chapter 89 It's time

Later, every time I met her, I was so nervous that I avoided it. I knew that she just wanted to pretend that she was bad because there was no love.

I met a girl under the sycamore tree when I was 16 years old in winter. She still smoked and wore a thick cotton-padded jacket.

I think it's time to say hi to her, although I'm afraid that she will let me get out of here.

I took her hand and finally went to the future. I told her that there would be no more haze in her world in the future.

She nodded and grabbed my hand tightly and walked all the way.

I also naively thought that I would lead her to the end of time, forever.

The journey is too long, and I was too confused when I was young. The night is foggy, and the more time goes by, the more we make us all vicissitudes.

I can even forget when she is lost. But I remember that I have been holding her hand and never letting go.

Now where am I going to find her? I forgot her name and don't know her address. I don't have her photo and number.

Will she also look for me? She doesn't have my name, address, photo and number.

Do you think I will find her again? She is afraid of loneliness and darkness and struggle. You said I would find her again, and I'm really worried about leaving her alone.

I said that I won't find her again. Maybe she is used to loneliness, darkness and fear. I think I can't find her anymore, because someone may struggle with her.

She will slowly forget me and everything, and I will slowly forget her, because I am about to evaporate from this world.

After

, it will disappear. Goodbye forever.

......

"Turn it off." I lifted the quilt, stood up from ** to the table and picked up the small and exquisite electronic clock. Then he went to the edge of the window and opened the window, threw the clock out hard like him, and was happy to hear the crisp sound of the hard object touching the ground again. Go back to ** to cover the quilt and close your eyes.

"baby, guess who is the heroine in this story?"

"The heroine in the lyrics is me, but I know that the song of this song is definitely not composed for me. Am I right?"

"So I said that women should be happy to pretend to be stupid. You live so sadly now because of yourself."

"Hmm. You can take sadness as if I live a realistic life. It's too illusory for me, because I can't do it. Go to bed. I'm tired. I have to go back to the hospital tomorrow morning.

He hugged me again, and we all fell asleep back to back just now. He turned around and surrounded me, put his head on my neck, and breathed in my ear when he spoke. You haven't answered me yet. How have you been here?

I held his hands around my waist and gently rubbed them to try to warm them. "Then you didn't answer. Why did I?"

"Because he is no longer here, you must replace him by my side. Also, he is no longer here, and I will take his place by your side.

This is really the most perfect answer. Do you expect me to agree if you say this reason? A master is a master, which directly hits my pain.

"Do you love me?"

"If you are always by my side, I think I will. So will you love me?"

"Let's talk about it again."

I ignored him and closed my eyes. Tears spread across my cheeks like washing my soul through my heart. Chen Yi, I won't love you, but I've already liked you. Do you believe it? I don't know why you are so deadly to me, but I really can't quit. I know you won't love me, even if I stay by your side all the time. But I still decided to stay with you. I know we don't have a good result. I'm betting, even if I lose.

I'm crazy again, aren't I? I'm sorry.

His fingers slowly leaned into my clothes and unbuttoned the shirt one by one. My whole body trembled and did not resist...

It's finally over, and it's finally starting again.

After dawn, even life no longer exists. It doesn't matter who is right or wrong, who is right and who is wrong, and who betrays who hurts. So age, even if it is related, with the passage of time, who will remember?

We will eventually grow old, forget, die, and disappear.

Go splurge, life, time, youth, anyway, there is a lot. If you stay here and can't change the money, it's better to add it back. It's lucky to remember that you will cry and laugh when you get old.

In the morning, I was woken up by a rapid knock on the door.

I turned over angrily, hiding behind Chen Yi, covering my head with a quilt and kicking him fiercely. "Go and let the man outside stop knocking. It's so noisy." I kicked him several times, but he didn't respond. I simply sat up and lifted the quilt for him. Then he got up from the quilt in a daze and walked staggeringly.

"Hey, hey, come back, you should at least wear a pair of trousers, in case it's a woman standing at the door." I was so sleepy that I didn't wake up from the psychopath, and I called him back when he walked to the door.

He also came back hazyly and wrapped his trousers and nightgown. I retreated into the quilt without even a hair exposed, and listened to the movement outside the door with my ears up. To be honest, I'm really afraid that it's his father who comes to knock on the door, and there will probably be a bloody battle this morning.

