Chapter 83 Hachiko 4
She choked and said to him on the phone, "Don't explain anymore. You don't love me anymore. You can't even spell my name in your Sogou Pinyin." - Zhang Deshuai's version of the micro novel
Saturday, August 06, 2011
I didn't expect Xiaoxue to reject my endless love confession of the Yellow River, and I didn't expect that she would refuse in such an almost idiotic way. A sense of powerlessness after frustration filled my body, and I could hardly stand still. I always feel that there is a big whirlpool on the ground, pulling my body down little by little...
What supports me to barely maintain my standing posture is the so-called male dignity. I struggled to squeeze out a reluctant smile and comforted myself, "Actually, it's nothing. We're still good friends, right?"
Although I now feel that what I said at that time was very vulgar and not new, I could only say such words at that time. I really watched too much TV!
Xiao Xue nodded firmly and said, "I'm sorry, handsome!"
"Nothing, I knew it would end like this." I shook my head with a wry smile, "You go ahead. I want to go back and rest for a while?"
I went back to my room without waiting for them to make a statement.
The moment the door closed, the dignity that supported me was closed as the door closed. I couldn't stand it any longer and leaned against the door.
I want to cry, but I can't cry; I want to shout out the stuffiness in my chest, but I can't open my mouth. His nose was sour, and only tears slid silently across his face and dripped to the ground.
I regretted why I confessed to Xiaoxue just now, or in front of Miao Ruyun and Jiang Yingyu.
This time, it may become the laughing stock of Miao Ruyun and Jiang Yingyu. They will definitely laugh at me, especially Miao Ruyun.
After a while, there was a knock on the door. Miao Ruyun asked with concern outside, "Handsome, handsome?"
"I'm fine. I just want to be alone." I deliberately shouted through the door as if nothing had happened.
"We have something to talk to you about." Jiang Yingyu is outside the door.
I wiped away the tears hanging on my face and turned around to open the door. His body was blocked and released, and he asked in a low voice, "What's the matter with me?"
Jiang Yingyu just wanted to open her mouth, Miao Ruyun gently stabbed her, and Jiang Yingyu closed her mouth knowingly. Miao Ruyun raised her finger and pointed to my room, which meant to go in and talk about it later.
I opened the door and welcomed them in.
I sat carelessly in the chair and pretended to ask loudly, "Say it, what's the matter?"
Jiang Yingyu looked at Miao Ruyun with an inquiring eye. When she saw Miao Ruyun nodded, she turned her head and said to me, "Originally, Xiaoxue came to you for something."
"Then why didn't she come to me directly?" I frowned and asked in a low voice.
"Didn't they come? Who knows that you came out. Which one do you think you sing? Miao Ruyun asked next to him.
"Gun Guan Bao's friendship." I didn't prevaricate angrily.
"Gun Guan Bao's friendship?" Jiang Yingyu read it in a low voice and looked at Miao Ruyun inexplicably. And Miao Ruyun also looked blank.
Guan Bao's friendship, an idiom, describes the intimate relationship between friends. Only people like Zhang Deshuai can deeply dig out the deep meaning.
Of course, such a meaningful idiom, people like Jiang Yingyu, who have only attended Lanxiang Senior Technical School, will certainly not understand the breadth of language, so it is not surprising that she does not understand it. And Miao Ruyun can only understand the friendship between Guan Zhong and Bao Shuya, but can't understand the depth of it.
Of course, I won't explain it to both of them, so I asked impatiently, "Say it, what's the matter with Xiaoxue looking for me today?" Why didn't she come to beg me directly?
It turned out that the little snow I thought in the toilet confessed to me was the old peacock opening the screen - self-indued affection.
"What do you say? Who can stand it if you say that?" Miao Ruyun complained on the side.
I also understand what she said. This is like seeing that the child next door is still peeing and playing with mud with his bare buttocks. When you turn around, you find that he is actually enjoying the (harmonious) tube. This span is indeed a little big. Not to mention Xiaoxue, even I can't accept it.
"You still said, it's not because of you. Isn't it you, Xiaoxue can ask about the situation that day? As soon as she asked, I could only be relieved in this way? I lowered my head and explained in a low voice.
"Okay, I knew you didn't like me!" Suddenly, the sound of Xiaoxue came from the door.
I looked up and saw Xiaoxue standing at the door, staring at me with resentful eyes.
"Xiao Xue, things are not what you think." I stood up quickly, but Xiaoxue turned around and ran away.
"Zhang Deshuai, I didn't know you were such a person!" Jiang Yingyu pointed to my nose and said angrily.
Miao Ruyun looked at me and stopped me from chasing me. She warned me, "You are two and a half catties of duck's mouth. Stay in the room!"
After saying that, Miao Ruyun pulled the angry Jiang Yingyu to chase Xiao Xue away. Throw me alone in the house.
Women are such strange animals. She can listen to your lies as an oath, she can give up on you for your small move, and she can even tolerate your betrayal, but she will never allow your love for her to be mixed with any impurities. Because women are born for love.
I sat in a chair in a daze and muttered to myself, "How could this happen? How could this happen?"
I know very well that Xiaoxue is my sun and my center. And this time, she is my sun, but our distance has become 150 million kilometers.
"Handsome, this time you have made a woman's taboo." A voice came to my ear.
Looking up, it turned out that he was ashamed to stand in front of me.
I said to him angrily, "Get out of here!"
and shameless, but stood still. Before he could speak, I scolded, "Get out!"
Now I have no place to spread my fire. You stand in front of me shamelessly. Do you want me to vent?
said shamelessly, "I just want to discuss the wonderful love between men and women with you?"
"Get out!" I shouted hysterically, "If you don't get out, I'll let Xiaoji go."
"I'll go, I'll go. However, before I leave, I want to tell you that women should be coaxed, but they can't be cheated. Listen to my brother, you will have eternal life."
"Get out!" I picked up **'s pillow and smashed it.
For immortality, I still have to be approved by your mother (harmonious). You have become a ghost and still live forever. You think you are a magic machine.