chapter 98 is covered
But what can I do? Thank him for bringing us here together, but we can't get rid of it. Just like a magic spell, it can only be carried silently and cannot be completely removed from the body.
"That's it." He took the lead in breaking the silence that almost drove us both crazy, and hung up the phone after saying that.
I looked at the phone in the quilt for a long time before I got out of it, threw the phone aside, washed my face, put on a mask and lay on ** and looked at the ceiling in a daze.
I don't know if this is a quarrel, but I have a hunch or can be completely sure that this kind of situation will happen countless times in the future. Just because of that person, the person who can't be erased from our lives. Even if he is dead and crazy, we still remember him. Is there any medicine that can make us forget him? There are so many people who come and go every day. I just need to erase him, and the world is over.
But it can't be right? I really can't.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep unconsciously, maybe because I was too tired.
As soon as I fell asleep for a while, I heard a broken quarrel at the door. I was still in my dream. I didn't hear it very well. I only knew that it was my aunt's voice.
"Go and get your sister up. They are urging us to go there. Hurry up. What are you still doing?"
"Oh, if my sister is asleep, just let her sleep. She has just been discharged from the hospital. She must be a person who is not from our family or our family. What if I go in now and call her up rashly? What if she is unhappy and runs to the window and hangs up? Mother, you have to think twice before you do..."
"That's right... Let me go in and ask her. Go and return the clothes to me!!!"
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To be honest, I was really speechless when I heard such a dialogue in my sleep. After turning over depressedly, I still didn't want to get up for a long time. Anyway, Zhang Xunyi put all the responsibilities on me. I still got up at this time. I'm really sorry for his old man's words, "It's not our family and our family." Just pretend to be dead and fall asleep. How nice it is to stay at home.
After a while, I felt a hand digging around my head. I closed my eyes and was afraid that as soon as I opened my eyes, my aunt could immediately turn into a bitter face to scare me to death.
"Lier, are you tired? Are you going to eat or not?
I said twice, "No... I don't want to go. I want to sleep..."
My aunt said hello. I twit me with the quilt and went out. As soon as she left, I slept completely dark.
I didn't wake up until six o'clock. The first thing I did when I woke up was to touch my mobile phone. I was really shocked when I took it. More than 50 unsold calls and more than a dozen text messages were all made by Xiaoyi's phone calls. Suddenly, he woke up in the haze and hurriedly called them.
As soon as I hit him, he was scolded. They said that they thought what was wrong with me at home. They said that they would have dinner with his mother and might come back later so that I could get out and look for food by myself. I nodded and bowed at the end of the phone, even if the people over there couldn't see it, er...
I hung up the phone and felt a little hungry. I didn't eat anything today and vomited once in the morning. I feel that I can't even walk steadily, and my head is dizzy to death. After drinking a large glass of water to open the refrigerator door, he found that there was nothing in it. He couldn't help kicking the refrigerator hard. While kicking, he scolded, "Damn it, you dare to call the refrigerator without anything to eat. How dare you call the refrigerator? Do you still want to be shameless?
Just look at the poor appearance of the refrigerator. Well, after all, it can't decide whether to call the refrigerator or not.
With that, I went to wash my face, put on a coat and was ready to go out to find Weiqian to eat some food and drink some soup, and so on. By the way, I bought some snacks and went home to avoid similar situations next time.
Just leave, put your mobile phone in your pocket and go out.
I was lucky today. When I got to the door, I took a taxi and asked him to take me to the nearest Weiqian. As soon as I arrived, I came to a big table like a starving ghost. The waiter thought I had friends to come to eat together. As a result, when I solved a table alone, I saw their messy expressions.
After eating and drinking enough, I decided to walk for a while to promote digestion before taking a taxi back.
So he put his hands in his pockets and swayed around the street. He remembered that he bit the little pudding on the street with Chen Yixiao yesterday and smiled a little. I suddenly felt that my expression at this moment was extremely pretentious, and I couldn't help embarrassing myself. Thinking about it, I don't think it's anything. I continue to laugh stupidly.
I happened to pass by a particularly high-end restaurant. The high-end one is different from the floor-to-ceiling windows. I just want to say whether I look particularly staggered today and look in the mirror to see the image. Unexpectedly, as soon as I turned my face to the restaurant, I saw Angie and Xiaoming sitting opposite each other and feeding each other.
I stood still, rubbed my eyes, and then rubbed my eyes.
I swallowed my saliva and quickly flashed to the other side. I could see them, but they couldn't see me. I swear that I am absolutely not jealous or angry. I am really calm. At this time, no one in the world should be calmer than me.
