Chapter 13: Heart Knot
"Qing'er, I'm very tired." Chen Rufeng closed his eyes, and Pei Xinqing's hand brushed his cheek, which could not take away the sadness on his face.
"I can't get used to it. A brother who has been with me for many years suddenly left like this." Close your eyes and cry silently, but it hurts more than real tears.
"What's the point of winning all the time?"
You stand on the battlefield of continuous victory, but there is no one around you. Is this kind of victory in exchange for loneliness really worth it?
The scene of the break that day, like the dark tide, rushed to Chen Rufeng again.
Chen Rufeng rushed over, pressed Jiang Shengtian to the ground, picked up his collar fiercely, and his eyes bulged, "Why did you do this? Didn't I ask you to destroy the letter early in the morning? I said that we would rather continue to be wronged than implict others, you know?"
Chen Rufeng almost waved his fist and punched Jiang Shengtian in the face.
But Jiang Shengtian did not comply so. He rushed back to Chen Rufeng with great strength and pressed him to the ground with both hands. His face became extremely fierce and said in a hoarse voice, "If I hadn't done this at the beginning, would Li Linfu help us? Without Li Linfu's help, do you think you can help us wash away our grievances with just one trip to Tianzhu? Will we have the scenery like today? If I don't do this, we will have become headless long ago!"
"No matter when, we can't be unfaithful and avenge! Zhao Taishou helped us so enthusiastically that we still wanted to harm him. Where is your conscience?!" Chen Rufeng rolled his body, changed his position with Jiang Shengtian, and pressed him back to the ground.
"You all know that only cruelty can survive in this world. I'm not cruel. Can we live to this day?" Jiang Shengtian's strength was finally as strong as Chen Rufeng, so he had to pull his collar and shouted.
"There must be a bottom line. I'm cruel to my enemies, not to my friends, don't you understand!" Chen Rufeng shook Jiang Shengtian's chest, as if hoping to wake him up.
Jiang Shengtian suddenly said no.
Chen Rufeng did not do anything more, and the two unexpectedly calmed down. But Chen Rufeng still didn't let go.
"Why do I always listen to you? Is it just because I can't do martial arts? Is it because of my strange physique that I can't practice the true spirit of my inner family, will I always be inferior to you? Jiang Shengtian smiled bleakly.
Chen Rufeng seemed to remember something, and the strength of holding his collar in both hands was reduced a lot.
"Do you remember what you said to me when you were in the hidden bamboo forest?"
Chen Rufeng's face became more and more guilty.
"Do you remember?" Jiang Shengtian smiled and said, "You said that after we solve all the problems, we will find a famous doctor for me to see if there is a way to cure my strange physique. However, today, we are all masters of a big gang.
Chen Rufeng let go of Jiang Shengtian weakly, no longer pressed his body, and sat on the ground in a daze.
Jiang Shengtian stood up, as if to vent the grievances that had been accumulated in his heart today.
"I will always be your burden, so you will always be superior to me, even if we are in the same position now. However, in the eyes of those gangs, you are more competent than me. Jiang Shengtian pointed to himself with a wry smile.
Jiang Shengtian looked at the sunset of the window, and the golden clouds were like wheat ears planted in the sky, which was very intoxicating.
"I'm in Tianfeng Gang, but I'm just a dispensable person. In this case, I might as well leave so as not to become your stumbling block. Jiang Shengtian said calmly. He stepped forward and walked to the door.
Walking past Chen Rufeng, Chen Rufeng wanted to keep him, but it was as if a stone choked in his throat.
He has never been able to forgive Jiang Shengtian for killing Zhao Fengzhang.
"I will find a more suitable position for me, and I will prove to you how Jiang Shengtian can survive without Chen Rufeng. Without Jiang Shengtian's Chen Rufeng, I will wait and see. Jiang Shengtian said in a very complicated tone, as if laughing or self-deprecating.
Jiang Shengtian's back finally disappeared in his eyes.
The door was closed, and the feeling of suffocation permeated Chen Rufeng's heart.
The same suffocation also enveloped him tightly at this time.
Open your eyes, the starlight and night moon peeping pitifully.
It's like waking up from a distant dream. His body has become empty and weightless.
He himself hopes that this is indeed a dream.
"Why, he has to go to Li Linfu's door, and Li Linfu will destroy him!" Chen Rufeng said sadly, and Percyinqing hugged him tightly and gently imprinted his lips on his forehead as comfort.
She knew that he could not cry, but she knew that the tears in his heart were flowing.
