chapter 97 ignite

"A Luo!" I heard someone calling him behind me, and the voice was also full of helplessness and heartbreaking pain, matching a voice that had perched in my heart for more than ten years.

I took Li Luo's hand, which was a hand without a little temperature. I pointed to the man who was thinking about us running in a hurry and said, "Have you seen her? She is Xiao Li. She is the person you are looking for. She is the person who loves you the most and loves you the most in your life. Don't go crazy. Treat her well, you will be happy, right? All right, go over there, or she will be sad.

I watched his tears gushed out of his eyes crazily and fell randomly. The expression that interpreted the pain to the extreme made me almost collapse. "Please don't lie to me, where is Xiao Li? Please, can you help me post the inspiration? I must find her... I must find her. Can you help me post the inspiration?"

Okay, I'll help you post the inspiration. But where am I going? How can I help you post it? Don't even remember her address and number? Even if I post it, where are you going to find her? Why don't you paste your search revelation into your own memory with your own heart? Every inch a day, every inch is full, and you will always find her, right?

But if you find her, she may not remember you. She may have found happiness to marry a woman, holding her husband and holding the child in front of you and asking you who she is and where you have met him? What are you going to do at that time? Why don't everyone look for it? If you lose it, you will lose it. If you lose it, you will lose it.

Why are you and why are you?

Don't mess around, okay? My life can no longer bear your little shaking. You're crazy. You're stupid. All such a big responsibility falls on my shoulders. Do you know how heavy my burden is? Go and torture Qian Rui torturing yourself. Please don't torture me again. I admit that I want to see you and see how you are doing, but I swear that I really regret the moment I saw you.

I, Zheng Aili, will never see Li Luo again in the future.

I really don't want to do it anymore. Can you disappear? I wish you jumped downstairs with a covered white cloth, instead of crying and moving like you are now.

Forgive me, I can't bear it.

I threw down his hand hard, because he threw others far away with too much force. He shook a few times and did not stand firmly and sat on the ground. Qian Rui frowned and came to help him up. I gave them a last look and quickly escaped.

I ran very fast, buried my head and covered my face with tears. I don't know how many people I bumped into, and I didn't even bother to apologize. I ran forward without direction and purpose.

I ran to the door of the hospital and watched Xiao Yi squatting by the roadside smoking from afar. I looked at him and he saw me, and immediately threw smoke and ran to me.

"You, you, you, you, what's wrong with you? The ward is haunted, isn't it? Did you scare you like this?" He wiped my tears, snot, saliva and so on with his sleeve, and then smoothed my messy hair and asked.

I shook my head and sucked my nose. "No, I just saw a dead mouse when I came out. Let's go, let's go home.

I casually talked to him, crying while pulling him to carry something to the door to stop the car.

He looked at me silently, stopped the car, and didn't ask much. He doesn't have to think about it. He really doesn't have to think about it. He knows what happened to me at a glance. Who did he meet? What did he do? What did he get?

And that person is the same as me.

He looked outside the window in the car for a while, because when I cried enough, but I did cry endlessly. He cried impatiently and took out a tissue from his trouser pocket and handed it to me with great disgust. "Wow, Mom said she would eat lunch. Don't go back like this. She may scold me again. What a good word."

I cried and took the paper in his hand, but my tears kept flowing.

"Can you fucking stop crying? Are you crying that the one is not dead? Are you sad or crying that the one is alive? Are you happy?! Stop crying. Sister Su Su called. Do you want to answer it yourself or hang up? I don't want to lie for you anymore?" Xiao Yi stared at me and stuffed his desperately ringing phone into my hand.

I continued to cry and took his phone. I scratched it several times without scratching the screen. He grabbed it and picked it up for me, "Hey, Sister Su Su. My sister is here. She just had a stomachache, and now she's not feeling well. I'll help her pick it up. Uh-huh, yes, yes, I just went through the discharge formalities. What did you say? The first trial of the woman the day after tomorrow. Okay, okay, when she feels better, I'll ask her to call you to discuss the time. You can go to see the woman. Okay, she's fine. Well, I'll ask her to call you when she feels better, so don't worry. Uh-huh, bye-bye."

"Don't cry, sister. I'm almost home, or my mother will be sad when she sees it. Xiaoyi hung up the phone and took a clean tissue to help me wipe my face carefully. His tone softened in an instant and he said to me sincerely.

Listening to his words, I want to cry even more. I know he doesn't want to say that his mother is sad when she sees it, but actually wants to say that he is more sad when she sees it.

Just like he asked me, sister, are you unhappy? Sister, are you unhappy? Sister, why do you let them keep bullying you like this?

I don't want to be exposed to the appearance in front of him, and the emotions I don't want him to see are really staged in front of him again and again. I don't want to talk about his feelings. I want to know what I look like in front of me one day and how painful I will be.

I changed my position, and my crying immediately stopped.

