chapter 63 Everything is directed and performed by you

I gently rubbed Li Luo's hand, hoping that his body could be warmer, instead of being as cold as a dead body. It seems that time went back to the winter two years ago, and I lost the plush gloves he bought for me. After school, he rubbed my hand and kept being careless. At that time, I didn't have much feeling. I always felt that if I lost my gloves, his hands could weave warmer gloves for me. I didn't need them, as long as Li fell beside me.

I said that I am a stubborn person, and I never thought that you would leave me.

Sure enough, the winter when we broke up. My hand actually has frostbite. It's the first time I've grown such a thing since I've lived so much. I still capriciously refused to buy gloves and let it freeze. So, which winter is particularly sober? It's like waking up from a dream, opening your eyes, and it's snowing heavily.

Now it's empty conversion. It's my turn to warm his hands. Think of it as paying off the debt.

I looked at his face, and the familiar and strange feelings were intertwined. I was distressed. Is the person in front of me Li Luo? They may just have the same face, and their souls have been completely replaced without any similarities.

Suddenly, a phone rang.

"In my coat pocket, it's A Luo's phone. Please help him answer it." Chen Yi heard the phone call and said to me slightly.

I let go of Li Luo's hand and went to touch the phone in my pocket. Take it out and see that the name on it is "wife". My heart moved, and I understood who called.

I swiped the screen and answered the phone. Before I spoke, Qian Rui's voice came from the phone with unparalleled anger, "Hey, where the hell did you die today? Are you not going to come back? It's okay if you don't come back. Anyway, I'll do the child. Let's just do it! Didn't you say that you can't stand my conceit. I tell you that the rich and beautiful people in my family are conceitful. What the hell are you..."

"Xiao Rui, it's me." I interrupted her, not because of her bad tone.

But I think it's funny. What's the matter? What's wrong with you? Don't you love so deeply and so seriously? Do I have to be together with whether I am hit to destruction without need to pay attention to it? How can you... Not happy?

Aren't you very happy? Why do you say these hurtful words now? You have paid such a big price that even I don't hesitate to become cannon fodder. How can you...

"A Li?" She called my name uncertainly over there, and I could tell that she was very surprised.

I understand that I may exaggerate whether I hit a ghost or not.

"It's me, Li Luo..."

"Ha, I knew..." Trying to explain, there was a sneer from the other end of the phone, "I fucking knew you two had been together for a long time. What? Are you taking revenge on me?! Please, can you do it another way? Don't use this old-fashioned plot. I said that some time ago, when I was pregnant, the beast said that she would marry me and give me a family. Fortunately, I was smart and didn't believe that he had killed the child, otherwise... Ha ha. Is it fun? Is the whole game over? Zheng Ai, do you think you are the winner? Are you happy? B bitch, what are you! Since I was a child, you have spoiled me so much on the surface. You may have scolded me many times when you go home. You are always so good at pretending that you have a virgin face and think you can deceive the whole world, but if you lie to me, I know your true face. Well, on the surface, it is said that you and Li Luo are fine now, but what about the result..."

I laughed and interrupted her, because she has never been my opponent for the scolding since she was a child. She doesn't know how to really defeat the enemy in her heart except to say some meaningless dirty words, but I know, I know what she is most afraid of, because it's herself. It was exposed first.

"You don't deserve the word bitch. How about I just retaliate against you? What are you? Well, my experiment was still successful? I knew that Li Luo would come back to me if he still loved me. What are you? I want him to come back when he comes back? No matter how big my breasts are, my breasts are big and brainless. If you have time, go to the underwear store and buy a better bra. Your breasts are about to droop to your stomach, haha... Li Luo told me. Because you are so coquettish and have been slept by so many men, he doesn't know who the wild seed in your belly is. Why do you want to give you a home? Don't call him tonight. He wants to be with me. If you are really lonely, call the duck to come and accompany you. Anyway, you are on the bus, and it doesn't matter who can get on anyone, right? All right, we're going to bed. Sweet dreams, baby!" I hung up the phone after saying that.

He covered his face and squatted down from the cushion and cried.

I really feel bad. My good turned out to be so unbearable in her heart. Has she always hated me? Baby, it turns out that you have always been...

