Chapter 18 Farewell, Qianwei Pavilion

I remember that when I was with Tang Yu, Fan Zhen said that I was too strong. But my family background and upbringing experience can only make me like this. It's not that I can't be soft or rely on others. It's just that Tang Yu can't let me rely on completely. His lack of ability has reassured me, so Tang Yu felt that I didn't need him, and I trampled his self-esteem under my feet. I can only face these words with a wry smile. At one time, I thought I was in love with Tang Yu, but after the breakup, my nostalgia made me know that I was wrong.

I don't know if it's because of loneliness when I'm with Tang Yu. All I know is that I'm relieved after leaving him. When I saw the photo Fan Zhen brought me with the gentle woman, I smiled calmly and said that this is the love Tang Yu should have. His girlfriend is very beautiful. After listening to this, Fan Zhen looked at me like a monster and said that I was a desperate woman.

I'm not out of love, but I know that this man is not worth it. And I have always believed that the man who can tolerate me and reassure me is waiting for me somewhere in the future.

Back to ancient times, I still hold this beautiful dream. Maybe every girl will portray the image of a perfect man in her heart, and then imagine that one day such a person will stand in front of her and cover all the wind and rain for her.

I lay in **, tossing and turning my thoughts. When the moon was west, he finally fell asleep with a sweet smile.

The next day, I didn't stay in bed. Although I didn't sleep for a long time, I was as energetic as chicken blood. After getting dressed, I greeted Ziqin and went to Qianwei Pavilion. Although there is nothing for me to worry about in the store, as one of the bosses, I should visit it often. Otherwise, even if Fubo and Fuquan have no complaints, the clerks in the store will have a lot of complaints.

When I arrived at Qianwei Pavilion, I didn't see Fubo. Xiao Wu, who had been promoted to supervisor, was taking care of it. I asked Xiao Wu, "Where's the Fu shopkeeper?" Aren't you in the shop?"

Xiao Wu was a little hesitant, but he still said, "The shopkeeper Fu and a young master are in the room."

Which young master? Is it Master Yan?"

"No, but he is also an extraordinary young master, and I think he is also a young master in the adult mansion."

"Good. Then I know. I'll go and have a look.

"The second head... Fu shopkeeper said that no one can disturb."

I frowned slightly: "Oh? Does that young master... come often?"

"I don't come often, but I come here when you are away. Speaking of which, it seems that you have seen him too.

Have I seen it? Who would that be? No, I have to figure it out.

"Okay, I got it. Go ahead."

Xiao Wu left in response. I walked inside full of doubt and stood at the door and faintly heard someone talking inside. I lay on the door and listened carefully. I heard the people inside say, "What the prince said, Miss Yan hasn't come to the shop often recently." It's Fubo's voice!

He said Miss Yan? Does he actually know my identity? So who is the "Prince" in his mouth?

I put my ears closer, but I still didn't hear anything, as if the "Prince" had been silent for a long time.

"Well," he finally spoke, but why was his voice so familiar, "Do you know where the ladies have gone?" Li, it's Li! This warm voice has not been seen for many days.

My heart is tense. What is Li doing here? Why does Fubo seem to be familiar with him? With my own doubts, I seem to feel that the answer has come to my mind.

"Listening to the conversation between Master Yan Er and Miss, it seems that Miss has often found a person named 'Mr.' recently." Fubo's respectful voice came into my ears clearly.

"So I went there again..." Li's voice seemed to be immersed in deep thinking. As the room quieted down, I couldn't help but think about the beginning and end of this matter. As a result, his hand knocked down the flower pot on the carved shelf next to him. With a bang, the flowerpot fell to the ground.

"Who?" Li shouted harshly.

Then the door was opened. Standing in front of the door, I happened to meet Li. Li looked at me in surprise, as if he didn't believe that I would be here at this time. But his expression soon returned to lake-like silence.

I didn't look at Li anymore. I went straight into the house and sat down indifferently. Li, can you tell me what's going on? After a glance at Li, Fubo quietly retreated and closed the door respectfully.

