Chapter 23 messy

Xia Ruoxi was unself-sustaining for a moment, and tears rolled out of her eyes. It scared Mo Shuyi.

"What's wrong? Why did you cry? Did Mom say something wrong? Mo Shuyi bent down and lowered his head, hugged Xia Ruoxi, and comforted her in panic.

Mom! I'm afraid that one day in your life, you will no longer love me. Xia Ruoxi shouted in her heart, but there was sobbing in her voice that she couldn't say a word.

Mo Shuyi listened to Xia Ruoxi's crying and was very sad and regretful. She felt that she had said more than that just now. She thought it was her daughter who would leave her mother in the future, so she was sad. So he quickly said, "Mom just said something wrong. Ruoxi can't leave her mother for the rest of her life. Even if she gets married in the future, she will definitely not be able to leave our Xia family. She will take care of those good boys who fall in love with my daughter and walk into the threshold of our Xia family."

You can't be emotional anymore. Xia Ruoxi reminded herself that even if it is painful, she should be stronger. Tears have no support for the harm and plunder in the future. On the contrary, she fell into cowardice and tortured herself in vain.

Xia Ruoxi tried her best to suppress her emotions and restrained the wanton rush of tears.

In her previous life, she had already understood that the most useless thing in the world was tears.

She shed tears for Zhou Zhiqing, but did not retain her friendship. On the contrary, she was spit on by white eyes and scolded her as a cat crying mouse. She let go of her favorite person for Zhou Zhiqing. As a result, she only gave the most vicious ridicule, scolded her for taking the doll she didn't like to play as a kindness, and trampled on Zhou Zhiqing's pride...

Another burst of heartache made Xia Ruoxi sweat coldly.

Xia Ruoxi couldn't help smiling bitterly. No matter how Zhou Zhiqing treated her in her previous life, she loved this confidant the most. Because Xia Ruoxi only deeply remembered that Zhou Zhiqing helped her set up a clear sky, which was so comforted that she could not get out of the shadow of the overlapping hatred and pain of her violent father Xia Ze, reshaping her daughter's position, and only saw the legendary bad man from her daughter's identity - her father Xia Ze.

"Whether your father is a human or a beast in the eyes of others, you must accept one thing. You are destined to be the daughter of that beast. And as his daughter, you can also scold him for hating him, but you are not qualified to deny that he is your father.

"What does your father look like to your mother? That's a matter between them. It's a mistake. It can never be done alone. Outsiders will always sympathize with the weak side. Your father is stronger than your mother, so everyone thinks your mother is the victim, but why don't you stand in your father's position and think about it? If your mother is really a qualified wife and loves her husband's wife deeply, will your father be so messy outside..."

These are what Zhou Zhiqing said to Xia Ruoxi at that time. Xia Ruoxi, who always died violently by another woman**, gritted his teeth and felt humiliated. She even refused to admit that she was Xia Ruoxi, who was Xia Ze's daughter. Xia Ruoxi, who had been autistic for more than ten days, finally began to remember her father Xia Ze's love for her life. At that moment, Xia Ruoxi finally bit her to death. Reluctance to shed tears, let go.

Xia Ruoxi began to recall the branches of her parents' life. She remembered her mother Mo Shuyi's indifference and alienation towards her father, and then suddenly forgave her father Xia Ze from the bottom of her heart.

She gritted her teeth and didn't shed half a tear, which doesn't mean that she is not painful or sad. She just loves her father deeply, so she doesn't allow her father to have a blasphemy stain. When she was accompanied by Zhou Zhiqing day by day and day, she almost got autism, and finally came out of the shadows and calmly accepted everything about her father, all perfection and imperfections; all the advantages and imperfections.

And at that time, Xia Ruoxi got a more correct attitude towards the world and life from Zhou Zhiqing.

The sunny Zhou Zhiqing excavated the kindness and tolerance that Xia Ruoxi has always had.

Let Xia Ruoxi learn to be less paranoid from his own perspective and self-centered to know his surroundings.

Although it is said that the nature of the country is easy to change, Xia Ruoxi still changed because of Zhou Zhiqing. Just like eating in a restaurant, the waiter accidentally spilled vegetable juice on her, and she won't lose her temper, find the manager of the restaurant, and then make a lot of trouble. Because Xia Ruoxi understands that the established fact will not change anything because you make a scene. If the clothes are dirty, they will be dirty, so that the whole world knows that they can't change it. And the waiter will lose his job. That job may have been found by him for a long time. A month's job may support the life of his whole family...

Xia Ruoxi has always been a spoiled young lady. No matter whether she is right or wrong, the bearer of the consequences will never be her. No one has ever told her the correct way of receiving people and treating things. It was because she met Zhou Zhiqing that Xia Ruoxi began to understand that the damage was double-edged. The superficial victims are not completely innocent.

Xia Ruoxi always cherishes Zhou Zhiqing, because Zhou Zhiqing can be said to be the first moral teacher in her life, and she sincerely helps and loves her confidant.

This is also the reason why even if Zhou Zhiqing deeply hurt and betrayed Xia Ruoxi in her previous life, she has never lost her place in Xia Ruoxi's heart.

Even in this world, Xia Ruoxi is still dedicated to maintaining the reason why she doesn't want to lose Zhou Zhiqing.

Zhou Zhiqing is not at fault except for falling in love with a man at the same time as Xia Ruoxi. As for love, the positioning of right and wrong is ambiguous, and there is no conclusive truth. It is not wrong for two girls to fall in love with a man at the same time, but it is a big mistake for that man to fall in love with two girls at the same time.

Therefore, in the end, Xia Ruoxi does not hate Zhou Zhiqing, and the only thing she hates most is that... person.

Wound, wound, wound. I can't think about it anymore. Xia Ruoxi forced herself to turn from her memories.

The tears flowing from her eyes wet the wound gauze, which made Mo Shuyi on one side worried. Good boy, baby, don't cry, the wound will get infected.

Xia Ruoxi also felt that her temperament was too unstable today. She was reborn not to sigh for the things that had passed away, but to seize what she still has.

She should be clear that now she, all the most important things, are still in her hands and has not been lost.

What she has to do now is to try her best to protect and retain her face, not to feel so sorry for herself.

Zhu, nod to Mo Shuyi to reassure her.

This was intended to breathe out, but I didn't expect it to be even more messy. Xia Ruoxi has no intention to stay in the garden. In addition to what she should guard against and think about at present, she has one more thing on her mind.

A voice and a back are the most vague definition, but she is still like exploring the familiar person.

I also understand that it is impossible to do this now. So I can only suppress it to the bottom of my heart as another thing.

"Let's go back to the ward. I'm tired and want to rest." Xia Ruoxi still couldn't control the loneliness in her heart because of the disturbance of the back, and her voice became low and weak.

Mo Shuyi nodded, "Well, I think it's time to go back and change the gauze and apply the medicine again. I'm really afraid that the wound will be infected."

When Xia Ruoxi heard this, she smiled bitterly in her heart. In fact, there is nothing terrible about the wound on her body. Even if there is an infection, there is medicine to eliminate it. Only the wound in her heart is the most terrible. As long as she hurts, it heals. One day, she will still tear and bleed when she touches the wound, which is the most thorough and piercing.