Chapter 833 Can't Die

Wu Dezhi said, "I understand everything. I stand here, and everyone will worry that I will jump from here."

"You won't, you won't despise your life!"

Wu Dezhi said, "I will! But I can't die. The reason why I still hold on keeping my life is that I'm afraid that my death will hurt others.

Zhang Yang didn't say anything. From Wu Dezhi's words, he really felt Wu Dezhi's deep love for Tong Xiuxiu. Wu Dezhi did not miss his life. He was just worried that his death would bring great harm to Tong Xiuxiu, and even make Tong Xiuxiu suffer for a lifetime.

Zhang Yang said, "You don't live for others. Everyone is living for yourself. I don't want to see you depressed, and I don't want Tong Xiuxiu to."

Wu Dezhi handed the wine bottle to Zhang Yang: "Zhang Yang, help me do something."

Zhang Yang nodded.

Wu Dezhi said, "I don't want to see her again. I need some time to adapt to me now."

Zhang Yang said, "What's your plan?"

Wu Dezhi shook his head: "A day is a day. The organization asked me to heal my injury and go back. It has arranged a position that is enough for me to have no worries about food and clothing. I don't think anyone will care whether I go or not. A fixed salary will be paid to my account every month. According to their words, I became a meritorious official, and I became a fucking meritorious official. These are the treatment I should enjoy. He took a deep breath and said in a sarcastic tone, "I never feel that I am a meritorious minister. I feel more like a beggar. They are giving me. The purpose of giving me may be sympathy, pity, or to establish their image of virtue." Wu Dezhi smiled strangely: "My existence can prove the love of many people and improve the image of many people. From this point of view, I still have some value in my life."

Zhang Yang said, "I can save your life, but I can't save your heart. Wu Dezhi, you just don't dare to admit it. In fact, you are a resentful woman now. Everyone who you think owes you has a purpose for you, and not everyone is sincerely helping you."

"No Lou!"

Zhang Yang said, "What proof should I take? Have you ever thought that no one needs you to live for them, and no one needs to use you to fulfill your [Tao] image. Compassion is only temporary. Everything in the world has a shelf life. If you don't want to be a burden to others, you don't want to be sympathized by others. You have to prove it to others However, you can live well. You are still useful. You still have advantages that others don't have. For a real man, disfigurement is not terrible, and losing an arm is not the end of the world. The real terrible thing is to lose confidence. Wu Dezhi, if you don't even have the confidence to live on yourself, then your existence It also loses its meaning.

Wu Dezhi looked at Zhang Yang, and his eyes actually regained some calmness. Wu Dezhi had always been a man with strong psychological quality. It was this mentality that made him become the first-class bomb disposal expert in Guoan. Wu Dezhi knew that Zhang Yang's words were not to attack him. He was doing his duty as a friend, and he wanted to help him cheer himself up.

Wu Dezhi said, "If possible, I want to choose a new way of life."

Zhang Yang said, "If you are tired of your past life, I can introduce you to a job that suits you."

Wu Dezhi said, "I remember your words, but before I think about work, I need to completely heal my wounds."

Zhang Yang nodded with a smile, and he gently patted Wu Dezhi on the shoulder.

Wu Dezhi whispered, "Don't forget what you promised me."

"If you want him to recover as soon as possible, you have to leave him for a while."

Zhang Yang gave advice to Tong Xiuxiu.

Tong Xiuxiu nodded: "Zhang Yang, I understand that I will go back to report next week." Her eyes are already red.

Zhang Yang said, "Xiuxiu, you are a strong girl. I can see that your feelings for him have not changed, but he doesn't want to drag you down. Now he sees your care and love as a kind of pity. The explanation is useless. He can only let him slowly heal the wounds and slowly restore self-confidence.

Tong Xiuxiu said with tears, "Zhang Yang, please help me tell him that no matter what he becomes, no matter how long I have to wait, I will wait for him."

Zhang Yang was moved by the true feelings of Tong Xiuxiu and Wu Dezhi. He decided to help them through the most difficult time. Zhang Yang said, "Dezhi doesn't want to go back to China to work. In fact, his current physical condition is not suitable for him to continue working."

Tong Xiuxiu whispered, "I will reflect upwards, and I think the organization will respect his decision."

Zhang Yang said, "I know the resume of Dezhi. Although his right hand is useless and he can't be a bomb disposal expert, few people can compare his knowledge in electrical and computer. When he is injured, I plan to introduce him to my friend's auto repair factory to work, change the environment, change the way of life, and treat him. Psychological recovery will be very beneficial.

