chapter 84

The desk lamp with built-in straight fluorescent lamp emits a soft light in the study with low visibility. At this time, after midnight, even if you open the thick curtains covering the window glass, the night cannot decorate the study brighter, and may also aggravate the darkness in the study.

I have gone to the bedroom to confirm many times, probably because of fatigue. Although he had to wait for Shu to wake up, Rong Chengxian quickly sank into his sleep and gently helped him press the quilt. Shu woke up and returned to the study. After finishing the important work at hand, he was not in a hurry to return to the room, but quietly in the study. Sitting.

The light of the table lamp shines on his waking hand from a high place, projecting the outline of his slender fingers on the wooden desk. The beautiful shape has hardly moved, and the owner of the hand has also maintained a sitting posture for a long time.

Xian said that it would be very easy to leave him. For a few hours, Shu Xing had been thinking about this sentence. Of course, he knew that it was Xian's words that he was forced to a dead end, but if he really thought about it, maybe it was probably the best decision for him to leave him.

At this moment, there is a balance in the heart of Shuwake. On the balance in the name of love, Shuxing can never give Rong Chengxian a lot, but if you want to maintain the balance and prevent it from tilting, it can not be done by waking up alone. If you just wake up a person to maintain it, the balance will always If there is an imbalance, the result can naturally be imagined.

Same-sex love is a watch standing on the edge of the cliff. Even if it is not for money, not seek fame and fortune, but only lives and lives together until old age, it will be criticized. Even if it is as open and bright as it doesn't matter, he has to admit that in many examples he has seen, the happy ending is only not as good as life. On the contrary, it's only 12 in ten.

Knowing what is distressing Rong Chengxian, but there is no way to help him resolve it. For the first time in his life, Shu Xing has a little frustration. It is not so much insoluble, but that he has thought about things thoroughly. Rong Chengxian has something he needs to bear. If Shu Xing unilaterally forced Rong Chengxian to choose , torture the feelings between them in the name of love, even if Rong Chengxian will take it for granted, Shuxing will not be such a villain.

Love requires tolerance and understanding, especially for people who can think rationally under any circumstances. The feeling of chaos does not never appear, but rarely appears. Especially after many times of thinking, the fog curtain in front of you is easier to be stripped off layer by layer and become as clear as it is.

Many former boyfriends have complained to Shu Xing. Even during the beginning of dating, Shu Xing can think completely rationally. Such things as 'sweet heart pounding' or 'the whole world turns into pink soap bubbles' are all insulated from Shu Xing and are quite insulated. OK.

In Shuxing's heart, Rong Chengxian's status is naturally very different. This is the first time. It's not just the degree of love. After greeting his heart, Shu Xing admits his love for Rong Chengxian. When he can't see him, he will miss him. When he is a little free, he will worry about whether the other party is good or not, because of the other party's At the beginning, Shuxing was not surprised by his emotional changes, but love is a magical thing. After getting used to it, the other party will become a part of his life and become difficult to leave.

Give up or hold it, is this a problem? Since Shakespeare, this kind of unforgettable pain in the left hand and the pain in the right hand has always been entangled in all kinds of things, which makes the world like autumn rain have many troubles. Without extraordinary awakening, I almost sat in the study all night. The time is not short, but there is nothing empty in my mind. Before the sky was about to brighten up, Shu Xing finally moved his already hard body and left the study.

"Why did you wake up so early?" When I returned to the room and opened the door, I just looked at Rong Chengxian at the door and walked over with a smile: "It's just past five o'clock. Have you never got up at this time and not slept for a while?"

"I had a dream, so I woke up," with a slightly hoarse voice in the morning, Rong Chengxian stretched out his hand from the quilt and grabbed the hand handed over by Shu Xingxing: "Sure enough, you are not in **."

He lay on his stomach with a smile, leaning on the side of his head with one hand, woke up and clenched Rong Chengxian's hand and looked up at his eyes: "Do you feel very nervous?"

was originally a funny question, and Shu Xing did not want to get a definite answer. According to his understanding of Rong Chengxian, it was also a very difficult thing to let him reply to the affirmative answer of 'yes'. Unexpectedly, Rong Chengxian nodded: "Well, I'm scared."

More than nervous fear? The corners of his mouth aroused by the happy mood bent a fine arc and woke up without saying anything more, but nestled to ** and slept with Rong Chengxian until 7:20.

The first class this morning was to help Rong Chengli, who asked for leave for a week for some reason. Breakfast was a nutritious meal carefully prepared by Rong Chengxian. Both of them seemed to have forgotten what they said last night and sat at the table for breakfast harmoniously. When they woke up, they knew that the god of Tianchen didn't know that he didn't know. For what reason did you ask for a week off?