Even if I'm in pain, even if I'm going to die, don't know. You see me laughing, okay, then laugh.

"Sister, do you know? I asked for leave at school to accompany you. I'm going back to school tomorrow. And I plan not to come back this semester if there is nothing big in my family. You should be clear about the major events I'm referring to. To a specific extent, you will die. My parents will die, and your parents will die. My house will collapse. Don't get me wrong. I'm going to say that I'm going to study hard at school. I really don't want to see you. I feel that I am about to be corroded by you. Something in your body, a certain emotion, an unknown feeling, is eroding my soul little by little. Sister, I really see you more and more thoroughly, and more and more I find that I have gradually become another you. But I don't want me to be too similar to you. Sister, do you understand what I'm saying? It's not that I don't want to share your pain, but that I want to be selfish, and I want your pain to spread to me again. Because I will be more painful than you, more than ten times more painful than you! Don't blame me. Although I know you won't, I still want to say that you have been selfish for so long, and all your emotions are clear in front of me. I know you want to reserve something, but you can't control it, even if you know I will hurt and fall asleep when I see it. So this time I want to be selfish and stay away from you.

I smiled bitterly, and tears flowed into the corners of my mouth and slipped into my mouth to cry. Xiaoyi, why did you explain to me so much? I can summarize your words in one sentence. I don't want to carry the pain you have been suffering for a long time, and I will go my own way in the future.

You know how much I want to pat my chest and proudly say that it doesn't matter, brother. Go ahead. Who else is around your sister and who supports me? Ah ha ha, I won't collapse so easily.

But when I saw that person first, I really can't say that person's name anyway.

You can imagine how pitiful I am and how unsympathetic I am.

The car drove to the door, and my aunt stood at the door waiting for us. Looking at me, she was shocked and pulled my face, "What's going on? Are you sure you were discharged from the hospital after nothing to do? Oh, my God, my eyes are crying like single eyelids. Zhang Xunyi, get out of here and make it clear what's going on with your sister?!"

"I don't know!" Zhang Xunyi was probably provoked by injustice again and again, and shouted at his aunt. He rushed into the house angrily, and the two of us stood in the yard stupidly. The pine lion also buried its head and wagged its tail, and he didn't dare to scream.

"Come on, let's go in. That dead boy is really full! Why are you so angry with me? Daughter, what's wrong with you? The little aunt carried me into the room with something. While cursing her son, she gently asked me, which made me very unaccustomed.

"No, it's okay." I took two draws and finally suffoed out four words. There are still three of the same words.

As soon as I was behind my voice, I was slapped firmly on the head, "It's okay, why are you crying!" You should laugh when you come back from illness. Crying is not a good sign. Hurry up and take back your snot and saliva! How many people are crying as a whole! Go and apply the eggs in the refrigerator to your swollen eyes and swollen face, and then pack yourself out and go to dinner with me. Be a little sharp. I'm going to clean up Zhang Xunyi's lifeless man!"

After saying that, he rolled up his sleeves and went upstairs, walking. When I walked upstairs, I remembered something, and buried my head in the seam of the railing and said, "I'll put your mobile phone on the table for you. It's also stuck. Use it by yourself."

I nodded. When I walked to the coffee table, I saw the same phone as before. I directly took the pocket and didn't bother to take a closer look. I rolled back to my room with my aunt walking in the room.

As soon as I entered the room, I saw a white dress lying on it, which was really in line with my aunt's usual Lori style. There was no suspense at all.

I feel very tired. Li Luo's appearance has been swaying in my mind. I don't know if he is tired or not. Anyway, I'm going to vomit from him. He vomited when he said it. He ran straight to the toilet and grabbed the edge of the toilet with his fingers and vomited. As soon as I spit out my stomach, my tears keep flowing.

I vomited and cried enough. I washed my face and staggered to the bedside and fell down.

Before I recovered, my mobile phone rang. I picked it up and looked at the number, but I couldn't remember who it was. I answered the phone doubtfully, "Hello."

I laughed when I heard that voice. The tears continued, and I habitually cut into the corners of my mouth, so salty that I cried, "Hello."

"I know you must be curious about how I know your number now. I can give you three chances to guess without satisfying your self-esteem. If you don't guess, you have to invite me to dinner before I can tell you. If you guess, I can promise you whatever I want.

I wrap myself in a quilt, which makes it look like our voices are in an enclosed space. There is an infinite darkness outside. Only the mobile phone lights are on, and only our voice exists. The whole world, to emphasize, is the whole world.

His, I don't know.

"This morning, Xiaoyi went to the store to get the phone and met you who just wanted to buy me a phone. As a result, you two chatted, and my aunt asked you to help me choose a number. The number you chose was close to yours, and then you wrote it down. When you saw me and Xiaoyi coming back in your house, you can't wait to call me when you calculate the time. Well, am I wrong? Do you also doubt how I know, as if I were on the spot? I can also give you three chances to guess that there is a prize.