058, wandering
Who will send this to himself? Is it... him?
Su Nuannuan, who was stunned, slowly opened it with her trembling hands, and several pages of paper fell out.
The beginning is Miss Nuannuan, and the handwriting is very strange! Not that person's! She took a long breath.
Miss Nuannuan? It seems that only the people around Duan Chengyu will call themselves that! Song Ping? Gao Yizhe? Aunt Chen? They are all the most familiar people around him. What happened to him?
Su Nuannuan's heart seemed to have jumped in her throat, and she only felt that it was a little difficult to breathe. She covered her chest, tried to take several deep breaths, and then wiped the fine sweat from her forehead.
After she calmed down a little, she summoned up the courage to look through the signature on the last page. Although it was only three thin pieces of paper, her disobedient hand turned over several times before opening the last page.
Signed by Ji Keyin!
Su Nuannuan sighed again. Fortunately, it was her - it had nothing to do with Duan Chengyu.
Why didn't the promise she made five years ago and send a letter five years later?
Su Nuannuan, who only felt a little relaxed, was full of curiosity. She leaned against the head of the bed and slowly sat down. At this time, she found that she was also sweating all over, and her legs were trembling slightly. She secretly laughed that she was not promising and had no psychological endurance at all.
However, with the turning of the paper, she, who had a smile, slowly shed tears until she covered her mouth and cried bitterly.
Finally, she, who still held the letter in her hand, cried and ran out.
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Five days later, City A, China.
Su Nuannuan stood at the gate of the Southern International Airport and quietly looked at everything around her, so familiar and strange.
Five years have been, and she is back.
She sniffed and reached out to stop a taxi, but when the driver asked her where she was going, she was dumb again.
Where to go?
"Master, please put me in any small hotel in the city."
"Good."
The car sped all the way.
When Su Nuannuan sat in the car and looked at the city that had become almost impossible for her to recognize, her thoughts floated back to the scene when she received a letter from Ji Keyin that day.
Miss Nuannuan: Hello. I'm afraid that by the time you see this letter, I think I'm no longer alive.
Su Nuannuan, who has read the letter N times, can almost recite the original words in Ji Keyinxin.
It turned out that the letter was full of Ji Keyin's confession to Su Nuannuan. She told Su Nuannuan that the real culprit of Su's father's car accident was Ji Keyin herself, and she cheated Su Nuannuan. Because she had no money for treatment due to illness, she followed Nie Yingqi's idea.
But later it was even more empty.
Three years ago, when Ji Keyin, who was even difficult to walk because of obesity, caused various syndromes. When she was desperate, she asked Duan Chengyu again, Duan Chengyu took her in and sent her to the best hospital for treatment, always accompanying her.
"When he is by my side, I always have the illusion that we go back to the happy days together many years ago. He is still as quiet as before, and I always look at his figure so obsessedly.
"In the past three years, although I have been tortured by illness, it is still the happiest moment in my life, because he is by my side. Nuannuan, please forgive my selfishness. I want to tell you all this when my life comes to an end. I know I'm sorry for Chengyu, and I'm even more sorry for you. Telling you the truth is the only thing I can do for Chengyu at the last moment of my life.
"Although there have been many different women around him in recent years, I know that only you are the woman he has always loved in his heart and the woman who can really fill his emotional gap. Nuannuan, I know that if you hadn't loved him, you wouldn't have hated him so much! Come back and make up for your emotional gap in the past five years.
"Girl, just this one. This one is close to the city, with good service and good environment." The driver smiled naively at Su Nuannuan in the back seat, "As a girl, safety comes first."
"Oh, thank you." Su Nuannuan, who was still wandering, quickly got up, paid and got off her things.
At the beginning, because of Ji Keyin's words, I made mistakes and left here with regret and entanglement, but now I come back here because of Ji Keyin's words. Is it because I am too mentally retarded and easy to trust others, or because God always likes to joke with me?
Su Nuannuan stood at the door of the hotel with a wry smile on her face.
For so many years, has she never forgotten him for a moment? It's just that she never dared to put him on her heart to dry, because when she thought of him, her father's bloody scene would appear in her dream, so she only dared to bury him in the bottom of her heart and let him sleep.
In fact, she is still skeptical of Ji Keyin's words. Maybe Ji Keyin chose to help him because of Duan Chengyu's care for her before her death, or she was deceived by Duan Chengyu and asked her to deceive herself.
