chapter 53 Fairy Tale Ending and Death
He came back in less than a minute, threw the phone to me, picked up the ham I had just eaten and put on the plate and bit it with relish.
To be honest, his behavior surprised me. Think about it, such a handsome man came back from abroad and engaged in art. Isn't he a legendary performance artist? It's a great honor to be able to see it with my own eyes in my lifetime... The performance art of picking up leftovers, I firmly believe that through his creation, it will be popular all over the world!
"Well, it's quite good. It doesn't taste as bad as I thought." After eating my leftovers, he took another string of mutton kebabs, and finally began to leave the shelf to eat meat. "Zheng Aili, don't laugh at me. I'm very similar to a girl I met before."
I haven't reacted yet. He added, "I like the girl."
I laughed, "What's wrong with you? This is the most normal thing I've heard in the past two days. Another man said to me, 'A Li, you are so fucking like a boy I like.' It's not funny. The funny thing is that the boy he likes is what I just liked. How's it going? The plot is awesome.
"Are you finally starting to tell your story? If you want, we can exchange it. He looked at me sincerely and said.
I'm puzzled. If you say you like me, you like me. Why do you have to know what happened to a half-dead person like me who has no expectations for life? It's like a huge and gorgeous door. Obviously, you just need to appreciate how beautiful and exquisite the door is, but you are not satisfied. You have to open the door and think you can see more beautiful things. But when you really open the door, you see a room full of dead bodies. That feeling is like destruction.
I advise you not to try. In fact, restraining curiosity is sometimes a very worthwhile thing to do. But it is often ignored by us, so that in the end, I make myself bruised all over my body. No wonder others.
"You have to listen, and I have no reason to keep my mouth shut." I turned my head and shouted to the boss, "Here, the boss has two bottles of beer."
The boss was very fast. He took two bottles of bravely broke the world and put them on our table. I took a sip of the wine bottle and moistened my throat. "Zhen Shuo, have you ever tried it? When you are trapped in a completely desperate black box and can't see any fingers when you reach out your hand, it's so dark that you will have the illusion that you are blind. Suddenly, you see a very thin light, and then the light slowly gets bigger. In the end, the sun shines on you completely. You see that the lid of the black box has been lifted up. Just when you are glad that your world is finally bright, someone closes the lid. You will never be so lucky again, and no one will help you lift the lid again. I'm the person who stayed in the black box. The sunshine I met was called Li Luo.
"It's shameful that I've been with him for three years. In addition, after we broke up for a year and four years, I didn't know until yesterday that he was gay. He has always liked a boy named Chen Yi, although he swore that he likes me now, just now. However, I still can't believe it. It's not so much hard to believe as hard to accept. I'm lying to myself and convincing myself that I can't accept the fact that he likes a man. But I know that what I can't really accept is that he doesn't love me. At least, you don't love me that much. This incident made me feel extremely frustrated. The story between us is too long, and it is difficult for me to explain it to you one by one.
He kept silent, picked up the wine bottle and touched me, making a crisp collision sound that only glass can have, which was extremely pleasant.
In this summer, I have heard the sound of birds, the sound of cicadas, the happy laughter of children flying in the blue sky, the sound of cars roaring through the road, and the deafening music in the night shop for the atmosphere... So far, the most beautiful thing is the little bell just now.
Because he is the only one who makes me sound less sarcastic. It's the sound that moves the heartstrings, only so small.
"I got along well with him in three years, and we are just like ordinary little couples, no different. In fact, I'm quite lazy. For example, I think this place is good, so I will live for the rest of my life. I think this food is delicious, so I eat it all the time. If I think this boyfriend is good, I will want to marry him for the rest of my life. I think Li Luo is quite good. Our outlook on life and values are similar, that is, the kind of people who think they are right and live a stable life, and there is not much revenge. Because there are not too many differences, the opinions are basically consistent. Even if they don't, he basically listens to me, so there is not even a chance to quarrel. I thought we would keep going on like this. But I didn't expect that in a warning winter, he first forsook the road, disappeared, and took away my best friend since I was a child. Although it's hard to accept, compared with now, he and my best friend are still with a man. I'd rather he choose the former.
