chapter 76 Desperate

I watched the thin syringe plunge into my skin and injected it into my blood. I gradually lost my focus and my vision became blurred, and I finally closed my eyes. Practice death in advance as before, practicing and don't know which day you may really die.

I had a dream. I dreamed of a little girl standing by my bed in very cute clothes, with exquisite horn braids. However, she is very ferocious, and her nails are very long, which may look more like claws. She has tusks, and her long mouth keeps trying to grab me by the bed, but I am lying in front of her, but she can't catch me anyway. I looked at her in fear and wanted to scream, but I couldn't scream.

I'm not sure if I'm dreaming or really seeing something, because I'm very conscious.

"Save me!" I finally shouted, "Help me!!! Help me!!!" I don't know whether it was in a dream or in reality, and I finally called out, but...

No one answered me. Is it really in a dream? Why are my dreams so real?

The little girl heard my cry and turned around and walked out of the door. When she walked to the door, she turned her head to look at me. At that moment, I saw her height growing rapidly. She is like a living body being taken some hormone medicine to promote growth. After growing up for more than ten years in a second, her face is actually the same as mine.

She took a look at me and walked out of the door.

I saw a man outside the door. He was a very thin man. The man grabbed her hand and held it firmly in the palm of his hand. They left together.

The man's back is very similar to Li Luo, but in such a short time, I can't tell whether it is Jian Shuo Li Luo or Chen Yi and Zhang Xunyi, because their backs are really too similar.

"Help me... Don't go..."

I looked at their backs with tears in my eyes, and then my hand was also held, which was a very warm touch. I opened my eyes and saw my aunt's bloody eyes and tear-stained face.

"Daughter..." I looked at my aunt's face and didn't know what to say. I also knew that she had a lot of things to say to me, but she couldn't say a thousand words.

How can I explain it to her? Do you want me to say, auntie, don't be sad? You believe that I really don't want to commit suicide. Your son threw me out of the window. It's really none of your son's business. How can I have that idea? Really, you must believe me!

I raised my eyes and saw Zhang Xunyi, who was still sitting in the corner playing IPAD. He was still expressionless and hardly looked up at me, but what was clearly visible was the scars of different sizes on his face, which could be described as shocking.

Honey, is it necessary?

We went to play fate. In the end, we were not played like this by fate. Do you think it's necessary? Even if we can't lead the change, please don't resist on the premise of hurting yourself, okay? Just like a death row prisoner shouts that he has been wronged when the judge makes a sentence, but a fair and ruthless judge will still say coldly that "resistance is ineffective" will be more embarrassing. Even if we have never been in the face of fate, I still want to lose and lose.

Don't sing to me, "It's like a movie that forgives the box office. I'm like a beggar who doesn't need an image."

My aunt knew that she had lost her temper. She was afraid that acting too sad in front of me would put psychological pressure on me. She wiped the tears on her face that had not dried up and asked softly, "Are you hungry? If you are hungry, I'll ask Zhang Xunyi to buy something for you.

I thought for a while. In fact, I was sorting out my chaotic brain. Finally, I said to my aunt, "I miss the crystal dumplings you made for me and Xiaoyi at home every time. I don't know why I really want to eat them. I'm afraid I can't eat them later."

"Ah?" My aunt looked at me in embarrassment and looked up at the luxurious watch on her wrist. "I have something else. Can I make it and send it to you at night?"

I nodded with a smile, and only heard Xiaoyi snorted coldly over there, "Hypocrisy!"

My aunt's expression was frozen, and she held my hand tightly. I put my other hand on her hand and shook her head to signal her not to compete with me.

After all, that child is a child. What else can you blame him? Isn't it?

The little aunt stood up with her bag. She walked to Xiaoyi and grabbed the tablet computer in his hand and smashed it to the ground. The screen was smashed to pieces. "Zhang Xunyi, your sister was completely defeated by you today. Don't be sarcastic. If you use a snack, jump down..." /P>

"Is it right for me to jump down?" Xiao Yi looked up at her aunt and said with a sneer.

I don't know why this child looks very ignorant today. He has the best relationship with his mother. Don't make trouble for me.