If he is really innocent, why hasn't he looked for himself for so many years? Gao Qun can find it, can't he find it?
Maybe it's because of guilty!
Su Nuannuan shook her head. She suddenly resigned so eagerly to find a good job there. It was funny and ridiculous to rush back to City A in the shortest time.
"Maybe I wanted to come back, but I've been suffering from no excuse." She comforted herself in her heart, "I haven't come back to see my parents for so many years. Shouldn't I come back to see them once?"
"Miss, would you like to stay in a hotel?"
"Ah?" The sound in his ear shocked Su Nuannuan.
"I'm sorry, miss, if you are staying, I'll help you carry things in later and register again. If not, could you please stand a little side by? The waiter in red and white work clothes held a box and spoke to Su Nuannuan with a smile.
"Oh, I'm so sorry." Su Nuannuan quickly leaned sideways and waited for the waiter to enter before walking inside.
I haven't been back for five years, and I don't know how my parents are doing. It's really unfilial! Anyway, we should help them repair tombstones and send bouquets of flowers.
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This fashion in A city is in mid-July, and the hottest August has not yet arrived. Although the sun is high, it is not the scorching sun. Coupled with the cool breeze, it doesn't feel too hot.
At this time, Su Nuannuan, who wore a shirt and jeans, wore a big hat and held a bouquet of flowers in her arms, standing in front of her parents' tomb in a daze with a surprised face.
I thought that after so many years, my parents' graves would be full of weeds, but it was as neat and clean as five years ago. Not only was there not a weed, but even the tombstone was intact.
The staff of this cemetery are really conscientious. Su Nuannuan sighed and thanked them many times in her heart.
She took off her sunglasses, squatted down slowly, put the flowers in front of the tomb, and gently stroked the photos of her parents on the tombstone with one hand, which was still so vivid.
Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, don't blame Nuannuan for taking so long to come to see you.
Su Nuannuan greeted silently in her heart, and tears dripped on her jeans.
She choked and slowly moved her hand from the tombstone to the base of the tomb, as if she were touching her parents' faces.
Thinking back to many years ago.
My parents have passed away for more than ten years, and I also worked from a middle school girl until graduation.
If parents are still there, now is the time to repay them and let them enjoy their happiness.
The memory stopped a few months before her sixteenth birthday, and she forcibly stopped her memories, because after that, she had him in her life!
Su Nuannuan's sad hand slid down from one side of the flower, touched a dead branch on the left, and suddenly woke up.
She picked up the dead branches and looked at them carefully, as if they were also the twigs of some flowers.
Looking at the clean ground around, Su Nuannuan guessed that it should have been left by the staff.
Will it be a dead branch left in front of his parents' grave?
Who gave it to you? Is it him?
Su Nuannuan's heart was shocked again.
I have read him more often in my heart these days.
She quickly shook her head and denied her idea. This should be a remnant branch blown by someone else's tomb.
Watching the sun gradually move to the top of his head and the temperature slowly rising, Su Nuannuan took a deep look at her parents' tombstone again and wiped away the tears from her corner eyes, so she put on her sunglasses again and slowly walked down the mountain.
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Leaving the missing cemetery, Su Nuannuan came to the Yaran community.
Looking at the Yaran community that had not changed five years ago, Su Nuannuan couldn't help but feel a sense of closeness.
It's like going back to five or six years ago, as if she was still a little girl who came back to clean up.
It's just that she doesn't know what her former home will look like now. Is it sold to others or full of spider webs?
Su Nuannuan touched the two keys that had been treasured in the bag for five years, one on the anti-theft door and the other on the door. Although she didn't know whether these two keys were still useful, for her, this key was a memory and a family affection.
Finally, she came to the door of the house. Su Nuannuan dared not say that she came to her door, because she was not sure whether the house had changed its owner.
Looking at the red Spring Festival couplets on both sides of the gate, although it has been seven months since the Spring Festival, the Spring Festival couplets on the door are still red and gorgeous.
I remember her three years at Duan's house. Although it was clean here, she never posted Spring Festival couplets!
Su Nuannuan smiled reluctantly and ugly.
She reached out and touched the security door, which was exactly the same as before, and still as spotless as before.
Fortunately, he finally found a suitable owner for his home.
Su Nuannuan turned around silently. After a few steps, she couldn't help looking back.
It's just that this look surprised her! He hurriedly stopped.