"Because of the latter... It's too dangerous. He is with my best friend, the little blue hat I just mentioned. I said that they are happy, and I just want to be happy. If I'm really happy, if I curse them more, it won't play much role. I'll just bless them with a big belly. Just as I was about to bless them, a man named Chen Yi appeared. He tried to seduce me in various ways. Although I noticed that he was approaching me with a purpose, I didn't know what the specific purpose was. I followed the trap he set and was ready to cooperate with him in a good play, but at the end of the performance, I felt that my feelings for him were getting more and more problematic, just when I was wondering what kind of emotion it was. The truth appeared. He liked Li Luo. He thought it was me that Li Luo loved me. I wanted Li Luo to come back to me, using the stupidest method in the world, and he wanted to use me to control Li Luo. I have to say that he is poisoned by Korean dramas.
I picked up the wine bottle and took a sip. I thought it was very handsome, but I was pitifully choked and embarrassed at home.
The European gentleman opposite pulled out two pieces of paper from the tissue box and said gently, "Slow down."
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It's so humiliating. It's so choked that the wine actually flowed out of my nose. I'm really uncomfortable and ashamed...
"I don't know Li Luo very well, but I said a few words. As you saw yesterday morning, it's limited to me knowing his name. Moreover, I don't think the meaning of your story sounds like I'm telling you. Sorry, I'm a Virgo. I like to analyze it from a female perspective." As he spoke, he began to draw circles on the table with the finished bamboo stick in his hand. He looked like a knowledgeable mathematics professor. In fact, it was half a can of water, and he couldn't guess anything. He liked to pretend to be Conan.
"From the little point you just described, I can first give you a guide after your foreword, and then help you analyze it."
I looked at him with a spit on my face and didn't say anything. It's because I really don't want to hit this young man.
"When you said that the sun was about to shine on you all in the black box, the box was ruthlessly covered, and your world was dark again. You think the lid will never open again, and you will always be in the dark. But not long after, the lid was opened for the second time. The sunlight shining in this time was not as gentle and cold as last time, but even if it was cold, he still gave you light. To sum up, if the hypothesis is true, the sunshine is Li Luo, then the cold light is Chen Yi.
I listened to his words and looked at him in a daze, trying to see a flaw in his face.
I even doubt whether this man has found someone to investigate me, or whether he has studied psychological analysis. It can't be that Su Su told him. Su Su doesn't know this. Chen Yi and I, Chen Yi and Li Luo. Even if she knows that with her sensible personality, it is impossible to tell Jian Shuo, who can't fight.
I grabbed his wine from his hand and took a sip, "Go on."
"But this cold lasts the lighting time for a long time, and you didn't have much hope. You didn't long for him to give you gentleness, but you rely on his brightness. But just as you received this cold light, someone directly destroyed the black box where you perched, and you really fell into the abyss of a bottomless pit. So what I want to say is that I heard two points from your story. First, you are blaming Li Luo for not loving you enough or not loving you or not loving you at all. Second, you are blaming Chen Yi's approach to you so disappointing you. If he just wants to get up with you, you can accept it if you get close to you, at least his focus is on you. But he is indeed for the man he likes. Such a double blow is too difficult for people to accept for a while. I can understand.
I slapped him, "Brother, you're fucking good! The analysis is so thorough. To be honest, have you ever studied psychology?
He touched his nose and said, "I haven't learned psychology, but I have read a lot of online novels. The only one who is quite poisoned is so-and-so's "The Story of Liulian". I rationally analyze the whole event with the gentle personality of the heroine Lige."
I bowed my hand to him, "Thank you for your strong support. You go on..."
"Hmm." He nodded and continued to pick up the bamboo stick and scratch it on the table. "In this way, it is not difficult to see the various relationships between the three protagonists of the whole event. Pay attention to what I'm talking about, Li Luo, Chen Yi, and Zheng Aili. That little blue hat is the one who runs the dragon, so we won't mention it. I think the following results will appear in the direction of this time. First, Chen Yili's lover will eventually get married. Second, the three people are strangers.
I pulled my long hair and asked, "Why don't you say that there should be four results according to the development of the plot. First, Chen Yi and Li are family members. Second, Chen Yi is with me. Third, Li Luo and I get back together. The fourth is that the three of us are strangers.