chapter 101 hallucination feast
"Bingo!" She smiled and bent her eyes. "She asked me to work part-time in a studio on the weekend. I met Jack Chen Yi. You may not expect to see him for the first time. Oh, no, I can't say that. It should be the first time I saw you two. In winter, in the snow, I swear it was the first time in my life that I saw a wedding photo that could be so beautiful. The way you two hold hands in the snow and run crazily for happiness and snuggle under the dead trees and look at the stars all over the sky, which really made me envious for a long time. That time, Sister Dong didn't let me appear on camera, but did the logistics work. I saw you lean back and fall into the river a few degrees below zero, and then Chen Yi also jumped down. He jumped without hesitation, and almost didn't think about it at all. It was purely a conditioned reflex. We have all gone down and fished you up, but we didn't expect that the temperature was really too low, and you both fainted. In the water, he still held you and protected you intact as an possessor. At that time, I really thought that you two were a newlywed couple, not Madou, who was invited by the studio for a lot of money to act. After saying this paragraph, her eyes became cautious when she looked at me, "A Li, am I talking far?"
I smiled lightly, "No. After saying that, I really think I should thank Xiaoming. It's really a good classmate to act bravely for justice, haha.
Angie raised her eyebrows and glanced out of the window. "Then you won't let him in. He's really going to die."
It turned out to be a lobbyist. I shook my head and said, "Let him stand a little longer. If you don't punish him, he really thinks he is a green onion. Go on, I probably know something about the role that Chen Yi is about to play.
"Hmm. You went to the outdoor scene in three groups, and you only finished two groups before you jumped into the water. Sister Dong said that we were similar in appearance and feeling, so she asked me to finish the shooting for you, but my male partner was not Chen Yi. He lost a day's salt water for you.
"Didn't you say it's far away?" I interrupted her.
She nodded apologetically, "sorry. Originally, I didn't mention him, but when the story comes to this point, I really can't say it... All right. On the second weekend, I went to the studio again, and I saw him at first sight. I remember what he looked like at that time, wearing a loose and soft light brown sweater, brown trousers and a pair of light gray boots. When I went in, he was sitting by the bed drinking milk. It happened to be a rare sunshine in winter that day. The sun was warm on his hair and sweater. It was undeniable that I was really moved at that moment. He happened to see me. He put down the milk in his hand and came over and asked me what my name was. I was stunned at that time. I cleaned up my mood and told him that my name was Angel, Angel Angel. He nodded and made it clear that he said his name was Jack, and then asked me if I was short of men. Really, he asked me directly if I was short of men. I don't know why, as if I had been deceived by some kind, I nodded. Ali, do you understand? This is what I call revenge. I will use Chen Yi and Yan to retaliate against Shuo. After suffering so much, I know that I am not a naive girl. Of course, I don't believe that Jack fell in my appearance and became interested in me. I know that I also have something on me for him to use. It's equivalent exchange. I don't care. Anyway, everyone won't suffer a loss. I have to mention, Ali, you should know why he used me. With that, she closed her eyes, and there were no tears in the corners of her eyes. She looked very calm. It's like a little princess, quietly drinking coffee in her castle, counting the stars, and living happily and peacefully.
Angie like this, do you know what happened to her?
Chen Yi, how should I evaluate him? To be honest, I was as embarrassed in front of him as his identity in front of me. My ex-boyfriend's ex-boyfriend is my current boyfriend, and his ex-boyfriend's ex-girlfriend is his current girlfriend. If you say it, it can really make people laugh to death. He is indeed a demon, which I have to admit. In terms of appearance, it is too impeccable. Often, girls will have a strong heartbeat when they meet such people. There is no doubt that Chen Yi does have the capital to shock all women. But after getting him, he doubted his authenticity. This is not only the non-mainstream sisters who have slept and kissed, including Angie and me. It may not be appropriate to say this. There should be no essential difference between Angie and me in the women we just summarized, except that they are not mainstream. Therefore, Chen Yi may have been really attracted to her because of Angie's appearance or somewhere, but because of his own perfection, the other party became unconfident and would be suspicious. Although the possibility of this hypothesis is too small, I still want to say it.