Tong Xiuxiu said, "Zhang Yang, I don't know how to thank you."

If in the past, Zhang would have said it as a joke, but he respected Wu Dezhi in his heart. Because of this, he was very polite in the face of Tong Xiuxiu, and did not even say much jokes. The man rarely used a serious attitude and said, "Xiuxiu When I'm a friend, don't say that. I picked up Wu Dezhi's life. Since I picked it up, I won't let him practice his own life. Give him a period of time. His psychological quality is definitely stronger than you and me. If such a person can't stand up again, God can't tolerate it!"

Tong Xiuxiu finally saw a glimmer of hope because of Zhang Yang's words. She smiled and said, "But you have to promise me one thing."

Zhang Yang smiled bitterly and said, "Why? What on earth do I owe you?"

Tong Xiuxiu said, "You have to help me watch Dezhi. He won't let me stay with him, but you have to help me stare at him. You can't let other women take advantage of the loopholes. If someone else hooks him away, I'll ask you for someone."

Zhang Guan Ren said that Wu Dezhi is in this miserable situation now, and no other girl can really like him. Just think about such words in his heart, but they can't be said anyway.

Tong Xiuxiu said, "You must think I'm pretentious, and my ambition is like that. How can there be a girl who likes him?"

Zhang Yang didn't say anything.

Tong Xiuxiu said, "I like it. No matter what he does, I like it. I swear, there is no hypocrisy in my words. I have no pity, no guilt, only love. Really, no matter what he becomes, I can accept it." Zhang Daguan was moved again: "Xiuxiu, for your words, I will definitely help you take good care of him." Tong Xiuxiu whispered, "In fact, after the explosion, I also wanted to leave Guoan. From then on, I would never engage in this dangerous job again, but I was unwilling. This incident was simply a trap, and even my cousin's death was to introduce me into the bureau." Zhang Guanren also knows about the current complex internal situation of Guoan. Xing Chaohui has not contacted him since he was investigated internally. He even suspected that Qin Huan's matter might have been revealed through Guoan. Zhang Yang whispered to Tong Xiuxiu, "Be careful of everything and don't believe the people around you easily." Tong Xiuxiu smiled indifferently and said, "Don't worry, after experiencing this incident, Lou has seen a lot of things clearly. I will protect myself well. I won't take risks easily anymore. I can't let Dezhi be sad. Although he doesn't say anything, I know that he cares about me all the time in his heart." At this time, Guo Cheng, the deputy director of the Seventh National Security Bureau, also arrived when he heard the news. When he came to the hospital, Wu Dezhi was already asleep, and most of the bottles of burning knife brought by Zhang Yang were in his stomach.

Hearing that Wu Dezhi poured so much wine, Guo Cheng really couldn't laugh or cry. He couldn't help complaining, "Director Zhang, if Dezhi's injury has not fully recovered, you can bring him wine to drink. Aren't you afraid of his repeated injury?"

Zhang Yang said, "As soon as he is drunk to relieve his worries, he becomes obedient when he drinks too much."

Seeing that Wu Dezhi was fine, Guo Cheng did not stay. He left the ward with Zhang Yang and came to the parking lot downstairs. He said to Zhang Yang, "For a long time, I haven't had time to say thank you. If it weren't for you, Dezhi would definitely be over."

Zhang Yang said, "Dezhi and I are friends, and it's right to do something for him.

Guo Cheng said, "His temper has become very strange. Our old colleagues and friends are difficult to communicate with him. Now it seems that only you are willing to listen to him."

Zhang Yang smiled and said, "It's also for Niu to play the piano. My words don't have much effect on him." Guo Cheng said, "Help me persuade him to continue to work. I don't know why he wants to leave!"

Zhang Yang said, "I can't help you. He is so ambitious. He doesn't want to add trouble to others. Just now, when I chatted with him on the rooftop, he mentioned this matter. He thought he was useless to you. He didn't want you to take care of him. He regarded this kind of care as a kind of pity Guo Cheng sighed and has always been quite appreciative of Wu Dezhi, a powerful subordinate.

Zhang Yang said, "In fact, it's a good thing for him to let him go. With his current situation, he should not be able to adapt to your work. He is still young and has many opportunities. Maybe he will soon find his place in society."

Guo Cheng sighed, "It's his luck to have a friend like you."

Zhang Yang said, "He is also lucky to have a leader who is considerate of his subordinates like you." Guo Cheng smiled and suddenly remembered something and said, "Is there a girl named Zhang Ruirong in your unit?"