"Qier..." "Li, you will never lie to me, will you?"

"These properties are mine."

After listening to it, I couldn't help laughing. It turned out that I thought success and glory were given to me.

"Actually, as soon as I returned to Liangcheng, I saw Yingchen. Yingchen said that you wanted to open a shop. I felt that I was worried about finding other places, so I asked Yingchen to bring Fubo here. This room has always been empty, and it's not a good thing that you can use it now.

"So who is Fubo? I felt early in the morning that with his shrewdness, the shop could not operate like that. It's just that there is no doubt about the use of people, so I don't delve into it. Can you tell me his identity?"

"Fubo was originally the housekeeper in my royal palace. I asked him to come here to help you do something. There are many inconveniences in your family, and Yingchen is not familiar with business matters. Qinger, you don't have to worry about these. I won't come in the future."

I shook my head and looked at Li, which was very distressed. Li... I'm sorry. Now that I know it, I can't ask for this shop anymore. I know that the money I brought at that time was not enough for the expenses here. Originally, I thought the rest was the money raised by my brother, but now that I think about it, you are all helping me, right? Li, thank you for making me happy for so long. However, I can't always live under your protection. I hope I have my own world. So, I'll give you this shop. It's just that I have a request to get my original money back. I know this is very unreasonable. If possible, you can take it as my borrowing, and I will definitely return it in the future.

After saying that, I looked at Li seriously and found that Li was looking at me with heartache. My heart is so sad that I seem to have said too much... But at this point, there is nothing I can do.

I stood up, took a deep look and said, "I'm sorry, Li."

Then I turned around and went out. I didn't dare to look at Li anymore. I was afraid I couldn't help crying. He is a good man, but I don't love him. He can be my best friend, a brother like Yan Yingchen, but he can't be my husband.

I walked around the corridor and stood in front of Fubo and said to him, "Fubo, calculate the money I brought when the Qianwei Pavilion opened, and send someone to my house another day."

"Miss, this..."

"Do as I said, His Royal Highness has agreed."

"Also, tell Fuquan to work hard. I am optimistic about his strength, and he will definitely become famous in the world one day. Fubo, thank you for helping me these days. I won't come in the future. If Your Highness wants to close this place, just let him go.

After saying these words, I suddenly felt very tired and walked out of the store without stopping.

"Miss, Miss, Miss Yan." As soon as I left the store, Fubo chased out of it.

"Fubo, is there anything else?"

"Miss, I don't know if the old man should say this. If you don't like it, don't be angry. In fact, our prince is really kind to the young lady. Every time, the prince specially picks you to come to the shop when you are away. Every time I come, I sit for a while and drink some tea. The prince always asked about the young lady's situation and asked me to tell people not to let the young lady work hard, and not to let the young lady see it. The prince said that Miss Bingxue was smart, and these things could not be concealed. He also said that if you know it one day, let us agree no matter what you ask for..."

"Fubo..." The more I listened, the more painful my heart became, so I had to interrupt Fubo. I'm afraid that if I listen to it again, I will rush back to Qianwei Pavilion and tell Li that I have compromised, and I would like to spend my life with him. After holding back the tears, I continued to say, "Please tell His Royal Highness that Nianqing can't raise the case with His Royal Highness. It's because Nianqing is not blessed. But he will always be the brother of Nianqing.

Fubo wiped his eyes that had climbed up the fine lines and said, "Miss, I will definitely bring the words. Take care of yourself."

I walked slowly on the bustling street alone, and my heart was as cold as ice. There are all kinds of people around, and everyone seems to have a direction to come and go. Only I don't know where to go back. In this strange world, few people are good to me, but I stabbed the person who loves me the most.

I'm so cruel. I feel as if I have plunged into Li's heart with a bright knife in my hand. His heart was bleeding, and he was in pain, but I left. I pretended not to see his injury and pretended that I didn't care. In fact, my heart hurts as if I had been drained. Li, I can't pay off this debt to you in my life.

