chen Yi's aunt is Li Luo's godmother, and Chen Yi's uncle is Li Luo's godfather. No wonder, it's no wonder that they are childhood sweethearts. Such a special relationship has completely created powerful conditions for them to fall in love. It's really gratifying.

Xiaoming called the waiter and symbolically asked me if I wanted to order. I smiled at him gently and took the menu in his hand and handed it to my aunt next to me.

He nodded with approval and was very satisfied with my performance.

I gnarled at Li Luo on the other side with my spare light. He still lowered his head and said this with his godfather. As always, it is orderly.

I know he has never been a panicked child, even if...

Even if you take drugs.

Or should he pretend to be calm? Everything is inevitable. It's all designed.

I think life sees me too thoroughly, but I don't know anything about it. This is too much, but I'm powerless.

Maybe I shouldn't be so negative. Be optimistic. No matter who falls in love with whom and who doesn't love whom, it has nothing to do with you. It's OK to be yourself.

"Ringer, has your father heard from you recently?" Chen Yi's aunt should be surnamed Chen, just call her Aunt Chen. Aunt Chen asked Li Luo with concern. At that moment, I saw unparalleled pity in her eyes.

That's the most humble emotion, but sometimes it's really useful.

Li Luo slowly raised his head, first looked at me, and then shook his head at Aunt Chen.

When he looked up at me, my heart ached to the extreme.

I seem to understand Chen Yi's intention of bringing me to this dinner party. Do you use me to torture Li Luo? Or do you cooperate with Li Luo to torture me?

As I said, they all succeeded. No matter what they want, their goal has been achieved.

"What about mom? Is her illness better? Aunt Chen continued to ask.

I'm a little confused. Is Li Luo's mother sick? Was it sold to that kind of place, what's wrong with it or...

He thought for a moment and continued to shake his head.

My fists gradually tightened, and suddenly I stood up from my seat and lost my temper. I smiled stiffly, "I'm sorry, I have a stomachache, and I suddenly have to go to the toilet."

After saying that, regardless of everyone's eyes, he rushed out.

He ran outside and squatted on the side of the road and cried. How can it be like this? Didn't you dump me to be happier? Why can't I see how happy you are at all? Is it the illusion of being with Qian Rui at the beginning? Then why don't you go with your beloved Chen Yi, won't you be happy?

Why on earth, why are you unhappy?

Fate is enough for me to do this. Why do I do this to you? Did you also kill his whole family?

I squatted for a while and my legs were numb. I staggered and stood up. Before I stood firmly, I fell into a hug. That's my familiar embrace, and my body is filled with the fresh taste I'm familiar with. Even if everything starts to go well, as long as it's him, I will never admit my mistake.

I have loved the boy who has worked so hard for so long, and I will always remember him. Even if time has run over his original appearance, I will still remember him all the time.

"Li Luo..." I hugged him, and the bones on his body hurt me, but there was no doubt that what I missed was just that. If time comes again, I will still fall, which is understandable.

"Xiao Li... How can you lose weight again? How can you cry again?" His fingers were inserted into my long hair, and the warm breath wrapped around me. As usual, it always calmed me down, whenever and wherever I was.

"Li Luo, do you like Chen Yi? Do you really like him so much? How can you be gay? What do you say... Forget it if you don't like me. If you want to be with Qian Rui, I will let you take him away. Why did a handsome man suddenly come out and tell me that you like him? Oh, no, he likes you. He said that he likes a man named L. How can I be so stupid? Isn't L you? Li Luo, what should we do? Don't like him, okay? He is not a good thing. He sleeps with a lot of women every day. You don't like Qian Rui. She has also slept with a lot of men. Do you still like me? I've only slept with you, so don't leave me, okay? Please, don't leave me..." I pulled the corner of his clothes and kept talking incoherently.

I know what I'm talking about. Baby, I'm sober. Don't think I'm talking nonsense. I've wanted to say these words to you for a long time.

His head was also buried in my neck. I felt his tears soaked my skin. His voice was like the male voice playing acoustic guitar and singing on the radio that night. He called my name over and over again, "Xiao Li... Xiao Li... What should I do?"

"I don't know what to do? You said you don't like Chen Yi and don't like Qian Rui. You only like Ali, so I'll elope, okay?

Is it good or not...

Serplop, right?

"No way!" He said firmly, "I can't give you anything, nothing. Not even the most fundamental warmth, Xiao Li, forget me. Even if you can't forget me, you will forget more naturally when I no longer exist for a while.

"You have heard about my family. My father is gone. My mother was sold to that kind of place and was beaten to be mentally ill by my mother's enemies! I can't afford that family, and I don't want to say anything to pay off my father's debts. I can't live any longer, you know? His tears became more and more, and his fingers tightened my hair.

"Are you going to die?" I asked him.

"Yes." He never lies to me, I know. Do I really never lie to you? Zheng Ai, are you sure?

Still, you are lying to yourself again. Why do you always do this?

"Okay." I raised my head from his arms and looked into his eyes with tears. "Just before you die, I ask you for the last time, Chen Yi, Qian Rui, Zheng Aili, who is your favorite from beginning to end? To be honest, or we will die together!"

He smiled and pinched my cheek with red eyes, "Zheng Ai Li."

"Thank you, so am I." I finally hugged him and walked in.

I know this is a farewell. I can't feel the power of his life. He will eventually die. Because there is no longer anything that can support him to survive.

I said it's the same. If you die, I can't live. Everyone, don't think about it...

I went to the private room, took my bag by Chen Yi's side, and said to everyone, "I'm sorry, I'm a little uncomfortable. I'll go back first. You can eat slowly." Then regardless of their reaction, he went out and just came in at the door.

The moment I passed him, I heard him say, "Xiao Li, I'm sorry... If there is a next life..."

I didn't want to listen to it anymore, so I went out quickly.

This summer is extremely cold, colder than any other...

I went to the side of the road and stopped a car and asked him to take me home. I don't want to go to my aunt's house, I don't want them to see me now, and I don't want them to be afraid.