I really can't bear it. How can you say that about me? And myself, how can I say such words to you that hurt you? Why don't we get along with each other like before? Why do we use the worst words in the world to pierce each other's hearts? I know that you are more difficult to bear than me.

But I never knew that our friendship was so deliberate in your eyes. You will ignore my explanation. Just hate me. If you are happy, you will always hate me.

Suddenly, the car suddenly stopped. My head hit the seat in front of me unexpectedly. Before I could react, the door next to me was pulled open. Chen Yi pulled me out.

I still cried and didn't listen. I looked at his face through tears, but it was ridiculously clear. Later, I thought that for the first time in my life, I saw him so thoroughly, and this was his most primitive appearance. It's the first time and the last time.

He put me hard into his arms and patted me on the shoulder. "It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter... It really doesn't matter... It doesn't matter how dirty it is."

Really, it doesn't matter how dirty it is?

It's none of your business, so is it so easy to say it? You know, I've never been as bad as today.

"You scolded her too, don't think about it..."

I said that I hate crying, especially in front of unfamiliar people. Well, it's a little shameful to say that I don't know him well, but in my world, I don't open my heart, and I'm not an acquaintance.

I pushed him away and wiped my tears randomly. "Uh-huh, it's okay. I won't cry. Go and go back, or something will happen to Li Luo.

He looked at me and sighed.

I smiled at him and said, "Anyway, she and I can't go back. We won't meet again. It's a good thing to make her hate me. In the past, maybe she would have thought that how could I be like this because of a man's relationship with her? I really wanted to go back to the past with her. But now it won't. She will only think that Zheng Aili was that kind of person. It was really a wise move for my mother to take away Li Luo. Fortunately, I didn't continue to be friends with that kind of scum and I won't see her in the future. But I will still remember, because in my eyes, everything is still good.

He shook his head and only said three words with no head and no end, "No wonder."

I was puzzled, but I didn't ask. I wiped my tears again and walked back to the car to find that Li Luo had just woken up.

"Where is this?" He slowly supported his body with his hand and looked at his body and the small coat and me doubtfully. He was a little confused. He blinked and blinked, as if to make sure whether he was dreaming or not.

I have mixed feelings when I look at him now. He is the culprit, but I can't hate him. I don't know how to tell him that he is the kind of child with strong self-esteem. If he knew that he had been so crazy, he might have committed suicide. I looked at him silently and couldn't say a word.

"Xiao Li... Is that you? Or am I dreaming?" His expression looked very surprised, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised. He did the same every time he saw me when we used to be together. I know it was a sign of his happiness.

Yes, everything is as good as before. We have to make him look like this.

I nodded to him, stretched out my hand and slapped him with all my strength, and slapped him across the face. My hands are numb. Maybe people are so explosive when they reach the limit.

My tears slid down again. I asked him, "Now, do you think you are still dreaming?"

He returned with difficulty, looked at me, nodded and smiled, "Yes. I still think I'm dreaming, because Xiao Li won't hit me. But I always dream of her beating me. Yes, I did that kind of thing that hurt her. Even if she killed me, I wouldn't blame her.

I turned my back and slapped him in the face again, "Li Luo, it's time to give you the Best Actor. You are the best at pretending to be you. You talk to people and tell the truth to the devil. When you see me, you can say, Xiao Li, I really love you. You can say the same to the man outside and the woman who just called. Don't try to lie to me anymore, damn gay, I won't believe you anymore, anything you say!"

He slowly lowered his head. His dark hair covered his sight and he couldn't see clearly. "Did Qian Rui call just now?"

"Yes, let you go back quickly. She made the child, and now she is bleeding alone at home."

"Xiao Li, do you still hate me?"

I sneered, "No, I don't hate you. I just want you to die."

As soon as I finished speaking, Chen Yi scolded, "What are you talking about? That's enough!"

"Look, look." I turned my head and looked at Chen Yi, "Didn't you just tell me how dirty it is? So you see, how dirty it is... Li Luo, you are so happy. Everyone loves you. Both men and women love you. But, what about you? Who have you ever loved? The list you have loved must be very long. I hope there are no three words Zheng A Li in it.