chapter 58 stay

He is a quiet child on the surface, and I know that what he carries inside is hotter than the sun. But I don't know why he always suppresses himself over and over again. We have been together for so long and have discussed a lot of questions. For example, if I want to drive an SUV through the no man's land of Hoh Xil, I will watch groups of Tibetan antelopes running freely in front of my eyes in the evening. I will stubbornly go to the hidden lotus holy place called Motuo and spend four days to go in. Although I will be buried without trace by the mudslides on the mountain at any time during the journey, I will still continue to move forward persistently. I want to wander in the Aegean Sea, carrying dilapidated drawing boards and dried oil paints, looking at the poor beggars on the street and giving them an inconspicuous copper plate. But every time I say this, he always doesn't say a word, just looks at me and smiles, and it's the same kind of warm smile, always bright in those cold seasons.

At that time, I will also ask him, "Li Luo, what do you want to do? What does your world look like?

Yes, I admit that I am not good at understanding others. Even if I've been with him for so long, I haven't seen him thoroughly. I don't know anything about his ideals, where he wants to go, and what he wants to chase. Because every time I dance and say what I want to do, he always listens quietly, or hands me a cup of fragrant milk tea when my mouth is dry. I never expressed my opinion, but I asked him how we were doing together and where we went together and nodded.

Just nod your head.

"My world is very simple. What you see is what it looks like." He always answers me like this. I also know that two people need enough space to be together. He doesn't want to say anything, and I won't ask more.

Maybe this is how the distance is achieved, so he doesn't think when he says he doesn't love me.

I'm a heartless person. If someone tells me, Ali, there is something wrong with you. I will reflect on myself over and over again, and I will never think of other people's problems. Therefore, when Li Luo left for so long, I kept asking myself where I didn't do well and what I didn't do well at all. Even if I know it very well, even if I ask ten thousand times, he will not come back. But I still can't let go. It's really a shameful move.

A Li, A Li. I also keep telling myself, why did you encounter this kind of thing?

A Li, A Li. Why do you let them hurt you like that... Who knows if you are so painful?

The three of us came home for dinner. We all watched TV in the living room for a while and then went back to our room to rest. I took a shower and fell down on the ** and looked at the ceiling. I was really bored. I simply grabbed my mobile phone to send a message and sent it to Su Su and Xiaoxue first, so that they would not be annoyed by them every day. The two didn't know what to do and didn't reply to me. I grabbed my head and thought about putting down the phone and sleeping. As a result, the phone rang.

Ha, that boy and I really have a tacit understanding. They all use the same ringtone.

"Hey." I touched the phone and almost got out of bed by the deafening music on the other end of the phone.

"A Li, let me tell you, come quickly. It's the last bar..." Xiaoxue's voice blurred me on the phone. I knew she wanted to express what she meant, but I didn't hear it clearly. Because her voice is mixed with crazy rock music, not to mention close and far...

"Hey, Ali, let me tell you. Don't come. She drank too much. She really drank too much. Go to bed and call you tomorrow... All right, all right, all right." Su Su's voice appeared on the phone again, still close and far away, but I want to hear it much more clearly.

In this situation, I can basically be sure that something must have happened to them. Su Su obviously robbed Xiaoxue's phone. What else is there to drink too much? That's voice obviously sounds more pleasant than ever.

What the hell are those two girl doing? It's better not to let them do it all day long.

"Hey, Ali, let me tell you. You have to come here! Hurry up, hurry up..." As she spoke, her voice was getting smaller and smaller, but I could still hear it clearly, as if she was arguing with Su Su, "No, just let her come back." See this fact clearly, otherwise no one will have a hard time! What do you know? Didn't I do it for her? What am I laughing at? Which one of us is ridiculous! Do you always blindfold her and think it's good for her? You! I don't know what to say... A Li, come here quickly, Su Su's wife has drunk too much! Hurry up!"

Well, it seems that I really have to go there.

I promised Xiaoxue to hang up the phone. I want to say that the speed must be faster, so as not to have a result in the argument for a while. It's better to go and have a look quickly and persuade her to fight.