"Chen Yi, are you still sleeping?" It's the voice of the woman yesterday. It's her father's woman. What's the matter so early? This makes me even more puzzled.

"Hmm. What's the matter?" Obviously, there is no other emotion in Chen Xiaoming's voice except impatience. I can't help cursing the old lady in my heart. Why is it so annoying in the early morning? If there is anything, we can't get up and talk about it.

"The son of the Zhang family next door is asking you if you are at home. I said you are here. He said he had an important emergency and asked me to ask you to go down."

I almost shouted out. Oh, my God, it's over. Last night, I was too tired to do physical work and slept too deeply. I completely forgot that I was going to go to the hospital today. Xiao Yidu jumped over the wall and found the Chen family. I'm afraid he was so angry that smoking.

"Oh, I see. I'll go down right away." After he finished speaking, he swd the door.

I almost bounced up from ** and dragged a pair of his T-shirt and shorts to put on myself without looking at him. The boy's waist is bigger than the girl's. As soon as I put it on his trousers, it slipped directly from my waist, which made me very embarrassed, but when I thought about changing my clothes later, I would just do it.

He was probably stunned by my super-nervous behavior. He pointed to me and asked, "What are you doing? Are you going to go out like this?"

"You think my sister is as leisurely as you. I sneaked out of the hospital. Now I have to go back to the hospital for a general examination. What are you looking at? Go down quickly and drive me to the hospital. What are you still doing? Hurry up!!!" I said for a long time, he still stood there and looked at me in a while. It's really no different from a mentally retarded teenager. It's about to make me angry. Is this child a little slow to get up in the morning and need to buffer for a while?

"Oh, oh, oh."

He also casually wore a T-shirt and jeans, washed his face and pulled me downstairs. I thought he was running too slowly, so I shook off his hand and rushed to the front. When I walked to the living room on the first floor, I saw a good-looking middle-aged man standing at the gate and looking at me with a cold face. I was messy at that time. What happened? This brother is not just the legendary Uncle Chen, who likes to molesify boys or be molesed by a group of boys. He is not very good-looking, but he still looks a little temperamental when he is dressed like a dog. It's enough to be possessed by my little uncle and a late woman's face.

"Uh..." I looked at the uncle and I really didn't know what to say. I was in a hurry, but I couldn't help but say hello. What should I do?

When I was feeling melancholy, my hand was held. The owner who held my hand shouted sullenly at the uncle, "Dad."

"Where are you going with this little girl so early?" His father looked at me and said angrily, which was no different from roaring. "Isn't this the girl last time?" His father's voice was really too loud and majestic. I was so scared that I almost gave him an early New Year's greeting in advance.

Uncle Chen, you are really joking. Don't you think that your son has a lot of face because it's not the girl last time? Every morning when you wake up, you are surrounded by different women.

"Get out." Chen Yi answered him faintly and pulled me out.

I thought his father would continue to shout like in the TV series, "You son of a bitch, you only know how to fool around with women all day, and I won't kill you!" Then he slapped his face, which had been plasticized and applied a lot of serum. But his father just sighed softly and told us when we passed him, "Come back early." I didn't say anything, which was really beyond my expectation.

As soon as we went out and walked into the yard, we saw a man squatting outside the iron fence at the gate of the yard smoking. I shouted at him, "Zhang Xunyi!"

Chen Yi looked at us and drove obediently. I opened the door and staged a scene of sister and brother recognition.

When Xiaoyi saw it, he came out and immediately threw his cigarette butt into tears. "Oh, my God, my lifesaver, I have found you. Let's go. Hurry up and go to the hospital with me. It's still half an hour before my mother comes over. Take it out quickly, or you and I will have to finish it!"

"Well, wait for the beast to drive us there." I glanced at Xiaoyi's face and the shallow scars left by the last fight with the beast. I don't know what happened when they came together. And how to talk to Xiaoyi? If he is really angry, he won't talk to me, and he especially treats his words as fart. I just made this taboo.

At this time, Xiaoming also drove out his car. We sat in the back seat and were surprised to find that the clothes Xiaoyi bought me yesterday were still wet on the back seat.