Eternal Virgin

Twenty-three, men's tears

It's getting closer and closer to her. I still can't believe that it's true, as if fate has made a funny joke. I've been getting used to it casually. I don't even know how to say some sad words to make her remember me. I just listen to Andy Lau's song over and over and over again: "The deeper the love is, the more lingering it is. Will it make the sky red?"

After all, I'm still too young, so small that I think that beautiful things must be eternal. Once I say I want to separate, reality doesn't give me more time to think. Life is no better than movies. You can know the future plot development, and life is always one step faster than your thoughts. I foolishly look at the train ticket in Shuangshuang's hand, like A doll turned into a magic doll, and the spiritual platform is empty.

"Will you see me off?" She asked...

"No." I said

"Because I'm afraid to see me cry?" She looked a little sad, and it felt like she was facing my body.

I smiled and didn't deny it, let alone tell her: "I'm afraid I'll cry"

Easy

You always smile at me easily

Show off your tender eyes

Like a colorful butterfly dancing with its wings

Is there a heart flying in it?

You always shout at me easily

This is used to test how many emotions I hide

Pout your mouth like a child

Is there a taste of love in it?

We always torture each other with expressions

It's easy to forget everything

I always believe that this feeling can last for a long time

But it will be separated in a blink of an eye

I don't know how to cherish!

But I still can't stand Zhang Tao's advice. He said: The tears owed to others will be repaid in the end. Men's crying is the last **, and it is also desperate **

So I went. Along the way, we were silent with each other, like the tragic atmosphere of going to the battlefield

At this moment, I really hope that I am the legendary magician, which can set the time in one second. Although the world in the car is very small, it is enough to have you and me, but in the end, I just accept the passage of time. The only thing I can do is to get this moment immortality in my memory

She finally lay on my shoulder. I don't know how long I've been looking forward to this shot, but I still gritted my teeth and said, "Take advantage of me again." I saw her chest heaving and shortness of breath. Is this the prelude to crying? I didn't continue the following words, but gently hugged her. All of this was so skillful, as if we should have been like this for thousands of years and tens of thousands of years ago. It seems that this posture is the most suitable for us. Listening to each other's heartbeat, it turns out that happiness is so simple.

When I got to the railway station, I didn't wake up like a dream until I got on the train. It turned out that the separation was so painful that it made people at a loss. No word could be suitable for this scene. No action could relieve this sadness. She smiled and shook her long hair

I will remember you soon, so don't miss me either...

I stared at her for a long time: "I'm sorry, I can't do it"

She seemed to be defeated by all her strength by my words and fell on my shoulder

"Promise me not to cry, or I will be reluctant to let you go"

"I'm sorry, it's too late." When she spoke, she was already in tears

It turns out that tears are also contagious, and I can't resist the sourness from the bottom of my heart more and more

"Wait for me for two months." I choked and said

She nodded and gently shook her head. The long hair that had fascinated me became the last image of the separation between you and me.