I quickly put on my clothes, put on my bag, and didn't plan to tell my aunt, so I decided to sneak out. In this way, she doesn't know how to tell me to do it for another hour, saying that a girl has to run out at night when she is so old. I really don't know what to say about you or something.

I quickly slipped to the door of the yard, confirmed that everything was correct and quickly opened the door and ran out. As soon as I got to the door, I saw a black Audi A8 parked in front of me.

I'm like a thunderbolt, what a coincidence.

The beast rolled down the window glass and asked me jokingly, "You can't stand loneliness all night. Where are you going?"

He just whispered what I said. Didn't he pretend not to know me in the future? Even if it's just the two of us now, I don't want to catch up with him.

I said I don't know, but I don't know.

"Let's get in the car." His tone seemed to be sighing and looking at me and nodding.

I shook my head. Sir, who are you? Do we know each other? I'd rather throw ham and break my leg down the mountain than take a stranger's car. Who knows where he will take me. Although I know the sexual orientation of this "stranger" very well, in case he is hungry and thirsty, whether he is a man or a woman, solve the problem first!

"Are you sure you can't come?" Obviously, hooligans are hooligans. Even the little gentleman who occasionally shows up in the afternoon is pretending to be good in front of the elders. His tone now sounds obviously a little impatient.

I continued to nod. What nonsense are you asking? I have been here for a long time. Do you think you are such a low-grade sister who keeps changing around you every day? You can do whatever you want. I'm sorry, sister, I'm not that cheap.

"OK." He rolled up the window and began to honking. A good car is really a good car. Don't mention the harsh sound of the horn in the dead of night.

It's so poisonous! I really admire that he can come up with such a vicious trick!

I dare to guarantee it. If he presses it like this again, my aunt will immediately open the window to see who is doing something wrong outside. Of course, when she looks at it, she will definitely see me exposed to the street lights. At that time, haha, I will feel good.

I pulled my head down and opened the co-pilot's door like a frosted eggplant and sat on it.

He smiled very proudly. While starting the car, he stretched out his dirty hand and pinched my face, which made me feel extremely disgusting. Isn't it okay to come up early? You have to make such a big noise. It's so bad for Aunt Zheng to sleep, don't you think so? Baby."

I knocked off his hand and said angrily, "Don't talk nonsense. Send me to JYQ quickly."

"Just in time, I'm going too. Did you go to the bar where we first met? That's great, on the way. Baby, to be honest, you should be grateful for meeting me. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be able to take a ride. If you walk that way, your calves are likely to get thicker.

"Why the fuck do you talk so much? Can you close it up?!" I gave him a fierce look.

I swear, if he says one more word, I think I'm going to strangle this dead gay! Even if it's a car crash, you won't be afraid. At worst, let's just get to know each other today. Anyway, don't fucking think about it!

He shrugged his shoulders and didn't say anything.

He drove very fast, and there was no one on the street in the middle of the night, so we arrived in a moment.

He turned around and parked his car in the parking lot. I wanted him to park by the roadside and let me go first, but he said that he was going to the same place and went in together anyway. God bless me, I really want to beat a brick to death. Who wants to go in with him? It's almost the same to go to hell together.

He parked the car and I flew down quickly and ran to the door of the bar in three steps and two steps. He took out the mobile phone he had just picked up today and walked in and called Xiaoxue. When I walked inside, I found that the atmosphere was so high. I'm curious, what's going on? Is there a play of the dead gay and beautiful kiss at the end of the last time tonight? As for it? It's not sex. The love place plays those things in two or three days to attract attention. Tut-tut, what's wrong with this society now? Fortunately, he didn't bring Xiaoyi here, so that he won't see these things that he shouldn't see.

I listened to the ringtone on the phone and tiptoed to join in the fun to see what happened on the stage...

Sure enough, there is a red-faced scene in the middle of the stage. A man in flat pants is showing off his funny dance posture on it, and from time to time he throws his eyes at the screaming crowd under the stage. His figure is very thin, because he can clearly see that the bones all over his body protrude violently because he only wears the bottom and trousers. All kinds of colored spotlights hit his body into a bright light, which was extremely pale in my eyes.

I watched him twist his body crazily and jump around on the stage.