He took out his mobile phone and pressed Chen Yi's phone while observing his behavior through the glass window. He answered the phone without ringing twice. I clearly saw his orderly movements and the calm expression when I saw my number flashing on the phone.
Look, master, master, how can I bear it?
"Hey."
I thought he could do it. As soon as he answered the phone, he couldn't wait to throw out a baby to me first. It turned out that he couldn't reach such a high level. Everyone... It's all the same.
"Xiaoming, what are you doing?" My whole body leaned against the wall, and I smiled and bent my eyes far away at him in the glass, but he couldn't see or know. In fact, it doesn't matter, because there are also girls opposite him who smile at him and bend their eyes.
In the future, there will be different. I knew him from the moment I accepted him, so I didn't care, I was not angry, I just wanted to tease him like a prank. When he fantasized that my prank was exposed, he said confidently, "I only promised you not to go to the hospital, and I didn't promise you nothing else."
So, what can I do? I've always been a loser, always... All of them.
"Well, eat out. What about you? What are you doing?
I put my fingers on the top of my hair and gently wrapped them up. I know that my hypocritical appearance now is really like a sweet phone call with my boyfriend in love every day. His tone is the same as usual. The gentleness is extremely gentleness that others can't compare with, and the kind that once made me sink. The inability to extricate greed actually works for me now. But I can't convince myself that they are just ordinary friends, so what? I really don't care.
But I said I don't care what you believe?
"I didn't do anything... Suddenly I want to hear you call me baby. You can call me. I learned from his relaxed tone and watched Angie in the restaurant deliver the cut steak to his mouth. He bit it gently, so he spoke to me on the phone in a slight hurry.
"Wait a minute..."
"Let's talk about it after eating." I hung up the phone.
I walked out of the corner. Angie saw me and waved to me. I also waved to her with a smile, and then waved to Xiaoming, who was stunned.
I was shocked when I saw him running out of the restaurant. I hurried to the side of the road and stopped a taxi and got on. I didn't look at him from behind. He was acting. He was too deep into the play. I didn't want to watch those external performances.
The phone rang desperately again, and I hung up without looking at it. After a while, it rang. I think it was a strange number. I was a little confused. I'm afraid it was called by my aunt, so I picked it up and put a delicate and gentle voice in my ear on the phone, hitting the nail on the head, "Hey, Ali. I'm Angie."
I was stunned and immediately reacted, "Well, it's me, you say."
She didn't beat around the bush and came straight to the point and said, "I have something to talk to you about. Can you give me some time?"
I know that I will always meet her, and I can't get rid of her. It's better to solve it all at once. I put my head against the window and saw a small cafe on the roadside. I patted the master, "Just pull over and stop."
Then he hung up the phone and sent the address to Angie, and walked into the door of the cafe with his hands in his pockets. The sky began to drizzle. Mixed with the autumn atmosphere, the small house with warm yellow lights outside looked extremely warm. I stood by the window at the door of the cafe and looked at myself, only to find that I was wearing an oversized military green coat today, with some warm fluff on the edge of my hat. My hair has also grown so long that it has reached my waist. The large clothes and the long head make me look short and small. It is no different from the high school students who have just hurriedly walked with an English book. In fact, high school students still have reservations. If I am a junior high school student, I guess people will believe it.
I opened the door of the cafe and walked in, and a warm breath came to my face. I admire the boss of this family a little. It's really a success to bring the feeling of home to life.
I picked a window seat and sat down. A young boy in a vest came over and asked me what I wanted to drink. I asked for two cappuccino. I think Angie should like it. I believe that she is kind, and kind children should like the sweet and gentle thing like cappuccino.
There are not many people in the cafe. Most of them are couples snuggle up to each other and read newspapers and magazines. They want a small piece of tila rice to sit and eat slowly, or feed each other, which is more warm.
I put my fingers into my hair and watched that the rain outside the window had begun to rain heavily, and the sky was completely dark. There are many people who hurried by in front of me. Some of them hold umbrellas in pairs, some run alone in the rain with briefcases, and some young and fashionable women who don't have umbrellas and are afraid of getting wet with their delicate makeup under the eaves. I look at them, just like looking at myself. Maybe in the past, maybe in the future, I will become one of them. In order to live, I constantly forget the essence of life or the attitude of life that I have always adhered to, and become more and more vulgar and greedy. You can no longer shout loudly to the sky that you are special and different from others.
Time, time, what is it? The pig-killing knife is really a good description.
After a while, Cappuccino was on top. I picked it up and took a small sip. I couldn't say anything, but it was very warm and I liked it. When I took the second sip, Angie had already pushed the door and came in. I waved to her to signal that she was here. She smiled politely at me and sat down opposite me.
I pointed to the cappuccino in front of her and asked, "Do you like it? We ordered the same one."