Chapter 137 Zhang Xinmeng--Refuse to propose

Lei Shaochen listened to Zhang Xinmeng's narrative and frowned more and more.

"Xin Meng, have a good rest first. I'll go out." Lei Shaochen suddenly exited urgently.

"Well, goodbye." She reluctantly looked at the moment when he turned around and said again, "If it's okay, don't come here again. I'll be fine."

"Don't think so much. Take good care of yourself. Everything will be fine." Lei Shaochen left without looking back. The hasty pace showed the urgency in the owner's heart. It seemed that there was really something tight. Zhang Xinmeng looked at his back so stunned. The water vapor in his eyes was desperately resisted by her until his back disappeared on the porch. Perhaps, this difference is the most On the back side, the memories that once existed in her mind gathered into the last hasty but straight back. They can no longer say goodbye well. Those green and sweet pasts, those playful and coquettish scenes, those deep feelings that bowed their heads and shyly look at each other, and finally, they will follow her gradually losing their lives. The body rots until it is no longer remembered, and those star-like beauty finally left a trace of dust after it shines like fireworks.

Looking out of the window, the warm and soft sun shone on the bright red roses on the window sill. It was so fresh and eye-catching, just like some moments of her, but it will wither after all. She smiled happily and finally turned into a soft sob.

"Why did you cry?" When Cruise came in, he saw her looking out of the window sadly, allowing tears to slip down and wet the white soft pillow.

Zhang Xinmeng stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, withdrew her lax eyes, smiled blankly, and said indifferently, "No, my eyes are a little uncomfortable. Why did you come here?"

"I'll come to see you and propose to my girlfriend by the way."

"Proposal? Did it work?"

"I don't know, what do you think?" Cruise winked at her mischievously.

"I don't know." Her eyes were full of unconcealed panic.

"Meng'er, don't hide, will you marry me?" Cruise took her hand, took out a shining diamond ring from his pocket, and stared at her affectionately.

"Cruce, I, I'm going to die. Don't do this."

"I don't care. Even if you are just my bride for a day, I won't regret loving someone. Even if the time to hold my hand is one day, it is enough for me."

"Cruce, I don't deserve you. You can have a girl who suits you better, but that person won't be me. You go. Don't come here anymore. I'm ugly like this."

"No, Menger, don't do this to me. Can you marry me? Let me love you and take care of you in your future.

"Cruce, you know, I don't have a future, so we don't have a future. If you just miss my body, you can want me now, and I can give it to you, really, okay." Zhang Xinmeng said as she pulled away her clothes hard. So much force, but the action is so flustered.

Cruce hugged her tightly and cried, "Meng'er, don't do this, I love you, I love you, please don't do this, don't do this."

"Cruce, I actually know it." She paused and obviously felt that her hand holding her was a little loose. She smiled bitterly and felt unprecedented sadness.

"The person you love is not me. I accidentally read the diary under your pillow. You love the woman of Thomas. I clearly remember that you shouted painfully in the diary, why the woman you fell in love with belongs to Thomas, your lifesaver, and the god you can't betray all your life! I don't know why you lied to me. Maybe I'm just a stand-in for her.

"No, it's not like that. At first, I did like her. I was only obsessed with your body, but later, there was only your figure in my mind, your smile, your pride and your strength, although you are strong and sharp in everything. However, I clearly see loneliness and loneliness in your eyes. In fact, you are weaker than anyone else, but you have to pretend to be strong in front of everyone. Perhaps, falling in love with you began with your first tear. A long time ago, I went to a banquet and saw you sitting alone in front of the window with a glass of red wine, gently swaying the ** in the glass. Your eyes were so lonely that it seemed to be full of loneliness, but it glowed with neon lights. You With such a gentle wave of his hand, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, but it bloomed like a blooming rose in front of everyone, swaying and exquisite on all sides. But I know that you have your weakness. Believe me, I can be your strong support. Cruise said it swornly and sincerely.

However, her heart is no longer full of waves. Her heart only blooms for one person. After blooming, there is only coldness and loneliness. There is little left in her life. There is no need to deceive a man's feelings. When a person is about to die, her behavior is bound to be kinder.

"Cruce, let me think about it first. Now that I'm hungry, can I go out and buy me some Chinese food? I want to eat Chinese rice, which is fragrant and soft.

"Well, then wait for me to come back."

"Of course, where else can I go in such a state? Go ahead, I'm so hungry. She rarely acted coquettishly, and Cruise had no doubt about it and ran out happily.

The two men gave her such a hasty back, one who loved her, and the other did not love her.

After Cruise left, she packed her bags and decided to leave this place. Maybe it was time to return to her roots. In the years after leaving home, her parents ran back and forth for her. For the rest of the day, she would stay by their side, be filial to them, and say goodbye to them.

When Cruise returned to the ward with exquisite food, she was no longer in the ward, and there was a message note on the table by the bed.

Cruce, I'm leaving. Don't look for me. I just went to the place I've always wanted to go. You are a very excellent man. Maybe I once had some kind of love for you, and there may be love in this kind of love.

However, my heart has been occupied for a long time. Although it is impossible for that person to be with me, I still can't let go of him and put down the throbbing he once brought me.

To be honest, I also long to have loved ones to accompany me, face thorns, face difficulties, and walk the last road. I don't care about whether it will last forever or not, but it is unfair to you. I can't deceive you. I don't have the impulse or idea to marry you. Forgive my selfishness and thank you for your love and care.

Forever Friend: Dream

Forever friend, forever friend, Cruise silently read these words, but suddenly felt that these words were like a sharp blade, inserted in his chest so that he could not breathe, leaving only the pain of the cone heart!