She couldn't stop crying in his heart, so she had to use her most spacious mind to accept his tears and empathize with his endless sadness.
This kind of pain is no different from the loss of a close relative. At the time of Ningzhou, Chen Rufeng and Jiang Shengtian had become brothers who were more intimate than brothers. They lived and died together and shared difficulties.
But who would have expected that today the two have become two completely strangers.
"Don't worry, one day he will understand." Percy Qing tried to comfort him. Only at this time can Chen Rufeng put down all the burdens. The masters of the Tianfeng Gang and the excellent descendants in the world are all thrown aside and return to the most primitive and weakest state to vent their emotions without any involvement.
He is just a child!
"Since he left you, you have to work harder to prove to him that his departure is wrong. You have to continue to fulfill the ideal set by the two of you together and let him wake up completely. Percy's tone suddenly aggravated that she knew that Chen Rufeng was going to wake up at this moment, and she could not immerse him in sadness for a long time.
Chen Rufeng's eyes did not look at her. He just stared at the sky.
"You can't give up. Only strength can explain everything, and it is the hard truth that you can stand on. You have to use your strength to tell him that the path he chose is wrong!" The more she spoke, the more excited she became, and she squeezed Chen Rufeng's shoulder fiercely.
Chen Rufeng's eyes suddenly gathered with divine light, and the divine thoughts seemed to return to a long time ago when they fled from Ningzhou in an inn.
"Hey, if we can build a gang that belongs to us, with the strength of our three brothers, we will definitely be able to sweep the gang and be proud of the heroes!" Chen Rufeng said in a beautiful way.
Jiang Shengtian patted the back of his head and said, "Young idiot said it's a dream! We don't know martial arts. Why should we go to the world to compete for hegemony?
"Hum, when we get a good teacher and learn the amazing magical skills, will it not be famous in the world?" Chen Rufeng replied unconvincedly.
Sweep the gang and be proud of the heroes!
He seemed to stand on the roof of the Tianfeng Gang again, looking at himself that day and shouting.
Tianfeng Gang!" The thunderous voice of Tianfeng helped everyone trembled so much that even the tiles trembled.
"I said at the Jianbang Ceremony on the same day that I will definitely live up to expectations and build the Tianfeng Gang as the largest gang in the world. Today, although it is still far from the goal I said that day, it is not far away!" Chen Rufeng shouted, and the boiling screams came one after another.
"Whether you have been in the Tianfeng Gang or joined the Tianfeng Gang recently, everyone is a good brother! Let's move towards the first gang in the world together! OK!" Chen Rufeng raised his fist and said in a heroic voice, and immediately infected all the Tianfeng gang.
"Good!" The neat and uniform sound made the sky tremble again.
Chen Rufeng swept the crowd with satisfaction, his eyes shining sharply, and felt that the majestic momentum in his heart was about to rush him to the sky.
The achievements I created with one hand and one foot finally became a monument today and stood in front of me.
As long as you work harder, you can reach the peak of that dream.
At this moment, Chen Rufeng was full of strength, his hands tightly clenched into fists, and looked up at the sky.
This sky can no longer satisfy him. He will take the Tianfeng Gang to create a wider world.
However, Mr. Han Ling, who is also an important figure of the Tianfeng Gang, is now walking in the dense forest of Cuihua Mountain and faintly hearing the thunderous sound from the Tianfeng Gang.
He glanced at the source of the sound of the rolling wave in the distance, and the corners of his mouth bent slightly.
He unconsciously stood up and looked at himself that day. He felt that this was a real scene, not a memory in his mind.
He walked to Chen Rufeng and stood and glanced around.
A group of phantoms gradually faded and turned back to the dark night sky.
His hands stretched out as if they had grabbed something. The light in his eyes became clearer and clearer, and he became extremely determined. He didn't know where his previous vulnerability had been thrown away.
Sum, he clenched his fists in both hands, looked at the distant place that was already a little bright, and clenched his teeth.
"Yes, I want to prove to you that your path is wrong. I will carry the Tianfeng Gang alone for the time being. I will definitely not let you down on the day you come back. Chen Rufeng washed his face and looked up proudly. The night seemed to be frightened with his raised head, and half of the darkness faded.
The rising sun rose and the light was exposed and sprinkled on Chen Rufeng's body like gold plating.
PerICP also stood up with a smile, looking at the back of the high fighting spirit, as if he saw the extremely bright future of the Tianfeng Gang.
"I will create the future! I will make you regret and change your mind!" Chen Rufeng shouted silently in his heart. His eyes looked firmly in the direction of Chang'an.