Chapter 179 Find Him

Yin Sheng didn't know when the "steading technique" left on his body was untied, because he kept a movement and never blinked his eyes.

Later, he was so tired that his body fell down and his dry eyes shed tears. He felt that it was not sad, just because his eyes had not rested for a long time and were tired.

He thought for a night and didn't feel that he had done something wrong. Even if he did something wrong, he finally apologized! But this stupid and arrogant fox, what right does he have not to forgive himself?!

The spider web-like night finally dissipated, and a touch of light gradually appeared in the dark blue sky, and an idea suddenly flashed in Yin Sheng's mind.

He was as arbitrary as in his youth and did not hesitate. He put on his clothes and ran out to the queen's bedroom and hammered her door.

The queen only delayed for a while, and Linger came to open the door for Yin Sheng. Yin Sheng went in without too much politeness to the topic and said to the queen, "I want to choose a concubine!"

The queen was stunned unexpectedly. After looking at Yin Sheng for a while, she quietly reached out and touched his forehead and muttered to herself, "Your Majesty doesn't have a fever."

"What?" Yin Sheng avoided the queen's hand awkwardly, "As a king of a generation, is it also wrong to choose a concubine? And as the queen of widows, you have the obligation to do these things for widows!"

The queen laughed uncontrolly. People who came here generally patted Yin Sheng on the shoulder and asked, "Have you quarreled?"

Yin Sheng looked at her, and then lowered his head, looking a little pitiful, like an abandoned dog, but the next moment, he changed into the majesty of the Ninth Five-Year Plan and said, "No, I abandoned him! I'm tired of playing!"

"But Your Majesty has been waiting for ten years, and now he only has a few days... and doesn't cherish it?"

"Who said...who said that I was waiting for him..." Yin Sheng's tone was weak and even doubted himself. "In short, it's over, and there is no future. He will never have a chance again!"

The queen took his hand and sat down and poured him a cup of ** tea that had just been poured. Yin Sheng held it in the palm of his hand, and the steaming fog made his eyes wet.

"Your Majesty, do you know that your appearance reminds me of the time when I first saw you ten years ago," the queen smiled gently with a strong warmth. "At that time, you were still a 15-year-old teenager. I became a victim of my father's pursuit of fame and fortune. I thought my life was over, and I was destined to have nothing in this life. When Fa is with the people he loves, he is destined to end his life with this lonely harem. But Your Majesty... you are so unexpected! You are such a dareful teenager who grows up in the deep palace but still has a kind heart. You can't bear to delay the good years of these girls in the harem and let them out of the palace... Then why do you have to choose concubines again now? Aren't you afraid of delaying other people's years?"

"I'm not that good..."

Yin Sheng fell into a long silence. He knew that he was not exactly what he was before, before he met the fox.

He is not qualified to be a 15-year-old teenager. He has to learn to use and attract since he was a child. In order to survive for the throne, he has never given his heart to anyone. Everything in the world is only divided into two categories: "useful" and "unutilitable" in his eyes.

What kind of mentality did you approach the fox at the beginning?

It seemed that he was a person who suspected him and wanted to put him by his side to reassure Yin Jiyu, but later found that no, Yin Jiyu was also full of curiosity about the mysterious flying electricity. Later, he fell into his feelings for the fox earlier than him.

Yes, Yin Jixuan was earlier than him. When Yin Jixuan had sincerely fallen in love with Feidian, Yin Sheng still got along with Feidian with the idea that "this is Yin Jixuan's handle".

For good, he took care of his heart later, did not miss this relationship, and lived up to him and himself.

Later, to be more precise, it was the stupid fox who was cold on the surface, enthusiastic, smart on the surface, but actually stupid and didn't know anything to save him. Dig out a teenager who was hurt by the ugly and intrigue from the quagmire and gave him sunshine-like care, making Yin Sheng a real self that he didn't even know.

He cared about him and made him feel warm. He regarded him as a normal child... He loved him and felt that a child should not bear so many things. Although he is not qualified to bear these.

But he has been lying to the fox. From the beginning to the end, he didn't tell the truth, but he knew that his heart was real, so he waited like a fool for ten years after he left, even if he knew that such a wait might never be answered.

After all, he is Yin Sheng. He is Yin Sheng who can't do anything wrong. Naturally, he will not believe that the incident that finally led to their separation ten years ago was a problem with his own judgment.

Then his love for Feidian overcame his doubts and planned to abandon everything and start again.

