chapter 60 is not to blame

"Jiaqi gave me nothing special at the beginning, because she was a girl and I was a man. We didn't have any common topic at all. However, I often borrow her eraser for her homework. She eats and drinks with me, and our relationship is a little better than that of ordinary classmates. In this way, I worked as a deskmate with her for a year. By the first semester of the second year of junior high school, we stayed on duty to clean up. She knew that I was too fat to do any work. Of course, I didn't reject the factor of 'short mouth and short hands' here. Just let me sit on the chair and lick the popsicle and wait for her to finish cleaning. Of course, I didn't refuse. I just sat in a chair and watched her wipe the blackboard and went to the classroom to tidy up the desk. Somehow that day, how could the little girl look so beautiful? I didn't notice it before. Wearing a blue sky school dress, with two horn braids, and his skin is white and transparent. Maybe I have stayed with women since I was a child in the stage of my mother and grandmother. I think that women in the world are divided into two kinds, mother and grandmother, so I have never seriously examined a person of the opposite sex around me. When I look carefully, I am completely amazed. At that time, I didn't know how to describe it, but I thought it was very beautiful. I was fascinated by it, and I didn't know that the popsicle in my hand melted. Unexpectedly, she accidentally fell off the corner of her skirt by the table, threw it far away, and cried on the ground. I was so scared that I hurried over to help her.

"At that time, my image turned into the most handsome Harry Potter in my mind at that time, but when I walked slowly with my fat body, she stopped crying and stood up. To be honest, of course, it's really embarrassing. I can describe it as selflessness. I still remember that she sucked her nose and looked at me with a disgusted face and said, 'Shu Jian Shuo, Wang Zi, you are so fat. When you go to save the princess, the princess's grandchildren should be able to marry.'" He imitated the little girl's coquettish tone and looked good.

That Jiaqi's speaking style is really a little bit like me. Do you want to be so ridiculous?

"Because of her words, did you decide to lose weight?" I tilted my head and asked him, and I felt uncomfortable and disintegrated a lot.

"No," he shook his head. "I think she fell because she was careless and didn't have much to do with me. She said a few words and took out a few candies from her pocket for her. She smiled and felt nothing. In this way, after another year, we were at the same table for two years. During the summer vacation of the second year of the lunar new year, my family and I went out to eat western food. I don't know why I haven't been used to it since I was a child. I think those things are good-looking and tasteless, but I don't care if I'm full. In the middle of the meal, I told my mother to go to the kfc across the road to buy a hamburger to fill my stomach. I said that my mother had always spoiled me and agreed without thinking about it. At that time, my brother also said that my mother told her not to let me grow so fat, otherwise I would only be a sumo wrestler in the future. I think it doesn't matter. As long as you eat enough every day, it's okay to be a sumo wrestler. I walked to KFC to buy something and met Jiaqi. She was so far away from me that I wasn't sure it was her at first. A middle-aged man, who looked well dressed, was slapped her hard with her ponytail on the side of the road. She was wearing a blue and white school dress, and her hair was scattered. She still bit her lips stubbornly and let the man beat her. She stood there motionless, without begging for mercy and did not dodge.

I felt that his voice began to tremble, very slightly. If he was not careful, he would not be caught at all.

I'm a little nervous, this time... What kind of story is it? What does it carry? Will the people in the story have the same vicissitudes of life as me?

"I threw away my things on the roadside and moved my fat body to see if it was her. When I ran to her breathlessly, the middle-aged man left. She covered her face and squatted on the ground and shed tears, but she didn't make a sound. I walked to her and looked at her crying stupidly. After a while, she raised her head and said to me with tears on her face, 'Shuo, I said that when you go to save the princess, the princess's grandson should be able to marry.' I pulled her up from the ground and led her to kfc to ask for a strawberry-flavored cone for her. At that time, she had stopped crying, licked the cone obediently, and told me that the one who beat her was her mother's boyfriend. Her mother was a surprisingly beautiful woman, but she had to have some rich boyfriends because she had to take drugs for a long time. With the money given by those men, she will buy a beautiful skirt for Jiaqi first, and then use the rest to take drugs. When the money became more and more insufficient, her mother stole the man's things and disappeared. When the man found out the truth, he could only take it out on her. You know, even a gentleman with good manners will smoke when he finds himself cheated like this.

I don't understand, "What about her father's? Why don't you go to see Dad?"

