chapter 59 not mentioned in the past.
I covered my mouth and retreated step by step... I felt that I was blind, I lost the ability to see things, and my world fell into the abyss and became darkness again.
The phone was connected, and Xiaoxue gave a feed on the phone. My hand trembled and the phone fell to the ground. I restrained my chill and frightened and picked up the phone from the ground, turned around quickly and ran outside.
I didn't see it. I didn't see anything.
As soon as he ran to the door, he bumped into Chen Yi, who had just come in. He looked at me in a strange way, "What's wrong with you?"
I tiptoed again and covered his eyes, "Don't go in, don't look..."
Don't look, don't look.
Otherwise, you will never be redeemed and always be trapped in darkness like me... So...
Because we are of the same kind, because we have loved a person, so I beg you, don't look at him, don't look at him. Don't go to see...
He held my hand, clenched my hand tightly, looked at my face with the same crazy tears as the man on the stage, and said calmly, "Don't be afraid, there are some things to learn to face. You have escaped long enough. Be brave."
"No, no, no..." I pressed his shoulder and tried to explain something, "This has nothing to do with face-to-face, fearlessness, and courage. Chen Yi, listen to me once. Let's go back. There is nothing good in it.
My phone also vibrated, and I didn't go to see it or answer it.
Why? Why did you ask me to see this? Why? Even if you don't work hard and your pain, I've already remembered it when you told me once. Why do you still have to show it to me... Why on earth...
He bit his mouth and saw that I was so panicked that he had guessed what happened inside and who it was related to whom. He didn't say anything anymore. He grabbed my wrist firmly and dragged me in forcefully.
I closed my eyes in despair...
I don't want to watch it. I don't want to watch it again. Well, I admit that I'm not as brave as I said. I played the role of timid and cowardly from the beginning, so let me play it all the way. I'm not a saint, not a hero, I'm just a fugitive...
In this case, can I escape a little further?
Is it so far that I can't even find fate to play tricks on me?
"A Luo... Is it A Luo on it?" I don't know why, the air is completely filled with gunpowder-flavored music, but I can still hear Chen Yi's whisper so clearly.
He asked me, is it A Luo?
Is he up there?
What should I say? No, no, that's not Li Luo. How can the madman above be a proud Li Luo? Don't believe that these are all illusions, not Li Luo...
It's not him. Don't believe it. It's an illusion.
He let go of my hand and turned to me and said, "Open your eyes, I'll ask you if the man above is... "Li Luo?"
I opened my eyes and saw that his eyes had turned red. I knew he was tolerant, so why didn't I?
I laughed and tears spread, "Didn't I tell you not to watch it? Let's go, or we all misread it, not Li Luo. After saying that, I pulled his wrist and learned from what he had just looked like, trying to redeem him from this dirty place. Even our original world was chaotic and dirty...
It doesn't matter how dirty the world is. I remember I said this to Xiaoyi last time. Now I doubt it. Really, it doesn't matter how dirty it is?
"No!" He shook off my hand, opened the crowd and rushed to the stage.
Li Luo saw him go up and stop his madness and looked at him in a frenzy. Li Luo laughed, which was a smile I had never seen before, mixed with a sarcastic, contemptuous and charming smile, and his mouth closed to the man he loved.
Because it's too far away, and the music and coax are too loud, I want to hear what they are saying, which is simply impossible.
I noticed the shape of Li Luo's mouth. I understood two words, "A Li."
He said Ali. How about Ali?
I smiled and stood still, looking at the two people on the stage. Chen Yi took off the small coat on his body and wanted to put it on Li Luo, but was pushed away by Li Luo. Next, Chen Yi no longer tolerated Li Luo's nonsense and directly resisted him from the stage, screaming repeatedly.
I wiped my tears and was ready to leave.
At this moment, a figure blocked in front of me. I buried him in a hoarse voice and pushed him and said, "I'm sorry, please let me go."
The man didn't move and said in a very gentle voice, "Su Su and others were looking for you and said that you should have come, so you didn't answer the phone. Come on, come with me."