Is he wrong? Obviously, he has given up a lot, sacrificed a lot, and even questioned himself for the fox, but he still can't hold it.

That stupid fox...

Why didn't he know how to walk all the way down the steps? He had to splash water, sprinkle stones, and stumble down on this road, and he was happy?

Maybe they are all stupid.

The queen looked at the tea and was worried about burning Yin Sheng's hand, so she reached out and took it down. Yin Sheng came to her senses.

The queen smiled at him and said, "Your Majesty, can you tell me what happened? I can't guarantee that I can point out the way for Your Majesty, but the so-called authorities are fascinated by the bystanders. As an outsider of your relationship, don't you want to listen to my opinion?

Yin Sheng was stunned for a long time and sighed, "I don't believe him, but I'm just not allowed to doubt myself... But isn't it good for him to start again? When nothing has happened and we are still in love, isn't it the best? ......”

He finally opened his mouth and said the whole thing completely.

The queen listened and fell into deep thought. Then she smiled at Yin Sheng and said, "Your Majesty, I think you did something wrong."

"Is it my fault?" Yin Sheng frowned, "How could I be wrong?"

"To be precise... both of you are wrong," the queen replied carefully. "You are like two hedgehogs. If you hug too tightly, you will stab each other. There are many similar personalities, and you are the same conceit. As a result, once you have a conflict, no one will take the initiative to bow your head and tear more and more cracks. Big, finally parted ways and didn't get along with each other. Your Majesty feels that he is not wrong, and he must also feel that he is not wrong. If your Majesty waits for him to turn around, he may also wait for your Majesty to turn around and wait for a sincere apology.

"Is it... like this?" Yin Sheng is a little confused.

"I'm just a bystander," the queen smiled and said, "I believe that those who are willing to look for you again in ten years will not give up because of a little friction. You have experienced the test of time. Now, you have to transform each other and become people who are fully compatible with each other, so that you can live long-term. Go down."

"So...what should I do?"

"Soft yourself into a ball of cotton and let the hedgehog poke around you. You are not painful or itchy, but still warm him. Over time, his thorns will soften."

"Do you want this?" Yin Sheng raised his eyebrows and didn't say anything.

The queen nodded and said, "In terms of feelings, I have also heard of the great achievements of the military master's siege of the city, killing the dead, and governing the soldiers ten years ago. Such a smart person has suddenly left and chosen to hurt your majesty deeply. Doesn't your majesty doubt any inside story?"

Internal information?

Yin Sheng's head suddenly sank. He thought that ten years ago, when he thought Fu Li was dead, he told himself that he felt that there was a person who really hid behind the scenes and watched everything manipulate the overall situation. This person was not Yin Jixuan, let alone Fu Li.

Who is that? Feidian... Did he put aside his relationship with himself in this way, defrauded the trust of the man, and sneaked into the danger alone, just to remove the real threat for him?

Yin Sheng patted his head. He had suspected him once that if he lost his ridiculous pride, thinking about it, how could the fox at that time not betray him?

So this time, he will no longer doubt him.

He won't be wrong again.

"I've decided not to choose a concubine. I'm leaving the palace." Yin Sheng suddenly stood up with some worries in his eyes and said to the queen.

"Ah?" The queen was shocked, "Your Majesty, stop messing around. Even if you want to make up with him now, you can't ignore state affairs. If he knows, he will blame himself."

"No, I know what I'm going to do," Yin Sheng was full of confidence and raised the corners of his mouth and smiled. "The only hidden danger of turbulence is the demon who hides behind all the light, stretching out his claws and fangs ten years ago or earlier, waiting for me to reach over and eat me in one bite."

"Your Majesty..."

"I can't sit back and wait for death. I'm going to take the initiative to find out the demon!"

More importantly, how can the stupid fox face danger alone?

"But the country can't be without a king for a day. Your Majesty wants to leave the palace. What about the court?"

"The clear urgency is only the war with the country. I believe that Chen Guan and Song Jia, my good daughter Hongyin, and Ye Cheng, who abandoned the secret, do not need me to come forward in this battle at all." Yin Sheng cleared his mind and held his chin and said, "I made an order that I was sick. Everything in the court was entrusted to Feng Lingshu and Fu Wan. Well, that's the decision!"

Yin Sheng looked at the queen excitedly, afraid that she would say anything more about state affairs. Unexpectedly, the queen just smiled and said, "Your Majesty, you know, now you are the one I really know. You are an affectionate man who dares to do regardless of the consequences and burn this feeling vigorously. Give in!"