So do I, and I doubt his existence and authenticity. As I said, he can say that he likes me today, and he really likes me. His likes are too cheap, just like his sister who takes home every night. He also likes them, which is no different from the one who likes me.
The saddest thing is that I treat him differently...
A Li, you should know why he used me? Angie, please allow me to disdain that your question is too retarded. Apart from Li Luo, who else can make him go so hard?
"Baby, you've said that far again." I took the cigarette box on the table and smoked it out and handed it to Angie, and then ordered one for myself to continue talking.
I believe that she is also a smart child, and I have repeatedly reminded her that she won't go too far on the topic.
"Okay... Our relationship with Chen Yi is not salty. I insisted on maintaining it until the college entrance examination, although at that time I knew that Chen Yi had not needed me for a long time. During the college entrance examination, I didn't know if I was lucky or unlucky. I was in the same examination room. When I knew it, I called Chen Yi and Yan respectively. I asked Chen Yi to drive to the school gate to pick me up after my exam, and then let Yan wait for me at the school gate. After the exam, we went out of the examination room together. Chen Yi arrived first. I took Shuo and went to say hello to him. In a few minutes, Yan also arrived. He stared at me stunned for a while and said two words and left. I knew I hurt Yan, but at that time, I was blinded by hatred and couldn't control it anymore. I just wanted to revenge with all my heart. I didn't care too much. I left Shuo and Chen Yi in the car. The moment the car started, I felt very happy when I saw Shuo's injured expression outside the door. This is also what I want her to know. I'm not a dedicated person. I can treat her like this, or to others or other men. I just want her to know that she is not too special in my world. After this incident, Shuo was obviously much better for me, at least she never found that she was on the phone with her ex-girlfriend. And the rock... The same is true. Maybe it's because Yan likes me so much that he hasn't investigated too much about this matter. After graduation, I spent a lot of time with Yan. We went to the wedding of our professional teacher and the birthday of our classmates. We gradually deepened our understanding, and I gradually fell in love with Yan. Yan is a warm and careful boy. He is considerate, kind, clean and bright. It always makes me feel very safe. Everything will be handled properly by him. Even if the sky falls with him, it seems that I don't have to worry about it. Unlike with Shuo, I only have tears except for sadness and suspicion. Even if Yan is so kind to me... I still find that I can't return it to him at the same price. Yes, I like Yan, but I love Shuo... I always wander between the two of them. Even if I sometimes keep convincing myself that there is nothing to be with the two of them at the same time, but I know that it is impossible, and I must make the final choice. One is Shuo and the other is rock. For the first time, I hesitated in the face of Shuo. One night in the late winter, when we slept in the same bed countless times, I finally chose to have a showdown with Shuo..." Saying this, Angie lowered her head slightly, and I heard her sigh as she swallowed the smoke.
I have no choice but to look back on the past.
"Does it hurt?" I stretched out my hand and touched her cheek and asked seriously.
Forgive me for this boring and pretentious move. I swear I just want to make sure that she is real, not an illusion I came into contact with in a certain month of a certain year. Sometimes I'm really afraid that everything I do now is dreaming, but when I wake up, I find that I'm still wearing my childhood cloth skirt and waking up on my mother's new balcony.
I will forget everything in my dream and continue my simple life.
But what if everything is not a dream? How can I bear it? Did you tell me...
She held my hand and smiled indifferently, "A Li, you are really too smart. Yes, that night I told her that I like Yan. For the sake of Yan, I want to end this relationship with her and be a happy and normal girl with Yan. After listening to it, she was furious and hit me directly in **. She hit me in the face crazily and scolded me while beating my stomach. At that time, it really hurt, but I had no room to fight back. To be precise, I didn't think about how to fight back at all. As I cried, I broke away from her to get dressed and wanted to leave her immediately, but she caught me back. She also made a lot of kiss marks on my neck and chest. I know that her purpose is to let me have a misunderstanding when I met Yan, which led to the breakdown of our relationship. I'm afraid of her. I don't feel that she loves me. I just think she just wants to possess me. I thought she could come back to see me with her lip prints, and I... You have to pretend as if nothing happened."
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