He didn't answer my question directly and asked me, "Have you seen the movie "The Disciples"?"

I nodded. Then everyone should have seen the classic film. I like this kind of film in Hong Kong very much, such as Witness, Disciples, King of Guns, informant... I've seen these more than N times. In Disciple, Wu Yanzu was still so handsome, and Zhang Jingchu also stunned me fiercely. Because a movie channel has been replayed again recently, Xiaoyi and I were bored and just pressed the channel to review it again, so I still remember it deeply.

But does this have anything to do with Jiaqi? Is Er Dongsheng a relative of her family? -0-

"Do you remember that Wu Yanzu asked Zhang Jingchu why he took drugs? What did she say?

I thought about it and came back. "She said that it seems that her husband Gu Tianle took drugs and couldn't quit. She took drugs just to prove to her husband that she could quit, but after she took it, she found that she couldn't quit at all... Gu Tianle also said that it was because his wife couldn't quit taking drugs. He wanted to prove to his wife that he could quit. After washing, he found that he couldn't quit. They hold different opinions, but until now, I don't know who is telling the truth.

"Yes." He paused, "The same is true of Jiaqi's parents. At that time, the movie had not been released when she told me. Later, when I was watching the movie in the cinema, I heard what Zhang Jingchu and Gu Tianle said and cried. She also told me that her mother got into trouble with that thing in order to prove to her drug-addicted father that she could quit, and her father also said that she in order to prove to her mother that she could quit. Mom steals things, and the money she gets can be sucked with dad. Dad took the lady to the nightclub and sold medicine by the way, uh... I think you should know that most of the people who go to nightclubs play with drugs. Her father often takes advantage of the guests' high time and can secretly scrape a little and take them away. In this way, you can not only sell it for money, but also take it back with her mother..."

Ha... I really want to laugh. Many unfortunate children in the world have been destroyed by the so-called "first teacher". I think China should promulgate a law in the future, and parents should also get a certificate to take up their jobs. Those who are not qualified will immediately go out and shoot. Let's see who else dares to be so irresponsible.

Some parents may not realize how much impact they will have on their children. For example, mine, even after such a long time, I still often dream that they fight hard at home for money. I think this impact will continue until I turn into loess.

I have never thought that I am a lucky child. I don't have a happy family, and I don't have the happy experience of my family. I don't have dreamy sweetness and unbreakable love... I feel like a princess being locked in a castle with diamonds and pearls on the outside and built with black crystal inside. Everyone thinks that I am a princess. I live in a gorgeous castle and I am undoubtedly happy. But they never knew that the castle was dark. Life is only surrounded by cold, lonely, and never retreats.

"Jiaqi finished eating the cone and said goodbye to me. I think I'm a buddy. If she suffers from these crimes, I can't help her! I asked her, how can I protect her? She would be wrong. She thought it was because I liked her, so she said that if you can run faster, don't wait until the princess's grandson marries to save her, you should be able to protect me. I know what she meant was to make me lose weight. After I got home, I thought about it for a long time. I thought that if losing weight can really protect Jiaqi, then I must lose weight! At that time, it was just summer vacation. I went to the gym with my brother every day and went on a diet every day. In August, I also went to a well-known obese patient research institute in the United States for physiotherapy. When I appeared in the class again at 1.7 meters at the beginning of school, I was only 110 catties.

Speaking of this, he smiled. He should be relieved after remembering the too pure persistence at that time.

We are all like this. The more we grow, the more we lose too much. Don't think about it again. Don't think about it for the rest of your life...

"It's funny to say. You said that at that time, children in middle school were full of hormones. When they went out to borrow money or take snacks from me in the first and second year of junior high school, almost no girl looked at me. But on the third day of junior high school, I receive a new book almost every day. But at that time, I didn't like to eat snacks anymore, and I spent more time on books. Jiaqi saw that I hardly recognized me at the beginning of school. After the class teacher called the name, she finally confirmed that I was Jian Shuo and asked me a question, asking me if I was doing it for her to lose weight? I nodded truthfully. Later, she made some requests that seemed inexplicable to me at that time, such as waiting for her to go to school together and after school, and to invite her to breakfast, she could only borrow her homework to copy... What can a child in the third year of junior high school know? I think everyone is a buddy and I'm afraid that she will be beaten again and do the same according to her request. Later..."

"Later, did you become lovers?" I looked at his clearer and clearer outline in the night, and opened his mouth lightly.