Twenty-two, one-night stand

Shuangshuang didn't come with me, so I had to wait for the development of things, waiting to be fired by Nie Yuan, waiting for the responsibility I should take on this matter. I'm not ready to escape anymore, for the sake of Shuangshuang and for myself. But I don't know if the guy felt guilty, and no one dared to tell him. He also said that a heavy object fell down and hit his head.

It wasn't long before Shuangshuang also went to work, but every time he went to and from work, we never mentioned it, as if it had never happened. This time I didn't want to pretend that nothing happened, let alone Nie Yuan, but I was afraid of hurting Shuangshuang. I know that every time I mention it, it is Psychologically, let Shuangshuang review what happened that day, although I don't know what happened that day? I just vaguely feel that things are not as serious as I thought. After all, the frost recovers quickly!

But after that, she rarely joked, and she was not in the mood to quarrel with me. The two often looked at each other for no reason. It felt as if nothing in the world existed. There was only her in my eyes, and only me in her heart. We feel uncomfortable if we don't see each other for an hour every day. Nie Yuan arranged for me to go on a business trip and I won't go. I'm planning to quit...

This kind of day did not last long, and Shuangshuang received a dismissal letter on the grounds that he did not adapt to the company's requirements... This news is undoubtedly a "Love Day" split, and her train ticket has been bought by Nie Yuan. I don't know when he will have such a high work efficiency except for buying this ticket. Tomorrow, it's really Is it all over by tomorrow? If that's the case, will I regret it? Why did she disappear from my life before she had time to confess?

I foolishly looked at the full moon outside the window, like a face sleeping in the arms of lovelorn, and missing in the blue night.

I finally began to understand

If you can love deeply and leave again

The pain may be complete, but there is no gap

I finally began to understand

If I can hold you and cry loudly, it is also a kind of relief

For nothing else, just for the future lovesickness

I finally began to understand

It turns out that you are already in my heart

From the moment you saw you, from the moment you said you wanted to go

What I don't understand is:

Have you ever loved me?

Is there any track I left in the turntable of your life?

Because, I care...

Someone knocked on the door, and I opened the door lazily. The moonlight poured in like ink. It was frost. I looked at her in the moonlight. It is soft and like cicada wings, faintly like morning fog, and the pajamas are like water around the exquisite body, which is conspicuous and obvious.

"You are going to let me stand at the door and bicker with you." She disturbed my sadness caused by the separation and the impending indevil thoughts... When she came in, she gently locked my door, sat by my bed, slowly opened her back, and lay down. She didn't say anything, as if she had returned to her room to sleep.

I don't know who is the protagonist in the struggle between sensibility and reason. I looked at her with a sad and pitiful look, quietly held her hand, and lay down beside me. She lay in my arms, and then it seemed that the movement was still, but my heart was beating wildly. Is it love that made me have impulse or the desire handed down from my ancestors? I didn't There is a way to argue, but the secular dogma and the sadness of her separation and her ** keep connecting with my short soldiers... I am like a fisherman sailing in the sea of desire. Every crazy wave comes, there is a danger of sinking, so I keep throwing something from the ship that I think is useless - reason and kindness. I thought it would be safer if the ship became lighter, but I didn't know that such a boat was easier to overturn.

Gradually, I seemed to hear each other's breathing. At this time, I found that I could no longer control myself. I wanted her to leave, but I was so eager to hope that she could take more initiative, so my mind almost turned away from the axis like a shuttle, when she hugged When I was in my life, I lost and lost to myself. I gave up the book of sages I usually read and forgot the teaching of my Confucius-like parents...

** Only a few seconds, but it can't hide the charming eyes that began to frown, the beauty of the pride and falsehood, the selflessness of that day, the faint fragrance on the head... All these are so real and illusory until I see the red blood stains on the sheet. I just woke up!

How could it be like this? Didn't she give it to Nie Yuan? ......

There are tears in the corners of her eyes, like a wounded beast shrinking in my arms, and her body is still trembling. What should I say now? Maybe there is no need to say anything, just hold her tightly to make her feel that she has her in my arms.