After the first class, Shuxing went to the office. On the way, he met a colleague who had just returned from his honeymoon abroad. The other party was obviously a man, but he pulled Shu Xing to nagging and chat. If it hadn't been for the next class, it would have been lunchtime. If that's true, he would have woken up. .

After escaping from the nagging colleague, Shu Xing finally returned to the office. There was only Xu Xian, who was writing a letter at the desk. I don't know what he was writing.

Although what Shu Chen and Xu Xian did are all teaching assistants, they are nominally not known as teaching assistants. On college campus, no matter where they are, it is as difficult to find a place where they can read quietly without being disturbed by anyone. Therefore, Shu Chen and Xu Xian have been basically Just stay in Shu Xing and Rong Chengli's office. Anyway, the place is big enough that Shu Xing and Rong Chengli don't care.

"Morning," Xu Xian greeted as usual and continued to focus on the busy things in front of him, but raised his head as if he remembered something: " By the way, do you know that Shu Chen is sick?"

"Is he sick?" Since moving to Rong Chengxian, Shu Xing has never asked about Shu Chen's life. He clearly knew that Shu Chen's self-care ability is very ordinary, but Shu Chen feels that Shu Chen is no longer small. At least he knows how to order takeout when he is hungry. When he is thirsty, he knows how to make water to drink. As long as he is not hungry and thirsty, and there is a place to sleep, he has done his duty. Ren, but I didn't expect Shu Chen to get sick during his absence.

No one knows whether the Shu family's genes are too good. Not only the three people who wake up their generation, including the next generation and the elders of the Shu family, but also few people will get sick. Within the six generations of the Shu family, no one died of illness. Last time Shu Xing had a fever and fell ill, in fact, he deliberately tortured his body, and even if the fever was so serious, he did not see Shu Xing reach the point where he needed to go to the hospital, so Shu Chen's illness inevitably made Shu Xing feel strange.

"Although you have the expression of 'shu Awakening will definitely not get sick', he is indeed sick," Xu Xian talked to Shu Xing and turned the pen in his hand. Xu Xian is quite good at turning the pen. As long as he doesn't want the pen to fall, he can keep turning.

"When did it happen?" The father, who has become the principal, cares about Shu Chen the most. If he really cares about Shu Chen, he will ignore it. First, he is known that the consequences are very serious, and second, it is easy to expose his situation that he has not been at home for a long time. At this time, it is already eventful, and there is no need to add trouble.

"It seems that it was yesterday. It doesn't seem to be ready yet. I have something in my hand that must be translated quickly. I plan to see him in the afternoon. Oh, by the way, he asked me to bring you a fake for him."

"Are you going to Skip class to see him?" If it hadn't been for Xu Xian's reminder, Shu Xing almost forgot that she still had a postgraduate class this afternoon.

"Don't you want all students not to go to class, so that you don't have to teach students without burden."

This conclusion about Xu Xian, of course, is 1,000 percent correct, but unfortunately, Shuxing's graduate students refused to cooperate. When it comes to class, they wake up much earlier than Shu woke up. Obediently seize the position that does not need to come to occupy a seat in advance, which makes Shuxing regret so far.

Not to mention that he doesn't want to take classes during the day, Shuxing is even more unacceptable at night. When many professors have to come to teach graduate students at night, Shuxing uses 'more concentration of his students during the day' as the reason, and the courses for graduate students are also arranged during the day, which has been successful for a long time. Get used to it. Until now, although those 'students who are more focused during the day' have graduated, Shuxing no longer needs to come to school at night.

Regarding this issue, Xu Xian once expressed his curiosity. After all, not all graduate students can come to class during the day, but when he became a Shuxing graduate student, he found a problem. Shuxing's courses are very profound. If it's just for on-the-job graduate students with a degree, he really didn't come to this deep The need for water.

Throwing the key of the house to Xu Xian, Shu Xing kindly reminded him: "Since he was a child, Shu Chen has only been ill once. After many years, every time I remember taking care of him at that time, my bone marrow still hurts. Since you like doing good deeds every day so much, I won't stop you from joining Uncle Lei Feng's queue."

"Is it as terrible as you said?" Xu Xian accurately took the key to Shu Xing's house and stared at the unbelievable Shu Xing with some certainty. He knew that Shu Chen rarely got sick. To be precise, he had never seen Shu Chen sick at all, but it may not be true that Shu Xing said it was so scary.

"Listening is believing, seeing is believing," Shu Xing smiled strangely: "Why don't you go and have a look for yourself?"