The aunt wiped her tears with her hand and said to me in a hoarse voice, "Daughter, I'll make dumplings and send them to you later. Just wait a minute. Don't do anything stupid, good boy."

I nodded.

When the aunt went out, Zhang Xun stared at the wreckage of the iPad on the ground in a daze.

I lifted the quilt and stood up from ** with bare feet, walked to Xiaoyi, picked up the computer from the ground and put it on the table, and then squatted in front of him and looked at him from the angle of looking down at him. I stretched out my hand and touched the wound on her face, little by bit, and I felt that my face was bleeding.

What I touched was sharp thorns, not skin.

"Xiao Yi, my sister shouldn't lie to you. My sister doesn't seem to jump off a building. Really, why do you think I want to jump off a building? Didn't you say that you want to go to England to study with me and you are still waiting for me to have a baby to be your uncle, so how can I die easily? My hand was quickly held by his hand, and tears dripped on the back of his hand.

"Don't lie to me!" He looked at me coldly and squeezed my hand very hard, as if he couldn't wait to break my hand. "If it's true, I'll go and kill Li Luo. Anyway, if he doesn't live now, it's just a hundred to kill him. Sister, now I find that I really hate you. It's not hate, it's hate. I hate you. But I can't kill you. You are my sister. Since I don't love Li Luo so much, I can only pass on my hatred for you on him. I can kill him, so don't force me.

"Xiao Yi..." I looked at him clenched his lips, and his face became colder and colder. Only then did I realize that I once decided that I didn't know him so well.

I think what I think about him. I think he is sunny. There is no dark in his heart. It is his simple side that I see with my naked eyes. His every move. Now for me, it should be disguised in front of me. It turns out that Xiaoyi is not like me. It's all like this.

The first time I found out that I had made a big mistake was that I didn't look directly at him with the right eyes. Now I regret it. It's too late.

I decided that Xiaoyi was gradually moving towards Chen Yi's kind, and never came back.

"Then you did that to me yesterday, but you just want the whole world to punish me for you. But you can use a very good and safe method. You are so smart that you can't think of it. You put your life on it so hard. I can understand that you did it impulsively, even if I don't believe it. When did you start to plan, put everything aside and hang me out of the window. I can't even think about it. When will it start..."

He closed his eyes and let go of me. He stood up and turned his back to me. Instead of answering my question, he asked, "What do you want to eat now? I'll buy it for you."

I also stood up and looked at his back. The distance between us is one step away, but we are far away from each other. I know that many people will laugh at me when this sentence appears here, but please forgive me for my poor words. I really can't find an adjective to describe this situation.

I stretched out my hand and opened my arms and made a posture that I wanted to hug him from behind. I just did it. I won't hug him, at least at this time.

"Aren't you going with your sister?" I asked gently.

My voice is like a thin line, torn apart by the breeze blowing in from the outside and can never be found again.

The windows were firmly nailed. I heard that the windows of the whole hospital were nailed, but I was afraid that a similar situation would happen again. Sometimes the hospital took measures to save some unnecessary responsibilities. Some things seem selfless, but in fact they are cruel.

Because the window was nailed, the window could only open a small crack slightly, and the wind poured in formed a tornado around me, so that I couldn't even find my soul.

When did you find it again?

Xiao Yi didn't look back, and his voice sounded without any emotion. He was so empty that he was scared to death. "I'll leave you two time. What are you pretending?" With that, he went to the door and opened the door. At the moment of closing the door, he said to me, "You should know who I'm talking about." Then I closed the door with a touch, and I was the only one standing barefoot in the empty room.

Help me...

Help me...

Who can save me... Can you help me?

I fell to the ground and saw that there was a radio on the table. I stretched out my hand and turned the switch. There was a rustling sound from it, and I couldn't hear anything but noise.

I fantasize about the song I heard on that rainy night that year. The quiet and hoarse boy whispered, "Revelation to Find People". Somehow, the song gradually came to my ears. The boy's voice was so clear in my ear. I remember the way he sang, I remember his singing, and I can even see him. He seemed to be right in front of me, and I seemed to touch his cold and flawless cheek as soon as I stretched out my finger.

Even if I know that all this is an illusion, there is nothing I can do but let the song spread in my ears.