I didn't look up and handed back the ringing phone in my hand to him. "No, tell them I'm leaving."
He thought for a moment and said to me, "Then I'll see you off." He shook my hand and carefully pulled it out of the door.
I took a deep breath of the quiet air in the night sky, which was very luxurious. I heard him answer the phone and explain it to Su Su, and then handed the phone back to me.
I let him pull behind him silently, and my head was blank. I don't know why. After so many things in the world, I still can't accept that what I have been imposing on beauty has suddenly become extremely turbid. Yes, I have seen so much. I have confirmed it with my own eyes again, and the reaction is still so strong.
Can someone save me? Just save me once.
"Do you remember the last time I told you that I have a story to exchange with you..." His voice floated in the air with an indescribable taste.
The river around is reflected with colorful neon lights, which looks like a scenery of another world. I think I will stop in front of a black hole when I walk with him. The other end of the black hole is linked to the afterlife, and it may also be connected to the afterlife.
"However, you have been talking and eating all the time. After taking care of your own affairs, you pat your buttocks and leave. I didn't have time to interrupt, so I've been holding it until now." He continued to say, and the more he said that the smell of fate on his body became stronger and stronger.
"I met a girl before going abroad. She has similar eyebrows to you. Her name is Jiaqi. At that time, I was just in junior high school, and we were at the same table. It's a little funny. It seems that many idol dramas and vulgar campus novels have gradually sublimated from deskmates to love. Because I'm too young, I really can't call that inexplicable good impression love. Love is all good things, not so slod, not so naive. When I was in junior high school, I was very fat. I was just 1.5 meters tall and weighed more than 150 catties. This person couldn't move when sitting there, just like a ball. Moreover, my mother has been spoiling me too much since I was a child. She has been instilled in me the idea that it is a symbol of blessing for boys to be fat. Don't be as thin as a wooden stick like my brother. Therefore, I have never thought about losing weight. As soon as the drawer of books in the school is opened, it is full of puffed food. Every time in class, when the teacher turns around and writes on the blackboard, he stuffs it into his mouth, blocks it with a book, and chews slowly. This is the most pleasant thing when I was young.
I heard what he said and laughed. It was the same when I was in junior high school. He and Qian Rui coded a book almost half a meter high on the table. The two squatted down to eat snacks while reading magazines and chatting all over the world. Or write a note and drive the whole class to chat together. Of course, I was caught by the head teacher and punished us a lot. However, we are not afraid of the penalty stand, because we are no longer there after standing outside for a while, and we have already gone home to sleep.
Those times that have passed have gradually faded, and it is difficult for us to recall the beauty of the previous ignorant times by the busy life. Now it's mentioned, and it's not bad to think about it.
I looked sideways at him, and the breeze gently raised the ends of his hair, and the unique feeling on his body invaded little by little.
You see, I'm trying to spy on other people's souls.
"I'm so fat that I always eat in class and my grades are not good. There must be no one to take care of me. However, you know that my family is still in good condition, much more pocket money than that of average-sized boys. Twelve or three-year-old children are out of money shortage anytime and anywhere, but I'm different. My purse has always been bulging. It's not that I'm generous, but every time they come to borrow one or two yuan to the grocery store to sell snacks, I never pay attention to it at all. Also, because I'm too fat to walk, it's not convenient to ask them to bring me food back, so I have a good relationship with my classmates. At least, I won't be isolated.
Yes, that's how children get along with each other. Who has more sugar, whose toys are more novel and can play for themselves. They can always become the king of popularity.
I think this is the simplest and most direct way to get along with each other, unlike people today. In a roundabout way but eager to achieve their own goals, I think it is best to solve some things with the most primitive method we used in the past. Honey, I admit that I'm at a loss again. Can you give me the answer now? What kind of way should we face people get along with each other? How should we get along with each other to avoid future conflicts? Maybe I shouldn't say that, because no one can predict what will happen in the future.
If it can really be expected, then the trouble can be avoided naturally. Why do you have to choose any way?
Time, passing years, passing...