I can only bless you and hope that you can ascend to the throne and get everything you want. It's just that I can't count myself in it. You really can't give me what I want. I'm really a bad woman. Others must think that I'm making excuses for myself, but the love I want is really not like this. If I compromise, I will be in pain. I am a selfish little woman, so I will try to make myself happy, not to fulfill my intolerance...

I shook and unconsciously walked to the door of Qinyuan. Oh, it seems that I'm in charge of this place, but it's okay. Let's have a rest here. I feel so tired.

I wanted to raise my feet and step on several steps in front of the door, but I don't know why, a sudden dizziness made my feet shake, and I was a little unstable. I thought in a daze that I must not fall down, or I will be disfigured. So I pinched my hand, but I didn't feel it. What's wrong with me?

"Qier!" The hoarse voice sounded in my ear, and who was running in front of me? Brain-damaged? My consciousness gradually blurred, and I only felt that I fell into a warm embrace before losing consciousness. What a familiar taste.

"In the future... Shall I be your friend? You are not from the Yan family. You can call me Qinger, okay?"

"Qier? It's terrible. I don't need friends. Go away."

......

"Qier, I'm going back to my country."

"Then can I still see you?"

"No. You... take care of yourself."

......

I really felt desperate for the people I couldn't catch and the heart that I couldn't touch. Then who is this? Warm voice, silent eyes. A lot of laughter and happiness, it's Brother Li... The person who can't touch his heart gradually forgets that the person who vows is not him, the person who accompanies him is not him, and the person who wants to marry is not him...

"You don't love me at all. Have you respected me?" Angry voice, who is this? It seems to be Tang Yu...

"You girl, you can't get married." Fan Zhen's loving voice...

The world suddenly became noisy, and all the voices came to me...

Open your eyes, and the room is full of warm candlelight. It took me a long time to recover. It seemed that I had arrived in Qinyuan, and I don't remember what happened after that. Suddenly I wanted to remember the chaotic consciousness just now, which seemed to be the memory of Yan Nianqing and me. It's not surprising that my memory is still there, but why is Yan Nianqing still there? Didn't you say that her memory is gone? Is it because she is too conscious of these things that she stays in her mind? And when I am stimulated by some kind of stimulation, some incomplete pictures will flash. Based on my previous experience reading novels, I tried to convince myself to believe it.

I turned my head hard, but found that my head hurt so much. That is, when I grinned with pain, I saw the dark figure sitting at the table holding his head and closing his eyes. He is brain-damaged. Why is he here?

A flash of inspiration flashed and suddenly remembered, as if he caught me before I lost consciousness. Moreover, if I heard it correctly, did he call me "Qier"?

He heard the movement and opened his obsidian-like eyes slightly. Seeing that I woke up, he walked over and said, "Wake up? Why did you walk so far by yourself? My feet are worn out, don't you know? Also, why did you look extremely sad when you arrived at Qinyuan?

When I saw him coming over, I wanted to say thank you, but I was smashed back by his series of words. It turned into a cold sentence, "I want to drink water."

After hearing this, he went to pour me a glass of water, and then brought it to the bed and watched me drink it.

The joy in my heart, I said to myself, boy, it's finally the day I've called you. Although I'm always choked by you and can't say anything, I can command you, haha...

So I began to dictate to him pour water and eat, and then let him help me up, and then let him help me lie down. I thought this would anger him, but he kept smiling faintly and allowing me to fool around.

Suddenly, I was in a good mood and felt that my brain was not so abominable. Then the girl will forgive him. If you don't call him brain-damaged in the future, just call him his name. Che, it's actually quite nice. If he doesn't speak, the name suits him very well.

Moreover, I have a bold idea that I want to move to Qinyuan for the time being. I'm really depressed in Yanfu, and there is no Qianwei Pavilion, and I have nothing to do there. It's better to live in Qinyuan, and you can often discuss problems and play chess skills with your husband. After another one or two months, I will leave this troublesome place forever and fly away with Ziqin and Huaishu.